Siheyuan: After being reincarnated as a master's daughter

The scene he had just witnessed flashed through his mind: two people were hugging and kissing each other unscrupulously at the door! At that moment, a surge of anger rushed to his head, and he really wanted to rush forward and ruthlessly interrupt the shameless couple. However, his feet seemed to be nailed to the ground, and no matter how angry he was, he could not take that step.

During these difficult hours, Bang Geng had mustered up the courage to break into the house several times to teach those two people who had humiliated him a lesson. But every time he was ready to take action, his legs seemed to have lost all feeling, and no matter how hard he tried, he could hardly move an inch.

In Bang Geng's heart, his mother only belonged to his father. At this moment, seeing his mother being so intimate with another strange old man, he felt resentful towards his mother. He was angry at his mother for not being a womanizer. In this special era, if such behavior was discovered, the whole family would be implicated and even face a catastrophe. Thinking of this, Bang Geng felt heavier, and his heart was full of contradictions and pain.

If this matter was really discovered by others, didn't his mother ever think about the problem from his and his two sisters' perspective? Once the matter was exposed, he and his two sisters would be labeled as "sluts", and their lives would be completely ruined! How could his mother not foresee such consequences?

Then, Banggeng kept thinking about the changes in his family over the past few years. Now his family no longer has to worry about food and clothing, and even tuition can be paid on time. He and his two sisters have some pocket money to spend. When he was in elementary school, because of his poor family background, he often couldn't even raise the tuition, so the teachers had to chase him home to ask for it. But now, life has changed dramatically.

At this point, the mystery in Banggeng's heart was finally solved, and everything became clear.

Banggeng is now fifteen or sixteen years old, in the prime of youth, his mind is gradually maturing, no longer as innocent as an ignorant child. At this moment, his heart is experiencing a fierce struggle and tug of war.

On the one hand, he knew that his mother had done something unethical and betrayed his father, and he was so angry that he wanted to rush into the house and catch the adulterous couple on the spot and stop their scandal. This impulse was like a surging tide, hitting his heart wave after wave, making it difficult for him to suppress his anger.

However, on the other hand, reason was like a heavy shackle that tightly bound his actions. He couldn't help but think, if it weren't for his mother's behavior, how could their family support the family with their current financial situation? Everything his mother did might be out of helplessness and pressure from life, all for the sake of keeping the family going!

Between these two diametrically opposed thoughts, Banggeng's heart seemed to be torn in two, and he was in great pain. He didn't know how to choose, whether to stick to the moral bottom line and expose his mother's ugly deeds at all costs; or to choose to endure silently, understand his mother's difficulties, and continue to maintain this seemingly complete but actually broken family as if nothing had happened...

Banggeng stood there quietly, his eyes empty and confused, but his thoughts were surging like a tide. Countless thoughts intertwined and collided in his mind, making him overwhelmed.

Unconsciously, tears were already flowing down his cheeks like a flood. His eyes were fixed on the closed door, as if he wanted to see the truth and answer behind it through it.

At this moment, Banggeng's heart was full of contradictions and pain. He didn't even know who he should resent. Did he resent his father who passed away early? If his father was still alive, perhaps the family would not be so difficult, and his mother would not have to bear the pressure of life alone and struggle to support the family.

Or should he resent his mother? After all, she betrayed his deceased father and did something unethical. However, the hard work his mother put in for her children over the years is indelible. She raised the children alone with great difficulty, and how could others easily understand the hardships involved?

Thinking about himself, Banggeng couldn't help but feel guilty. He felt that he was too incompetent to share more pressure for his mother, and instead became a burden to her. He also had two younger sisters who were innocent and didn't understand the hardships of life, but they would also face many hardships in the future. Even his grandmother, although she was old and frail and needed care, undoubtedly added a lot of trouble to his mother.

All kinds of emotions tangled in Banggeng's heart, making his thoughts more and more confused. He felt like he was trapped in an endless dark vortex, unable to find a way out and seeing no hope.

Until, I saw the two of them sneaking away one after the other.

Banggeng's eyes moved numbly, and his hands and feet were already numb from the cold.

Walking towards home step by step...

The snow outside has begun to melt, turning into crystal clear drops of water, dripping slowly along the eaves. The sun shines through the thin clouds, bringing a touch of warmth and brightness to the earth. Yi Jiale is happily following her friends, playing the game of "Eagle Catches Chicken" in the open space at the gate of the courtyard.

Although there was still a cold wind blowing from time to time outside, the cold wind was like a naughty elf, gently caressing the children's cheeks, but this could not stop their energetic and playful hearts. Every child was immersed in the joyful atmosphere, with an innocent smile on their face.

Although they were wearing thick cotton-padded jackets, it couldn't stop the children from having fun.

Yi Jiale tightly grasped the clothes of Huo Sheng in front of him. Huo Sheng was the mother hen in front of him, and Huo Sheng's eyes were vigilantly staring at the child who played the eagle. He moved his feet flexibly to avoid the pursuit of the "eagle", while trying his best to protect the "chickens" behind him. Laughter and screams came one after another, as if the whole world was infected by these happy children and became full of vitality.

Yi Jiale was having fun at the moment when he saw Banggeng walking into the yard with a blank look on his face, without mocking them.

This made Yi Jiale feel a little strange. After all, Banggeng often saw these kids having fun outside and liked to mock them. It seemed like he couldn't get away without saying a few nasty words. What happened today?