After returning from the coffee shop, Jiang Ciyou felt extremely depressed. Her mind was constantly echoing with her friends' doubts, and those words were like sharp thorns, piercing her heart with a dull pain.

Jiang Ciyou dragged her tired body back home. She slumped on the sofa, staring blankly ahead. She recalled every little detail of her acquaintance with Lu Jingchen, and those beautiful moments kept playing in her mind like a movie.

They met in that noisy bar. Jiang Ciyou was at the lowest point in her life at that time. She was almost broken by the blow of being abandoned by her husband on her wedding night. She put on exquisite makeup and wore gorgeous clothes, trying to cover up her inner fragility with outward strength. Under the lights of the bar, her beauty and temperament were particularly eye-catching. And Lu Jingchen, the handsome man, was like a prince from a fairy tale, and instantly attracted her attention. There was a mysterious charm in his eyes, which made Jiang Ciyou want to get closer involuntarily.

Since then, they have started a life full of passion and romance. They go to the beach together for vacation, enjoying the warmth of the sun and the beach; they go to high-end restaurants together to eat, tasting the taste of food and wine. Lu Jingchen's gentleness and thoughtfulness made Jiang Ciyou gradually forget the pain of the past, and she began to feel the beauty of life again.

However, her friends' doubts forced her to re-examine her behavior. She began to doubt whether her feelings for Lu Jingchen were really just an exploit. She remembered that her original purpose of supporting Lu Jingchen was just to forget her husband's betrayal and to avenge the man who had hurt her. She didn't know whether she had hurt Lu Jingchen unknowingly in the process.

Jiang Ciyou lay in bed, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep. Her heart was full of contradictions and struggles. On the one hand, she didn't want to hurt Lu Jingchen because he was so gentle, kind and sincere. His love for her made her feel warmth and happiness she had never felt before. On the other hand, she couldn't be sure whether her feelings for him were really love. She was afraid that she was relying on him only because of loneliness and solitude, and once this dependence disappeared, her feelings would also dissipate.

She recalled the process of meeting and falling in love with her husband. They were so sweet and happy at that time, and they spent many wonderful times together. She once thought that they would continue to be happy like this forever. However, reality gave her a heavy blow, making her understand the fragility and impermanence of love. She didn't know whether she dared to believe in love again, whether she could still give her feelings without reservation as before.

Jiang Ciyou sat up, leaned against the head of the bed, and looked out the window at night. The lights of the city flickered, like countless stars twinkling in the night sky. She felt so small and lonely, as if the whole world had nothing to do with her. She didn't know what to do. She didn't want to lose Lu Jingchen, but she couldn't be sure of her feelings. She felt very confused and helpless.

She picked up her phone and wanted to call Lu Jingchen, but she didn't know what to say. She was afraid to hear his voice, afraid that she would lose herself in his tenderness. She put down her phone and sighed deeply. She knew that she had to make a decision, a decision about her and Lu Jingchen's future.

Jiang Ciyou began to recall every moment she spent with Lu Jingchen. When they watched a movie together, he would hold her hand tightly, letting her feel his warmth and peace of mind; when they went shopping together, he would patiently help her choose clothes and give her pertinent suggestions; when they ate delicious food together, he would carefully pick up food for her, letting her taste the most delicious food. These small actions made Jiang Ciyou feel Lu Jingchen's sincerity and love.

She recalled that once when she was sick, Lu Jingchen stayed by her side and took care of her meticulously. He cooked porridge for her, fed her medicine, and chatted with her, making her forget the pain of illness. At that moment, Jiang Ciyou felt a kind of happiness and warmth she had never felt before. She knew that this man truly loved her and gave everything for her.

However, she thought back to what her friends had said. They said she was just playing with Lu Jingchen's feelings and that it was immoral for her to do so. Jiang Ciyou began to doubt whether her behavior was really as her friends said. She didn't know whether she was really taking advantage of Lu Jingchen and whether she was really hurting him.

Jiang Ciyou fell into deep self-blame. She felt that she was a selfish person who only considered her own feelings and ignored Lu Jingchen's feelings. She didn't know how to face him or how to explain her behavior. She felt very painful and helpless.

She decided to leave Lu Jingchen temporarily, giving herself some time and space to think about their relationship. She sent Lu Jingchen a text message, telling him that she needed some time to calm down and hoped that he would not come to her. Then, she packed her luggage and left home.

Jiang Ciyou came to a strange city, where she wanted to re-examine her life and find her own direction. She lived in a small hotel, and every day, apart from eating and sleeping, she strolled in the city, thinking about her future.

In this strange city, Jiang Ciyou felt very lonely and helpless. She had no friends, no relatives, only her own heart constantly struggling and thinking. She began to miss the days with Lu Jingchen, his gentleness and thoughtfulness, his smile and eyes. She knew that she had fallen in love with this man, but she didn't dare to admit it.

Jiang Ciyou stayed in the city for a few days, and her mood gradually calmed down. She began to reflect on her behavior and realized her mistakes. She knew that she could no longer escape and had to bravely face her feelings and face Lu Jingchen.

She decided to return to her original city, apologize to Lu Jingchen, and tell him her true feelings. She believed that as long as they truly loved each other, they would be able to overcome all difficulties and move towards a happy future.

Jiang Ciyou embarked on the journey home, her heart full of expectation and anxiety. She didn't know whether Lu Jingchen was still waiting for her, and whether he could forgive her. However, she knew that she had to take this step bravely for her own happiness and for Lu Jingchen's happiness.

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