Rebirth in school

Xu Rong listened to her master's words and looked at her concerned expression. She took the cup of water handed to her by Fu Qingqing and held it in both hands, feeling the warmth coming from the cup. She felt her heart warm up as well.

Originally, she had been facing her panicked heart alone, but now, with the care of her master, she gradually calmed down. She looked at Fu Qingqing, nodded heavily, and her voice had returned to calm.

The trembling in her body had now subsided. She picked up the water cup and blew on it gently, then took a sip to moisten her throat before she spoke.

"master,"

"Okay, I understand,"

"Yes, that's what you said."

"There will always be a way out when you get to the mountain. It's really useless for me to think about it in a hurry."

"I've thought about it so much, but I still can't come up with a solution,"

"As a result, you will get flustered and anxious."

"Sometimes I can't stand it anymore and beat myself up because my emotions get out of control."

"It is wrong to do things that hurt yourself,"

"If I continue to do this, I will definitely regret it later."

"Because, if you do that, it will only cause problems for your body,"

"It will make me uncomfortable, but I am the one who is uncomfortable."

"So, Master is right. I won't continue to act like this."

"No matter what I do, I will think about it carefully,"

"If Xu Jiang comes later, I will talk to him."

"It shows that if there is a problem, it must be solved."

"It's wrong to avoid the problem like I did. I have been avoiding it for almost a month,"

"This problem, instead of being solved, has made me exhausted by it,"

"Even when I went to work in the hospital recently, I felt a little dazed,"

"I'm afraid that I'm not normal because of my mental disorder."

"When that happens, it will have a bad impact on the patient."

"It affects my efficiency at work, so I took a day off,"

"It just so happens that you are getting engaged today, Master. I submitted my leave application yesterday and explained the reason."

"Today is just one day off, this is what you see now,"

"I have slept well last night and I feel better now."

"If it were me in the past, I think you would be even more worried when you saw me."

"Indeed, if I can't adjust my state well,"

"Then whether I want this child or not, he will make my health worse and worse."

"What is the most important thing? The body is the most important."

"As a medical worker, I know very well what is my own, and that is my body,"

"If you don't take good care of your body, then if something goes wrong, you'll still be the one who suffers,"

"So, I can't go on like this any longer,"

"I didn't say I regretted anything about the child."

"It's still what you said, Master. Coming here is fate."

"I work so hard, but he is still healthy."

"That means this child is also optimistic and strong. He has already been working hard before he was born."

"So, as a mother, I can't hold him back,"

"As a child, he was trying hard to see the world,"

"And I simply can't selfishly erase him,"

"I'll ask Xu Jiang later to see his attitude."

"If, as Master said, Xu Jiang is just watching my attitude from my side,"

"If he agrees with me and supports any decision I make, then I am willing to give up my career for him."

"Besides, this business is not about giving up permanently, but giving up temporarily."

"I will stay in my position for a while and wait for someone to take over."

"I started applying for maternity leave and waited until I had the baby,"

"I will stay with him for a year, and then I will go back to my job. As for future work,

"Who will take care of the child? Our marriage, or anything else? I will discuss it with Xu Jiang when the time comes."

"After we discuss it, we can get the result and know what to do."

"It's useless to think about these things now. It will only cause me more trouble."

"Things should just take their natural course. I know, Master, you care about me."

"You are right. If Xu Jiang, a man of integrity, supports his beloved,

"The sweetheart was pregnant with his child, with his own flesh and blood,"

"If he still supports me, agrees with me, and stands firmly on my side on this point,"

"If you're willing to let me give up the child and have an abortion for the sake of my career,"

"So, a man who cares about me so much, who thinks about me,"

"I, Xu Rong, will never let her down in this life. I will definitely treat her well and give birth to children for her."

"As long as he does what you said, and really cares about me and puts me first,"

"Then, I, Xu Song, will never let him lose in my lifetime."

"I will also make up my mind to take good care of the children and take care of our family."

"I will resume my work later when I have time and can spare some time."

"With you here, Master, and your relationship with the dean, I am not afraid."

"Master, I no longer have the position of director. In fact, I don't value or care about the position of director."

"I care about the hospital, but they may not need me in the future."

"I've seen so many things in hospitals,"

"Other positions and clinics are a little better, but for our emergency department, it is the top priority,"

"Every detail can't be sloppy. Doctors in the emergency department are very sensitive to changes in the situation,"

"People like me who go there will be stupid for three years after pregnancy. There is a certain medical reason for that."

"This is caused by hormones and body functions,"

"It's not that I can control or change it myself,"

"So, many hospitals will not accept people who come back to work after maternity leave,"

"Even if we accept it, there will be an adaptation or trial period at the beginning,"

"It depends on the patient's performance, whether to admit or not, etc. Every hospital is different."

"So, I am worried about this. I don't have that much confidence in myself."

"After all, who can say for sure about those things? Symptoms of pregnancy for thirty-three years."

"I have seen many, many female directors and CEOs who were once powerful and influential,"

"After giving birth, I felt a lot more abnormal, and many of my friends came to ask me what to do,"

"My response is to relax and adapt slowly."

"Then, give the body some time to recover."

"I understand the truth. If it happens to me,

"Even if I were a doctor, I couldn't tell what was going on with me,"

"My requirements are not high. I just hope that when I come back later,

"The hospital will give me a chance to start as a doctor and let me adapt slowly."

"As for other things, Master, please don't worry about me."

"As long as the hospital can still use me, I will definitely adapt to this process slowly,"

"Then, I will reach the peak of my career again,"

"I am confident that as long as I can recover,

"Then I am sure that I can slowly recover to my current self."

"As for whether I am an official or not, I don't care. I will be an official or a director."

"I didn't say I had much free time. Instead, I became busier every day."

"That's not as comfortable as when I was a doctor. I could take shifts, not be on duty, and take turns."

"There's no need to make rounds, etc. Now, I'm responsible for every detail and I have to keep an eye on it,"

"Even when I'm sleeping or in the middle of the night, I dare not turn off my phone,"

"I dare not say there is no electricity. You have to rush to the hospital immediately when you hear the phone call in the middle of the night."

"It is normal for us medical staff to have this kind of thing happen to us,"

"But if I'm not the director, I don't have to bear this responsibility,"

"I don't have to do these things. No matter what happens, there will always be a director to take charge of it."

"I can still go home and take a nap, so,"

"Actually, sometimes, being a doctor is pretty good,"

"Plus, if I become a doctor, I will have more time to spend with my children in the future,"

"I have a family and a career, and this is definitely the best situation,"

"I am also what everyone envies, Master,"

"I know you are doing this for my own good, and I am the one you care about in your heart."

"But your time is also precious, you and Master,"

"By then, you might get married and have children of your own,"

"I have other things to do. There's no need to ask you to accompany me later."

"Master, you have to believe me too,"

"Your apprentice is not that stupid,"

"It's just that being a doctor doesn't require high intensity or worry."

"You don't have to worry about this and that. Just face the patient."

"I just need two days to adapt, and then I will recover and my memories will come back."

"Even during the entire pregnancy, I didn't let myself down,"

"I would also look up medical reference books at home to learn and recall,"

"I will try my best to remember the skills I have learned."

"I also often practice the needle-trembling technique you taught me at home."

"In this way, as long as I persist every day, I will keep these things in my mind and will not forget them,"

"At least, she can help me react in time when something happens."

"No matter how bad I am, I am still better than the interns in the emergency department,"

"I still have an advantage. Slowly, my memory and abilities will be restored."

"I am a good doctor now, and I will continue to shine in my position..."

"Okay, okay, Master,"

"Let's not discuss these things anymore,"

"I want to be happy,"

"You don't have to worry about me. This matter has already come to an end."