Don't think of rebirth.

High school life was not as happy as Xu Xinghe had imagined. Mingde’s school spirit was worse than he had imagined.

Despite this, he has no ability to change his environment and is lucky enough to be able to manage himself.

At the beginning of the school year, during every break, Xu Xinghe would always put on his headphones, listen to music quietly, and do his own thing.

In this way, he tried to isolate himself from the impact of the noisy environment.

Or maybe he just wanted to escape from his own incompetence.

He saw Xie Xiangxue being misunderstood, saw Bao Qingsong becoming silent from one day on, saw Yu Xin being reported for cheating by her so-called brother...

But he couldn't do anything, and didn't know what to do.

Class 3 is like a pile of loose sand. As soon as the wind blows, it will scatter and can never be found again.

Bound by his own powerlessness and filled with uneasiness and guilt, Xu Xinghe met Yin Xisheng on that day.

It was just an accidental encounter in the library. He saw Yin Xisheng being pulled and entangled by someone. When she looked around in panic, her eyes met his for a moment.

It was really only a moment, and Yin Xisheng himself might not have seen Xu Xinghe's face clearly.

But Xu Xinghe saw clearly that the song Bai Qingyin was singing in his headphones was playing his favorite line.

It is an inspirational song that describes the friendship of working together.

The song goes: "It's so easy to just reach out."

He was moved by Yin Xisheng's tearful eyes, his fight against his own weakness, and the encouragement from his favorite singer.

So he rushed over, stood in front of the other person, trembling with fear and excitement, and shouted: "Let her go!"

Making such a loud noise in the library naturally attracted a lot of attention, even the staff came over.

The other party probably felt embarrassed, so he let go of her hand and hurried away. Xu Xinghe also felt his legs go weak belatedly.

Despite this, he was still proud of his "bravery". He turned around and smiled to Yin Xisheng: "It's okay now."

The girl raised her phone to him and a mechanical female voice played: [Thank you.]

Because of what happened just now, her face was still a little pale, and although she tried hard to smile, her expression actually looked a little distorted.

But at that moment, Xu Xinghe only felt that his heart was hit hard.

He thought of a word - heart-pounding.

That day, he met Yin Xisheng and added her as a friend.

Perhaps because he had not had normal interpersonal interactions for a long time, Yin Xisheng cherished this friendship very much and would answer every question.

Sometimes Xu Xinghe didn't even need to ask much, as long as he showed a little curiosity, Yin Xisheng would hurriedly tell him everything.

He sympathized with Yin Xisheng, and slowly discovered during their communication that she was actually a very good girl.

But the interpersonal relationships around her are too chaotic and bad, which will only bring disaster to her.

Only he is different. Yin Xisheng regards him as the benefactor who saved her, and out of his own sense of justice, he wants to see Yin Xisheng be happy.

In fact, this is also his way of saving himself, right?

Even if he couldn't help anyone in the class, at least he helped one person.

His sense of justice finally came in handy. Even though it seemed like a child's game of playing hero, it really worked for Yin Xisheng.

In the process of guiding Yin Xisheng, Xu Xinghe slowly fell into it.

He fell in love with Yin Xisheng, not only out of sympathy and pity, but more importantly, he looked forward to the day when she would emerge as a butterfly.

But before that day, he didn't plan to reveal his feelings.

Firstly, Yin Xisheng, who had been hurt by Ruan Tanyu, could not easily start a new relationship.

Secondly, he didn't want to turn Yin Xisheng's gratitude towards him into an emotional advantage just because of his status as a benefactor.

He carefully guarded Yin Xisheng's cocoon and devoted all his energy to it.

However, Ruan Tanyu appeared again and easily dragged Yin Xisheng back into his former hell.

He tricked Yin Xisheng into going to a bookstore, pretended to complain, and started interacting with Yin Xisheng again.

He went to pick up Yin Xisheng for the high school entrance exam. Xu Xinghe saw them and was so angry that he started arguing with Ruan Tanyu on the spot.

Unfortunately, he couldn't beat Ruan Tanyu.

After Ruan Qinyu's family fell into poverty, she worked a lot of part-time jobs to make money, and she is much stronger physically than Xu Xinghe.

In the end, Yin Xisheng stood in front of Xu Xinghe and cried, begging for mercy from Ruan Tanyu.

Ruan Tanyu didn't take any more action, but took Yin Xisheng away.

Xu Xinghe was thinking at the time that the heroic stage was over, the curtain had fallen, and he was still the helpless self.

However, reality is more cruel than drama. As the rescued protagonist, Yin Xisheng did not obtain happiness.

Ruan Qinyu was nice to her for a short while, then decisively dumped her.

At that time, Yin Xisheng had been bound by Ruan Tanyu's brainwashing again, and was greedy for the little warmth that Ruan Tanyu brought her.

She couldn't bear the pain of falling into a situation where she had nothing again, and at the same time, she developed a strong sense of self-loathing.

She let Xu Xinghe down. He was the benefactor who rescued her from difficult situations and had been encouraging her to become a better person, but she failed and repeated the same mistakes.

With all kinds of emotions accumulated together, Yin Xisheng suffered a mental breakdown.

She chose to commit suicide by cutting her wrists. Although Yin Xisheng survived after rescue, the shock caused by massive blood loss turned her into a vegetable.

The last message she sent to Xu Xinghe was: [I’m sorry.]

I'm sorry I couldn't be a better person.

I'm sorry that I couldn't meet your expectations.

Xu Xinghe failed to save the girl he loved. When he saw her, she was sleeping quietly on the white hospital bed, like a broken everlasting flower.

He finally found out where Ruan Tanyu was. When he found the informal little bar, he happened to hear Ruan Tanyu chatting with people they were traveling with.

"I just waved and she followed me right away. You can't blame me for that, right?"

"He's so desperate, his mentality is too fragile."

"Really dead? Oh, she's in a vegetative state. It's her bad luck."

The three words "bad luck" made Xu Xinghe's heart bleed.

If Yin Xisheng hadn't met Ruan Tanyu, how could he have such a bad life!

She had passed the high school entrance examination and could have had a brand new life, but it was ruined by Ruan Qinyu!

This culprit is now so high-soundingly saying that she has a "bad fate"?

What qualifications does he have to say that? What right does he have to say that?

Xu Xinghe hit Ruan Qinyu. He did not let go even when others hit him. Finally, someone hit him on the back of the head with a wine bottle and he fell straight down.

His eyes went dark, but in this darkness, he saw another future.

He went to the zoo with Yin Xisheng and watched her cry silently, letting out her pain thoroughly, and was finally able to break down the wall in her heart.

The sun was scorching, and he presented the gorgeously blooming sunflower lilies to Yin Xisheng. Ruan Tanyu was no longer there, and she called out his name for the first time.

The Yin Xisheng in this memory is so bright and brilliant. She bid farewell to the past and works hard and diligently.

She said to him, "Thank you."

Xu Xinghe's tears overflowed, and he stretched out his hands in front of him, as if he could grasp this impossible dream.

This was the scene he wanted to see most, he hoped she could be happy.

"please……"

He pleaded with the being who had shown him this future.

"Tell that me... this time... I must..."

He didn't finish his words, but the system understood what he meant.

【You are with her. 】

Xu Xinghe was stunned for a moment, then smiled.

Yes, Yin Xisheng in this future has overcome all kinds of difficulties, and she will definitely live a better life.

"Xu Xinghe" will accompany her and witness her flying.

He closed his eyes and went to find his Yin Xisheng.

He had one more thing to tell her—it didn’t matter.

It didn’t matter that he didn’t get better, didn’t meet his expectations, because he was also a very clumsy person.

Next time, let’s work hard together.

[Personal rewards have been distributed. ]

【Good night, Xu Xinghe. 】