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Moreover, he had the poison given by Ling Heng and the poison from the hundred plants in his body. He didn't know when the balance between the two poisons would be broken.

The price of two lifetimes and half a life is the maximum. He will not live to be thirty-two years old. He has known it for a long time.

He looked at the woman in front of him, and saw a few strands of hair hanging down gently beside her ears, just like the black hair that was spread on the pillow and overlapped with him in the previous life, wrapping his heart tighter and tighter.

"But, Miss Li, I am me, and Ling Heng is Ling Heng. Not every man is as despicable and shameless as Ling Heng."

Li Shuangwan stared at him blankly for a moment, then he relaxed, moved the corners of his mouth, and uttered two words softly: "Sorry."

Gu Xingyan looked back.

The next day, Li Shuangwan didn't wake up until noon, and by then, Gu Xingyan had already left.

Li Shuangwan lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling with his eyes open, his heart beating violently.

She dreamed again of the man who had sacrificed two and half lives in exchange for her rebirth. Black blood was flowing from the corners of the man's mouth and there was unspeakable sadness in his eyes.

Suddenly, Li Shuangwan threw off the quilt and got out of bed. Without even having time to put on clothes, she drew the man in one go.

Her painting skills are extremely high. The person in the painting is wearing a snow-blue robe dancing in the wind. There is a dead tree next to him and a lone crow in the sky. The figure alone is enough to interpret the vicissitudes of life and loneliness.

Roman heard the noise and came in with toiletries. When he saw the painting she was drawing, he exclaimed, "Hey, Princess, why didn't you paint His Highness' facial features?"

Then her eyes darkened again, and her tone was indescribably sad: "Princess, why did you paint His Highness so lonely? It makes me sad just by looking at it."

Li Shuangwan asked: "Why do you think this person is Ling Heng?"

Is he worthy?

Roman nodded: "Isn't it? Isn't this figure His Highness? But I remember that His Highness didn't seem to have a snow-blue robe."

Roman tilted his head and thought for a moment, then shook his head: “I have indeed never seen Your Highness wear this dress.”

This person is certainly not Ling Heng. Ling Heng is selfish and will do anything to achieve his goal. He even killed all 381 members of the Li family. How could he realize his mistake and pay such a heavy price for her rebirth?

What’s funny is that I actually thought that person was Ling Heng for a whole month and a half.

How can I still be so stupid after living another life!

Li Shuangwan couldn't hold on any longer and sat down slowly. Her heart almost jumped out of her throat. It felt like a piece of vinegar-soaked cotton was stuck in her throat, and the pain made her unable to breathe.

"Princess, what's wrong with you? Why do you look so bad?"

Li Shuangwan shook his head: "I'm fine, you go out first, I want to be alone."

The throat seemed to be cut by something, and the sound that came out was broken.

Roman looked at her worriedly.

"go out!"

Roman was startled and swallowed the words that were about to come out of his mouth. He took the cloak and put it on Li Shuangwan, then closed the door and left.

Yizhu came over at this time, and when he saw Luoman coming out, he asked hurriedly: "What's wrong? Is the princess not awake yet?"

Roman glanced at the closed door, and thinking of what the princess did just now, he shook his head gently: "The princess didn't sleep well last night, let her rest for a while."

"There is a family dinner in the palace today. This is the first year that the princess will attend as a royal daughter-in-law. She cannot be late."

Roman, who used to be carefree and heartless, shook his head at her: "Let the princess rest for a while."

Inside the house, Li Shuangwan buried herself in her arms, her shoulders twitching slightly. In last night's dream, she finally saw the man's eyes clearly.

Those are a pair of almond-shaped eyes.

He looked like Ling Heng and had a pair of phoenix eyes. Even though she couldn't see the other facial features clearly, she knew that the person was Gu Xingyan.

He is the ninth prince of Daliang and has royal blood flowing in his veins.

She seemed to have heard that the current crown prince of Daliang, and later the new emperor, was weak and sickly when he was young and had no children. So, after his brother passed away, did he pass the throne to him?

Two lifetimes and half a life, she was reborn in exchange for the body of a real dragon, so Gu Xingyan was destined not to live to the age of 32 in this life.

Li Shuangwan curled up into a ball, unable to control her tears any longer: "Gu Xingyan, are you stupid? Are you stupid?"

Li Shuangwan was blind and trusting of men, bringing disaster to the entire family. She deserved her own death.

The reason why she didn't think of Gu Xingyan at first was that she couldn't see the face of the man in her dream clearly, and secondly, she only knew that Gu Xingyan was the lowest-ranking secret guard in Prince Heng's Palace.

Who would have known that a lowly secret guard would later become the emperor of Daliang.

In her previous life, it was he who destroyed Northern Jin, killed Ling Heng, and burned down her Northern Jin Palace to avenge her blood feud.

Therefore, the Gu clan members of Daliang seized the throne from him, and he was pierced to death by thousands of arrows, all because of her.

In this life, after being reborn, he is so cautious in front of me. Is it because he feels guilty about himself?

But what did he do wrong?

Li Shuangwan burst into tears. She had said those words to him yesterday.

She shouldn't.

Taking the bone whistle that Gu Xingyan gave her from her chest, she really wanted to ask him, is it worth it?

Yes, she wanted to see him, right now.

Li Shuangwan opened the door and pulled Roman, who was guarding the door, into the house. Yizhu saw that her face was really ugly, so he hurriedly followed her into the house.

Roman was dozing off and was startled: "King, Princess, what are you doing?"

Li Shuangwan reached out to untie Roman's clothes: "Don't ask anything, just put on my clothes and don't go anywhere in the house. Yizhu, you stand guard at the door, I need to go out for a while."

Roman stared at Li Shuangwan in astonishment, his mind in a mess.

"Yizhu, go get me a set of Arong's clothes."

Compared to Luo Qing, Yi Zhu was the calmest girl: "Yes, Princess, go ahead without worry. I will be there to protect you and nothing will go wrong."

Li Shuangwan looked at Yizhu seriously. This girl was too smart and must have discovered the subtle relationship between her and Ling Heng.

"I'll be back as soon as possible."

After Yizhu brought the clothes and put them on, Li Shuangwan opened the door and looked around. No one was there. Madam Zhao always regarded herself as half a master and would never come to serve her until after three quarters past noon.

Li Shuangwan put on his hood, covered his mouth and nose, and walked out quickly.

With the bloody lesson learned, the concierge dared not come when he saw the people from Le Xiaoyuan. He quickly opened the corner door beside him and said with a smile, "Miss Arong, why are you out on business so early in the morning?"

Li Shuangwan responded in a low voice: "Well, the princess wants to eat silver thread pastry. I will go buy some ingredients and make it later. I will send two pieces to the little brother."

"Oh, that's great. I'd like to thank Miss Rong first. My grandson is also craving for this."

Li Shuangwan nodded. He didn't want to listen to what the doorman said next.

After going out the door, she immediately quickened her pace and walked towards Gu Mansion.