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"I really love you." His lips trembled slightly, as if he wanted to say something else, but his throat was blocked by endless pain. He could only use his affectionate eyes to express his inner struggle and reluctance. At this time, the lights in the ward were dim and depressing, as if they were also saddened by this unspeakable emotion. The pale light sprinkled on Jiang Xiyan's face, making him even more haggard and painful.

"I already have a fiancé, and you already have a wife. We are destined to be apart in this life." Shen Jingyan turned her head slightly, a trace of struggle flashed in her eyes, but she soon regained her determination. She looked into the distance, as if she saw the reality gap that they could not cross in the empty air. Outside the window, the night was as dark as ink, so thick that it could not be dissolved, as if it symbolized the heaviness and helplessness of their relationship. The silence in the ward was broken by Shen Jingyan's slightly rapid breathing. Her heart was like this silent night, seemingly calm, but actually undercurrents were surging.

"I can give up everything, as long as you are willing to be with me." Jiang Xiyan stretched out his hand suddenly, holding Shen Jingyan's hand tightly, with a determined look on his face. His hand joints turned white due to the force, and his eyes burned with desperate fire. The blue veins on his hands stood out under the pale skin, just like his violently beating heartstrings at the moment. The tightly held hand seemed to be his last hope of grasping love, unwilling to let go easily.

"Xia Qingcheng loves you very much. Can you make her give up on you and divorce you?" Shen Jingyan frowned slightly and tried to pull her hand away. Her brows were furrowed into a deep "川" character, and her face showed an embarrassment. Her eyes fell on Jiang Xiyan's tightly held hands. Those hands once gave her warmth, but now they made her fall into endless entanglement. The temperature in the ward seemed to gradually drop with their conversation, and Shen Jingyan felt a chill rising from the bottom of her heart.

"I don't love her. I married her just for..." Jiang Xiyan was silent for a moment, with a complicated expression, as if he was thinking about the wording. His eyes wandered, and a hint of hesitation and helplessness flashed across his face. His eyes wandered in the corner of the ward, where there was a bunch of flowers that had already withered a little, just like his mood at the moment. The former brightness had long disappeared, leaving only the broken helplessness.

Shen Jingyan interrupted him: "No matter what, you are husband and wife now, no matter what." Shen Jingyan's tone was firm, and her eyes looked directly at Jiang Xiyan. Her eyes were firm and unquestionable, like an invisible wall blocking Jiang Xiyan. Her eyes were like the bright window in the ward, seemingly transparent, but not easily penetrated. That firm gaze made Jiang Xiyan feel an insurmountable distance.

"Why can't you understand me? I really don't have any feelings for her." Jiang Xiyan's face showed a painful expression. He held Shen Jingyan's hand tightly again, his eyes full of pleading. The muscles on his face twisted slightly, and his eyes were full of the pain of longing to be understood. His expression was like the gloomy sky outside the ward, full of haze, and people could not see a glimmer of hope. His voice echoed in this silent ward, with endless resentment and helplessness.

Jiang Xiyan held Shen Jingyan's hand tightly and said excitedly: "Jingyan, why can't you be braver? We love each other, why should we be bound by these worldly things?" His voice became high-pitched because of excitement, veins popped on his forehead, and his eyes were full of dissatisfaction with reality and persistence in love. His voice seemed to break through the wall of the ward and break the shackles of reality that bound them. The flame burning in his eyes was like the flash of lightning outside the window, trying to illuminate the path of their love, but was swallowed by darkness in an instant.

Shen Jingyan struggled to break free from his hand, glared at him and said, "Jiang Xiyan, you are so selfish! You only consider your own feelings. Have you ever thought about Xia Qingcheng and the baby in her belly? And my fiancé Lin Yu, what do you want us to do?" Her eyes were wide open, with flames of anger burning in them, and her body was trembling slightly with anger.

Jiang Xiyan widened his eyes and said loudly: "I don't care! I only know that I love you and I can't live without you. My marriage to Xia Qingcheng was a mistake, and I am going to correct this mistake now." His eyes were bloodshot and his hands were waving in the air, as if trying to grasp the love that was about to disappear.

Shen Jingyan was so angry that her face turned red, and she said, "Do you think love is everything? How many people will be hurt by doing this? Do you have any sense of responsibility?" Her face turned red, her hands were on her hips, her breathing was rapid, and she was extremely angry at Jiang Xiyan's selfish behavior.

Jiang Xiyan took a step forward, approached Shen Jingyan, and said, "Sense of responsibility? What sense of responsibility do I have towards someone I don't love? I only have a responsibility to you because I love you." His steps were firm and powerful, and his eyes revealed an almost crazy obsession as he stared at Shen Jingyan closely.

Shen Jingyan took a step back, tears welling up in her eyes, and said, "Jiang Xiyan, you disappoint me so much. You are not the responsible man I know." Tears flashed in her eyes and her steps staggered, as if Jiang Xiyan's words hit her heart hard.

A trace of pain flashed in Jiang Xiyan's eyes, and he said, "Jingyan, are you so heartless? Don't you have any feelings for me at all?" His eyes dimmed in an instant, a hurt expression appeared on his face, and his voice became low and hoarse.

Shen Jingyan bit her lip, trying to calm herself down, and said, "Jiang Xiyan, we can't go back. You treat Xia Qingcheng and the child well, and I will live a good life with Lin Yu." Her lips were bitten white, and her hands were clenched into fists, trying to suppress the pain and reluctance in her heart.

Jiang Xiyan waved his hands angrily and said, "No! I won't give up. I will definitely get you back to me." He waved his arms vigorously in the air, his eyes full of stubbornness and unwillingness.

Shen Jingyan took a deep breath and said, "Jiang Xiyan, wake up. It's impossible for us." After that, she turned around and was about to leave the ward. Her back looked so determined, and she walked towards the door with firm steps.

Jiang Xiyan hurriedly grabbed her and said, "Jingyan, don't go. I beg you." He stretched out his hand in panic, with an expression of anxiety and despair on his face.

Shen Jingyan shook his hand off fiercely and walked out of the ward without looking back. Jiang Xiyan fell weakly on the bed, his eyes full of despair. His body collapsed as if he had lost support, and he stared at the door with empty eyes, as if his soul had disappeared with Shen Jingyan's departure.

After Shen Jingyan left, the sound of the ward door being gently closed seemed to drop a heavy stone on Jiang Xiyan's heart. He stared at the door blankly, his eyes empty and his face full of despair. The door seemed to separate him from the whole world, leaving him alone in this abyss of pain.

At this moment, Xia Qingcheng entered the ward again. Her face was pale, and there was a hint of hesitation and pain in her eyes. Seeing Jiang Xiyan's distraught appearance, Xia Qingcheng's heart was filled with complex emotions. Her steps were slow and heavy, and every step seemed to be stepping on her heart.

Jiang Xiyan heard the noise and slowly turned his head. When he saw Xia Qingcheng, a trace of annoyance flashed in his eyes. He frowned and said in a cold tone: "What are you doing here?" His brows were tightly furrowed, and his eyes were full of disgust and impatience.

Xia Qingcheng trembled slightly, and a trace of hurt flashed in her eyes. She bit her lip and tried to keep her voice calm: "Xi Yan, can we talk about it?" Her voice trembled slightly, and there was a hint of pleading in her eyes.

Jiang Xiyan didn't want to pay any attention to her. He turned his head away and said impatiently, "I have nothing to talk to you about." His body didn't move, as if Xia Qingcheng was a non-existent person.

Tears welled up in Xia Qingcheng's eyes. She took a step forward, her voice pleading: "Xi Yan, I know you only have her in your heart now, but I have your child in my belly. Can't you consider our future for the sake of the child?" Her tears flashed in her eyes, and her voice was full of helplessness and sadness.

"That's enough!" Jiang Xiyan interrupted Xia Qingcheng impatiently, his face full of irritation. The white walls in the ward seemed particularly cold at the moment, and the light blue curtains fluttered gently in the breeze, but they could not bring a trace of relief to the depressing atmosphere. The air filled with a faint smell of disinfectant seemed to become more pungent, making people feel depressed. "Don't always use the child to pressure me. This child should not exist in the first place." His face showed an angry expression, and his voice was full of disgust and determination.

"Jiang Xiyan, how can you be so cruel?" Xia Qingcheng's tears burst out, her voice trembling, "This is your child too! This is a hospital, a place to save the dying and the wounded, but you can't even accommodate your own child." Her body trembled violently, and tears poured down like a flood.

Jiang Xiyan frowned, a trace of pain flashed in his eyes, but it was quickly covered by indifference. "I said, I don't love you, the appearance of this child is just a mistake." His voice was particularly loud in the quiet ward, with a sense of determination. His eyes were as cold as ice, which made people shudder.

"Mistake? Even if it's a mistake, he is your child, and this can't be changed?" Xia Qingcheng became more and more agitated, her body trembling slightly, "Now that you have a child, you want to push everything away?" Her voice rose eight octaves, her eyes filled with despair and anger.

"Yes," Jiang Xiyan slowly turned his head and looked out the window. His eyes were as empty as a barren desert, and his face seemed covered with frost without a trace of expression.