Villain, be good! I'm here to give birth to a baby [Quick Wear]
Chapter 84: The Heartless and Childless Emperor 38 (Long)
As long as I can remember.
I felt like I was trapped in a cage, and the lock on it was the jade on my body.
Also in the cage were my mother and Nanny Xue.
The three of us were locked in together.
As for my father, I have never met him, not even once. He probably doesn't like me.
But I don’t hate this kind of life, on the contrary, I like it very much.
Every piece of clothing I wear has passed through the hands of Nanny Xue, because before she entered the palace, her parents were tailors and she was good at sewing.
My mother was not very good at it, and her movements were always slow and her workmanship was poor, so she often learned from Nanny Xue.
But my mother is not without her strengths.
When it was time to eat, my mother would use simple ingredients to cook all kinds of delicious food for me. She would come up with something different every day, and Nanny Xue would help her.
The relationship between the two of them is very good, not like master and servant, but more like sisters. According to Nanny Xue, it is because her mother saved her when she first entered the palace, and one should be grateful and repay kindness.
I nodded in confusion.
Just like that, the three of us lived our own lives in there without being disturbed by anyone.
I have always listened to my mother, never competed with others, gave things to others if they liked them, and never sought to attract attention. I was just an ordinary child who would not attract attention.
I also hear some noises coming from outside, but every time they reach my ears, they are mostly famous things that have happened a long time ago.
After all, my life is a bit isolated from the world, and none of us three are very fond of gossip.
Among them, I often heard people mention the name "Lin Qingyan". She was a girl about my age. At a young age, she became the envied daughter of heaven in the eyes of everyone. The royal brothers all said privately that they wanted to marry her as a princess in the future.
From those people's descriptions of her.
I think this should be a person who shines as brightly as the sun.
She is a lady from a noble family that is beyond the reach of someone like me.
My father will marry her to the crown prince, to a prince he respects, or to another outstanding son of aristocratic family, but not to me.
For a mediocre person like me, the greatest thing I could hope for is to be granted a fiefdom after I come of age and to be able to leave the palace with my mother and the others.
It's just that this girl seems too dazzling. Even if I don't pay attention, I always hear things about her. Even the strict tutor in the study can't help but mention her while teaching.
Then he pointed at us and said we were useless and couldn't even compare to a little girl.
I don't care. I can't beat anyone anyway, so that person can be anyone.
But I still wrote her name on the paper stroke by stroke with a pen: Lin Qingyan.
He's the complete opposite of me.
Winter goes to spring, summer comes to the end and autumn comes.
Year by year.
I am still the same ordinary person, but I hear the name "Lin Qingyan" more and more often.
It seems that no matter what she does, she can do it extremely well. It must be that she is too talented and her brilliance cannot be hidden.
So I couldn't help but hold the jade pendant in my hand and wanted to break it.
I always feel that this piece of jade has locked me up. Perhaps even without this jade pendant, I can be as dazzling as her.
But every time I just thought about it and never really did it, because my mother said that this piece of jade is related to my life and must be well protected and cannot be damaged in any way.
And standing so high is not a good thing, because it means that when you fall, it will be more miserable and unbearable than for ordinary people.
I still like my life now.
Lin Qingyan is too outstanding. She is destined to become the object of competition among many people in the future, just like those women in the harem competing for the favor of their father. It's very annoying.
I don't like my father, so I don't think I would like her either.
Falling in love with her is definitely not a good thing for me. If I'm lucky, she might be impressed by me and become a little interested in me, but this interest will not last long, because there are many men who are better than me and they all like her and are more resourceful and pleasing than me.
I am destined to be forgotten by her like my mother, abandoned in a corner and ignored.
This is not the result I want.
The person I like... should be the ordinary, quiet person like me as described by my mother.
She won't mind my physical defects, and I will tolerate all her shortcomings. We will live a plain life until we die.
When everyone around me was fantasizing about marrying Lin Qingyan in the future, I was the only one wondering what the ordinary person my mother mentioned would look like.
It won't be pretty, but it will be quiet.
Like me, he doesn't like to talk much.
……
The Double Lotus Festival is a good day.
That day I inexplicably wanted to leave the palace. The thought was so strong that I had a premonition that I would meet the person I wanted to see.
So I slipped out, bought a lantern and went to Quexian River to make a wish.
But the girl I saw looked completely different from what I had imagined, the opposite in fact.
She is so beautiful, has sharp words and extraordinary skills.
He is someone I know I am not worthy of as soon as I see him.
But the face that had always been blurry in my mind became clear at this moment, and everything I had thought about before disappeared at this moment.
What's ordinary, what's quiet, go to hell.
I like her.
And I really want her.
She is my destined wife.
I followed her and told her what was in my heart.
But she didn't seem to understand, and she even touched my head, treating me like a child. She even treated the jade pendant I gave her as an ordinary jade pendant.
I wanted to say a lot to her, but the words died down when they reached my lips. I felt like there was nothing much to say.
She didn't meet me with her true face, I could tell, but I didn't dare ask.
She didn't tell me her real name either, and I could tell that, but I didn't dare ask.
She didn't even tell me honestly what she liked, but I could still tell and still didn't dare to ask.
Until we parted, I didn't hear a single word of truth from her.
The only thing I'm sure of is that she's a liar.
But I still like her.
The jade pendant was lost and I was beaten by my mother, but I don’t regret it.
The first time I saw her, I felt that I should give her the jade pendant. If the jade pendant is the lock that locks me, then she is the key to unlock it.
She should take my jade pendant, it belongs to her.
If I am lucky enough to be liked by her, I will wait obediently in the cage for her to find me and take me away from here.
If I didn't have this luck...I would just wait for her in the cage.
My mother said that I was an obedient and sensible child, and a very well-behaved one.
So whether she likes me or not, I will be very good.
But there are unforeseen circumstances, and people have misfortunes and misfortunes.
While I was waiting for her obediently in the cage, something happened.
The Lin family rebelled and all nine clans were executed. Her mother was also implicated and sent to the cold palace. Nanny Xue accompanied her in.
The real reason was not because my jade pendant was missing. This was just a common trick used by the women in the harem. They were like mad dogs, biting anyone they saw and killing as many as they could.
I have always felt that these women are mentally abnormal and disgusting. In fact, my mother doesn't know anyone related to the Lin family. That person is clearly an ordinary palace servant who delivered food, and was forced to have a certain relationship with the Lin family.
If the emperor was not so old and confused, he would have found out that this person had nothing to do with the Lin family at all. Unfortunately, the emperor was old and confused, and especially after the Lin family rebelled, he was even more paranoid, fearing that someone would take his position away.
Those mad concubines also seized this good opportunity and were finally able to kill my mother. Many of them were jealous of my mother's good luck. They felt that my mother was lucky and had a good life in the palace. They were unwilling to accept that they had fought for so many years but still did not have a higher position than my mother, or for other reasons.
Anyway, there are few normal people in the harem.
Most of them are women who have been driven crazy, but their disguise skills vary, so the states they display are also different.
I don't like it here at all, so I've always wanted to take my mother away.
Unfortunately it's still too late.
I know that the decree to banish me to the cold palace is not as simple as it sounds. Its real meaning is a sentence of death.
Those in the palace who are unhappy with my mother can kill her, and no one will be held responsible and will care.
It's the carnival of those crazy people.
So I went to kneel at the gate of Chengqian Palace, hoping that my father would show mercy. After all, I had no other choice. If this hadn't happened, I probably wouldn't even want to see him.
But I knelt for three days and three nights, and then it rained, so I couldn't stand it anymore and collapsed at the door.
The man whom I called "Father" still didn't even look at me. All I got was the ridicule and abuse from the princes, and I was left lying alone in bed waiting to die.
I don’t know which concubine who loved to make things worse did this, which resulted in no one coming to treat me.
At that time, I thought that I would not be able to wait for the person I was waiting for, nor could I save my mother.
I will die, my mother will die too, and Nanny Xue won't be able to escape either.
Only Doctor Jiang who passed by felt sorry for me and came to save me, otherwise I would have died there.
Later, thanks to Doctor Jiang, I rescued a girl who was holding my jade pendant. I knew that the girl had changed her appearance that day, but she was not the person I was looking for.
But I saw that she seemed to be obsessed with the owner of the jade pendant, and I thought she had a special relationship with that person, so I didn't regret saving her.
My father sent people to look for her secretly, but they couldn't find her.
This is not just my fault, it is also inseparable from the girl's own intelligence. She also knows how to protect and hide herself. She simply scratched her face and blended in with the palace people.
While I was bedridden, she also helped me rescue my mother. I knew she wanted to repay her, but this behavior was still reckless and could easily be discovered by my father.
Fortunately, she was ruthless enough and killed all the palace servants who had doubted her identity, buried the bodies, and erased all traces of the murders... She did everything perfectly.
I can see that this is a rare talent.
She can help me a lot, and she will definitely be a very useful piece if I want to get out of my current predicament.
As for his identity, I can probably guess a little.
But there is no need to check, as this will easily arouse her vigilance. The smart thing to do is to reach a consensus with her and become people in the same boat.
If I want my mother and the others to survive, begging for mercy is obviously useless. Blindly giving in will only make those people become more aggressive. The only way... is to kill the person on the throne and proclaim myself emperor.
This is not destined to be an easy road, but it is the only way to go at the moment.
What I need now is to lie dormant, and continue to be the unknown Sixth Prince until I have enough strength.
No one knows that I’m actually very good at seeing into people’s minds. I can quickly discover whether a person has abilities or not, and what secrets he or she is hiding.
Many talented people who were buried, and frustrated generals...
As my father becomes more and more confused and old, the number of these people gradually increases. What I have to do is to win the hearts of the people, make them submit to me, and stand firmly on my side.
In addition, the girl used the alias Mo Yao, had martial arts skills, and helped me do a lot of things, so things gradually became simpler.
I am responsible for planning and setting up the game, and she is responsible for communicating and carrying out the operations.
We each get what we need, and from time to time she reminds me of some changes that I haven't noticed.
I have to admit, this chess piece is more useful than I expected.
As more and more people form an alliance with me, my power is gradually growing in secret. All that is left is the right opportunity, and then the old man on the throne can abdicate.
At this time, I was no longer willing to call him "Father", so when I really launched the final plan, I inserted the knife into his heart with my own hands, and I didn't feel sad at all.
I also killed those brothers who had ulterior motives. They were all dreaming of inheriting my throne when I had no children in the future. How could I let them succeed?
Even if I don’t sit on this throne.
In the end, it won't fall into the hands of any of them.
Rather than causing controversy in the future, it is better to kill them all during the chaos.
I will personally choose a capable person to inherit my position in the future.
I don't actually covet this position.
I sat up here just because I wanted to live a good life.
I gave Mo Yao a position as a concubine in the harem. It is impossible for her scratched face to heal without leaving scars, but she knows how to put on makeup, and her true appearance cannot be seen after she puts on too much powder. This is also a secret she hides deep in her heart.
So every time she and Xiao Ye were in the harem, she would always keep a certain distance from him and refuse to accept his proposal.
I don't care much about the two of them. It's up to me whether they can go anywhere in Chengdu or not, as long as they don't cause any trouble.
I'm waiting for someone.
Wait for her to come to me.
Finally, I waited for it.
However, what they waited for was a dead body.
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