Original God Zhongli BG Xiao Qinglong traveled through time

Chapter 98 No Wind, No Moon

The two came back from outside, and the atmosphere looked a little strange. Lin Huan noticed that the two brothers who were playing chess were sitting at the table drinking tea, and they looked up at him. Everyone looked at Rong Zhao, then at Lin Huan, and they all looked like they wanted to say something but hesitated.

Finally, Huixin walked over quickly, carefully placed the little one in Lin Huan's arms, and took her to sit next to several ladies.

"Oh~ our Xiaojin is going to look for her aunt..."

"Yeah, I'm looking for my aunt too." Ye Qi, who was standing aside, held Lin Huan's clothes with a smile on her face and circled around her and her little brother, looking more like a little tail.

Rong Zhao stood there, staring blankly at the man walking to his sister-in-law and Hu's sister-in-law, with his little niece beside him and his one-month-old nephew in his arms. But when he saw this warm scene, he felt a sharp pain in his heart, like a knife cutting through it.

Yes, Ah Huan is my brother's sister-in-law and my adopted sister. My little niece calls her aunt. To the Ye family, she is very important and should not be treated lightly. But I don't know when I developed the most inappropriate feelings for her. Every time I wake up in the middle of the night, I am haunted by her, and my heart is always shrouded in joy and suffocating sadness, unable to extricate myself.

He knew this was wrong, this was not okay. He should have known that this feeling for her would become another person's regret that could not be resolved in the long life of the future. It was good that she didn't know. If she knew, with her serious personality, she would definitely not let it go so easily. So, the pain of one person would become the regret of two people, and it would settle and ferment in the long time to come, and it would never be resolved again, and there would be no chance to resolve it again. This was wrong, this was not okay. So he didn't want to talk to her from the beginning.

He had tried to convince himself to forget, tried to suppress his inner feelings, and swallow such bitter fruit. But what followed was a deep reluctance that kept surging from his heart. Yes, he was unwilling in his heart, unwilling to admit that there was no possibility between him and the fairy, unwilling to admit that his little hope was just wishful thinking and self-deception, unwilling to admit that even for him, she would not hesitate, resolutely and resolutely choose to reject the love he showed to her.

He should have understood that the most difficult thing to overcome was not just the bottomless barrier between short life and long life. His unwillingness was actually a sign of giving up on himself.

He had clearly made up his mind, knew it was impossible, and understood her choice. He had clearly thought about what he should do and what he should forget, and was ready to forget, but why did he still feel so sad, so painful that he felt as if he was abandoned by the whole world? In fact, it was not like that... He actually wanted to ask for help, but when the words came to his lips, he forced himself to swallow them down.

Rong Zhao shook his head violently, forcing himself to focus on the others, and tried to force a smile, and walked towards them. He still had to smile, and still had to pretend that everything was fine. She was a very important person, but not just someone he loved, she was also a very important friend and relative. He had to remember all of this... forgetting, keeping silent... It wasn't difficult, it really wasn't difficult. Rong Zhao said to himself silently.

At this time, Boyang finally spoke.

"Rong Zhao, come here, I have something to tell you."

Rong Zhao stopped and turned to look at his brother: "What's the matter?"

His expression was somewhat indifferent.

"Nothing, I just want to check on my brother."

"Brother, I'm fine. Don't worry." Rong Zhao stopped and showed his usual smile. "You can entertain the guests first."

After saying that, he walked to the other side and sat down without saying anything else.

Boyang frowned slightly and was about to say something when he was stopped by Hu Xingzhi.

"Brother Boyang, let them handle the issues between their brother and sister themselves." Hu Xingzhi patted him and comforted him softly. He had just watched the whole process and knew how the other person would react. So he was not worried at all.

Boyang sighed, nodded helplessly, and regained his calm expression.

Never mind, they are all calm and self-contained characters, he is not worried that his younger brothers and sisters will cause any trouble.

It's just that my younger brother will be wronged. The person who falls in love first will always suffer more... For a relationship that you know will not have any result, no matter what choice you make, it will be a lose-lose outcome for him, and it will be very painful.