"It's really boring. If I had known the result would be like this, why would I have bothered to fight with them in the palace? In the end, it was nothing but a mirage. If there really is an afterlife, if you can really start over, you must not live this kind of life again. Remember, you must not live this kind of life again."

Jin Yuyan touched the bronze mirror and looked at her face in the mirror, which she was once most proud of. Now it was gradually withering because she didn't dress up properly.

Not long ago, Ruyi came and dealt her the final blow to her already tragic life.

Ruyi said that she was completely abandoned by Yu, who sent a new woman into the palace.

It turns out that her infatuation with the prince was just a dream and a joke.

Feeling hopeless, Jin Yuyan picked up the bottle of poison on the table.

The jade hands that were once adorned with jewels were now rare in their plainness. She raised her head, drank the poison, and lay quietly on the ground, waiting for the tide of death to drown her.

When she was distracted, the prince was not in her mind, and she had no attachment to him at all.

All that flashed before her eyes were the faces of several children, Yongsheng's disappointment when he was adopted, Yongxuan's pain when he fell off a horse, the sadness of losing the ninth prince, and the helplessness of Yongyan when he was taken away.

She lived her whole life for the prince, but when she was dying, all she could think about was her child.

It was obvious that as long as she didn't harm anyone, she could spend the rest of her life with her children, but why couldn't she control herself when she was alive?

Suddenly, a faint bell sound brought her into a magnificent palace. She looked up and saw a woman who looked exactly like her.

Jin Yuyan asked, "Who are you, why do you look like me, and why am I here?"

The woman lowered her head, with a gentle look of compassion on her face:

"I am Imperial Noble Consort Shujia, one of Emperor Qianlong's Imperial Noble Consorts, which is you in history. Originally, you should be like me. No matter which book you are in, you should be a gentle and calm queen, but..."

Jin Yuyan asked, she wanted to know why she had such an ending, "But what?"

Imperial Noble Consort Shujia smiled faintly and said:

"But there is a person in that world, named Ruyi. She is the protagonist of that world. In order to set off her, you, Fucha Langya, and Gao Xiyue all became villains. And you are not only a villain, but also the chief villain who gave birth to another villain, Wei Yanwan."

After hearing this, Jin Yuyan had to reflect on herself. She had made many plans in her life, and most of them were obviously successful, but they were all thwarted by Ruyi in the end with stupid methods.

For example, the seven-treasure bracelet, it turns out that it was because I was just a supporting role.

She couldn't help but think of her worst sin, which almost ruined a woman's life.

"I'm sorry to Bai Ruiji. Her child was all because of me. For the sake of that illusory title of a noble son, I attacked her and made her lose her child. She will never be able to get pregnant again in this life."

Jin Yuyan said guiltily: "And Wei Yanwan, my malice towards Wei Yanwan came out of nowhere. I could have targeted Ruyi directly, but I took it out on Wei Yanwan. Now think about it, Wei Yanwan did nothing wrong at the time, why did I treat her like this?"

Imperial Noble Consort Shujia sighed, "It's because in the world of Daru, Ruyi is the protagonist. She can't do bad things, but she has to ascend to a high position, so all the bad things have to be borne by you."

"I see. No wonder I spent my whole life preparing for the throne, only to end up making wedding clothes for others."

Imperial Noble Consort Shujia smiled again, "Jin Yuyan, this is another manifestation of your Yi syndrome. You know, you were born in the Yu family, and you are just a tribute girl of a vassal state. The highest position you can get is just an imperial concubine. You can't get the position of empress no matter how hard you try. Your thoughts on striving for the position of empress are just to set off the protagonist Ruyi, who is as pure as a chrysanthemum, and the emperor's true love for her."

Jin Yuyan widened her eyes and said unwillingly:

"So my whole life is just to serve as a foil and a stepping stone for Ruyi? No, I am a living person! My Yongsheng was adopted out and suffered lifelong frustration, my Yongxuan had a broken leg, my Xiaojiu died in childbirth, and my Yongyan lost his mother at a young age. Why should I lose my will just because that woman is the protagonist?"

Imperial Noble Consort Shujia said, "This is where you are teachable. You have the desire to awaken. I heard everything you said before you died. Thinking that you used my identity in that world, I must help you to set things right and become the dignified and generous Imperial Noble Consort Shujia again."

Jin Yuyan smiled and cried: "I beg you, please, let me go back to atone my sins and accompany my child to grow up."

Imperial Noble Consort Shujia finally asked, "Jin Yuyan, let me ask you one last question. In this life, are you still living for the Crown Prince?"

Jin Yuyan shook her head firmly: "No, in this life, I only live for myself."

Imperial Noble Consort Shujia's voice became increasingly distant. "Jin Yuyan, this time, you must not only be yourself again, but also try your best to help others, so that they can wake up, and never be a soulless tool again."

Jin Yuyan thought: "This is easy. I can't do anything else but scold people. If it doesn't work, I can just scold them to wake them up."

Imperial Noble Consort Shujia sweated silently for the others. Thinking of her sisters and the innocent people who were implicated in their previous lives, she finally said helplessly:

"Swearing is not a long-term solution. I'll give you a word. Just say it, and then combine it with their experiences, appeal to their emotions, and explain it to them with reason. Then they will believe you and stop doing things according to the preset track. Instead, they will return to their original intentions. After all, deep in their souls, they also want to get rid of this disease."

Jin Yuyan thought of the emperor in her previous life. Even though he loved Ruyi, he still respected Empress Xiaoxian and doted on Wei Yanwan and Han Xiangjian. This should be the rebellion of the emperor's soul.

"What word?"

"Yo"

Jin Yuyan nodded. She remembered it. With a ticking sound, it was as if the gears began to turn. Everything in the past was projected in front of her, frozen in an ordinary morning in the palace...

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