The baby-making system is unreliable

Zhao Yushu stood up straighter, with a hint of sadness in his eyes. It was the pain left by the years, the sadness of the death of his family members, and the hardship and unwillingness of life.

"I'm sorry, Your Highness, it's my fault. I just thought of my family, so my tone was a little harsh. Don't be angry."

Such a family reunion scene is not suitable for her. She is just an orphan and has no relatives at all.

When she was young, she was tired of this kind of life and thought about killing her parents' enemies and taking revenge. However, the monarch who killed her relatives had long been dead. Who should she turn to? !

Those past events would no longer be a stumbling block for her. She had thought about leaving, but she found that she had new concerns and was even a little unwilling.

She was unwilling to be born a girl, but she was also glad that she was born a girl, otherwise she would not be who she is now.

"I understand, so I won't be angry with you at all." Yuan'an smiled understandingly. They have known each other for so many years, how could they not understand each other?

Isn't it!? Yuan An took out a bottle of wine from his sleeve, half leaned against her and said with a rare playful expression on his face: "Hey, I got some realgar wine on the table, would you like to go with me, 'Young Master'?!"

Hearing this, Zhao Yushu turned sideways and saw the light in her eyes, a light brighter than the setting sun on the river. That kind of tenderness only appeared when she looked at him.

At that moment, the unwillingness hidden deep in my heart, like a seed buried deep in the ground, suddenly seemed to be nourished by the spring rain, and like a long-sleeping beast waking up from the darkness, it emerged again with an unstoppable force.

It grows up like bamboo shoots after a spring rain, at a speed so fast that it makes people gasp. It seems that you can hear the crisp sound of it breaking through the ground, and feel its tenacious and firm vitality expanding and spreading every moment.

Especially the word "young master", which made her feel even more unwilling. She stared at the person in front of her with her eyes as deep as the sea.

"It's a good thing that the Wen family has returned to the capital. Your Majesty will have another helper. But... I have a regret in my heart. I regret that I was not born a man, even though Yongchang does not have excessive discrimination between men and women."

Zhao Yushu still felt unwilling in her heart, as she considered herself an ordinary person, with emotions and desires, sorrows and pains, and she was not invulnerable. She looked at other people without changing her expression, and was indifferent to the happy family.

"I also have regrets. I regret that I cannot be the one standing in the court. What a pity..."

Unfortunately, I am just a guilty daughter! ! Unfortunately, I cannot be a guest in the court! !

She knew that she could be a female official in charge of internal affairs, and it was still the mercy of the current emperor to pardon her. Otherwise, she would not be alive today just because of her father's corruption and bribery.

"And because... you... you are the sun in the sky!? I am the moon that cannot stand the light of day, we cannot coexist in front of the world."

Zhao Yushu felt a dull pain in her heart. She couldn't bear to look at Yuan'an. She would have this thought every time she faced her.

Because you are a woman, and I am also a woman. We cannot be together and are destined to be unacceptable by the world, but I still hope to be with you for a little longer.

One more day is one more day, one more moment is one more moment. Before being discovered, the longer we stay apart, the longer we can spend with each other.

"Yushu, where is the sun?! Where is the moon?" Yuan'an grinned at her, and his frivolous voice drew her attention back, asking her to look up at him.

"In the sky, they are all in the sky!" Zhao Yushu murmured, holding her hand, with a puzzled look on his face, looking at her persistently with his phoenix eyes, "But it's too far away, too far away. Only when dawn is about to break can I see it from afar."

Yuan'an just smiled, took out two slender bamboo tubes from his sleeves, filled them with good wine and handed them to her, indicating that she should vent all her unhappiness.

After two glasses of good wine, Yuanan's face turned slightly red, like a little sun. Even rouge was not as beautiful as the color of the wine.

Yuan'an glanced at her quickly, then looked away. He looked at Yuan'an with embarrassment and said, "The blazing sun hangs high in the day, and the bright moon hangs high in the night. But Yuan'an is right in front of Yushu, how can she be the same as them?"

After saying that, Yuan'an seemed to have gained the courage. He looked directly at Zhao Yushu beside him, his eyes shining like stars, making it hard for people to look away.

"I... um..." Zhao Yushu felt his breathing tighten, and a sweet taste came from his lips. He opened his eyes wide in shock, and then he realized where this sweet taste came from? !

Then, in just a moment, the warmth of the lips suddenly fled away like a frightened bird, as if something extremely vicious was chasing it madly from behind, scaring it out of its wits and fleeing in panic.

Yuan'an was standing aside with a blush on her face. She quickly turned her head away, trying her best to avoid Zhao Yushu's gaze, and complained softly, not allowing him to be so sad anymore.

Yuan An shook her hand and whispered in her ear: "Besides, they share the same sky, and we are in the same palace. Isn't it great like this?"

Hearing this, Zhao Yushu's dark and deep eyes moved slightly a few times. At the same time, she clenched her fists tightly, trying to calm the surging emotions in her heart.

"..." Zhao Yushu looked at her infatuatedly, pursed his lips and sighed, knowing that he could no longer leave her. He tried not to look into her eyes, but he could still feel her burning gaze...

He tried his best not to look directly into her affectionate eyes, but even so, he could still clearly feel her scorching gaze, as if it was about to ignite his entire body.

"Why don't you dare look at me?! Could it be... could it be that you don't like me? A woman like me who is shameless and disrespectful of etiquette to actively express my feelings to you, does it disgust you?!"

Yuan'an felt his heart tighten, and his face turned pale as paper in an instant. Tears flowed uncontrollably from his eyes and slid down his cheeks, instantly ruining his carefully applied makeup.

She slowly lowered her eyes, crystal tears falling one by one, and she sobbed softly, "I know very well that this behavior is against etiquette, but...but I can't help but feel for you. Even if I will be criticized and pointed at by others, I still can't stop the heart that wants to be close to you."

Seeing Yuan'an crying so heartbrokenly and even turning around to leave, that lonely back was like a sharp blade piercing Zhao Yushu's heart.

Almost out of instinct, she subconsciously turned around quickly, stretched out her hand and tightly grasped Yuan An's soft hand, and said in a voice that was neither too high nor too low, but full of affection: "No, you are not, and I am not afraid of rumors. In fact, I am also... I like you, too."

"But I'm afraid of you. I'm afraid that you'll be criticized and pointed at by thousands of people." Zhao Yushu pursed his lips, lowered his eyes and said, "I'm the daughter of a guilty minister. It's not a pity to die, but you're so good... How can I let you be criticized by them?!"

She was not afraid of these things. She was alone and had no worries except Yuan'an. So what was there for her to be afraid of? ?

The only person she cares about is Yuan An, whether alive or dead. What is there for an orphan girl without a father, mother, relatives or friends to be afraid of? !

"I'm not afraid! I'm really not afraid at all! The fact that I like you is completely my true feeling in my heart, and it can't be influenced by anyone."

Yuan'an, who seemed to have a soft personality, had such a firm look in her eyes at this moment, as if there was an invisible force supporting her.

She opened her red lips and spoke clearly and forcefully, "Even if you reject me cruelly, so what? You have no right to stop me from continuing to like you! I will never give up so easily just because of this!"

Zhao Yushu was stunned for a moment, his lips curled up slightly, then recovered in an instant, holding her hand tightly, and said earnestly and devoutly: "I will like you, and always like you, until you meet the next person who can replace me..."

You may be too young now to understand what true love is, but I will stay by your side until you meet the next person who likes you.

If you understand what love is, and if you regret it in the future, you may be disgusted by your current decision. At that time, I will leave you and wish you the happiness that belongs to you.

If I cannot be the source of your happiness, then it is also a joy for me to be fortunate enough to witness your happiness.

"No!" Yuanan threw himself into her arms, tears flowing out of his eyes unconsciously. He always felt safe in her arms.