Rebirth: Concubine of the Republic of China bravely enters the entertainment industry

Gu Jinfan's tone was a little sad. Although he had a smile on his face, he seemed to inadvertently reveal the bitterness in his heart.

Qiao Sitian knew how it felt, and comforted him with her own experience: "You know, after coming here, I can shoot a shot more than ten times on average. The director will only tell you that the feeling of your eyes is not right, and you have to figure out the rest yourself. That period of time was really frustrating";

"I can wake up suddenly in my sleep, and always feel that someone is whispering, saying that my acting is not good, and asking for another take..."

Gu Jinfan looked at her and said, "Then how did you adjust?"

Qiao Sitian responded to his gaze and continued, "One day, I was not in a good state during filming. After I came down, the sign language teacher came to comfort me. Even after the filming, she kept communicating with me in sign language. Then I suddenly understood why the director always said that my feeling was not right."

"Because I took it for granted that I was playing a mute, I never really considered myself as the person in the role, so I was always worried that others wouldn't be able to see my performance, so when I made expressions, I would be a little deliberate, or even a little too hard."

"Then I discussed with the director and actually worked in that factory for two days, observing how they communicated and experiencing their lives and work. Only then did I understand that depression is a feeling that comes from the heart and cannot be expressed by frowning or sighing."

"I think my distress is that the filming started before I became her. Instead of using my own mentality to figure out this character, I should experience it and feel the existence of this character."

"I don't know if this method is suitable for you, but it is definitely faster than figuring it out on your own and competing with yourself";

Gu Jinfan originally thought that Qiao Sitian might laugh at his immature worries, but she didn't expect that she would tell him so much. She could have said some ambiguous words to comfort him perfunctorily, or stayed here in silence, just like she did on the set before;

But today she came to pick him up in person, listened to his troubles, and gave him serious advice, which surprised him so much that he was speechless for a moment;

Qiao Sitian pursed her lips and looked at Gu Jinfan, and said tentatively: "Did I say too much, or do you think what I said is wrong?"

Gu Jinfan shook his head slightly and said: "I think what you said is very good. You made me feel that I am not worrying about trivial things. In fact, I escaped from the crew. Business is just an excuse. But if I stay any longer, I will feel suffocated."

"Everyone keeps telling me to just follow the script and not have so many ideas, but..."

Qiao Sitian saw his embarrassment and continued, "But you can't convince yourself to identify with this role, so how can you interpret it, and how can you let the audience put themselves in your perspective and accept this role? You are right. The more times like this, the more you have to step out, so that you can see it more comprehensively."

Gu Jinfan thought of the word "same frequency" again, and he felt more and more that between him and Qiao Sitian, many things only needed to be started, and there was no need to say too much afterwards, as both of them could understand each other;

The troubles that needed to be complained about ended here. The two of them sat quietly on the flower bed, looking up at the sky. The sun was slowly disappearing, and her work was about to begin again;

Before Xiaotong could walk over here, Qiao Sitian had already stood up;

Gu Jinfan stood up, and the two stood face to face. Qiao Sitian said apologetically: "Sorry, it seems that I can't treat you to a meal."

"It's okay, the gains from this trip are enough";

Qiao Sitian smiled and asked: "Really? I thought I only gained fatigue";

Gu Jinfan stretched out his fist towards her. Before he could speak, Qiao Sitian subconsciously bumped fists with him. Gu Jinfan smiled and opened his palm and said, "Gift."

After seeing the gift in his hand, the smile on Qiao Sitian's face gradually subsided. It was a very ordinary bracelet with a small rainbow pendant hanging on it;

They saw it accidentally when they went to the supermarket to buy something. Gu Jinfan wanted to buy it for her, but she refused because it would be bad to take a picture.

And she didn't want to use the money of the program team. She originally planned to buy it herself after finishing the recording. But she didn't expect that to happen. Later, she didn't feel like thinking about it. She didn't expect Gu Jinfan to buy it back.

Qiao Sitian looked at Gu Jinfan and said, "I seem to always receive gifts from you";

Gu Jinfan shook his head and said: "In fact, I have already received a gift in return when you don't know it. Go back, Xiaotong is here to see you."

They always seemed to be like this, speechless when they parted;

Qiao Sitian is not a fool, she can see Gu Jinfan's feelings, but she can't respond, because every time she wants to believe, there will be no good results;

Although she wanted to turn back, Qiao Sitian suppressed the urge to turn around, tightly grasped the chain in her hand, and tried to move forward. She repeated in her heart over and over again that this was the right thing to do;

Without love, there will be no expectations. Without expectations, there will be no empty expectations. Gu Jinfan, we only have a gentleman's friendship. I don't want to touch the word love again in this life.

On the way back, Aning asked: "Are you satisfied after this journey through mountains and rivers?"

"Um";

Aning was so angry that he almost vomited blood. It was impossible for Gu Jinfan not to hear his obvious ridicule. He was not the kind of person who liked to play dumb, so his answer was just a perfunctory answer.

"what's on your mind?";

"I think I probably understand what it feels like to do something that cannot be done";

"You just realized it? I thought you had already understood it. Your luck is amazing. You have escaped it every time." Aning shook his head and complained.

Why do I say that? First of all, the Pingjiang variety show was recorded in a studio, so audience members were not allowed to film. The hug on the stage was not edited out for the two of them, so the confidentiality was done well.

Although the recorded dinner party was later photographed and became a hot topic, it was overshadowed by Duan Linyi's incident;

He was supposed to go record a variety show with Shen Xian, but Shen Xian didn't show up. On the day he went there first, they hugged each other again and cooked and watched the moon together. What's the difference between this and a dating variety show? As a result, Qiao Siting left the show and the show couldn't be aired again.

I really don't know which of the two should be given the title of "chosen one";

But Gu Jinfan didn't have time to care about Aning's sigh. He looked at the rainbow pendant on his wrist and thought about what Qiao Sitian said after they had dinner together that day;

Because they were filming two scenes in a row, the time they spent together was not short. He observed that Qiao Sitian liked to watch the morning glow as well as the evening glow, and even liked to stand outside when the sun was blazing;

But she didn't like the night. When she was on the balcony that day, she looked at the stars and the moon in a perfunctory manner. She almost always leaned against the railing, looking at the room, or finding something to do. In short, she didn't want to be under the night sky.

He used to like looking at the stars and the night, but after finding out that Qiao Sitian didn't like the night, he became less fond of the night;

It was because of this that he realized that his feelings towards Qiao Sitian were not admiration, but love;