I heard that I became the villain Bai Yueguang after I died

Everyone is gone.

There was silence.

Su Xueyin sat down against the wall and slowly unfolded the letter in her hand.

【Ayin, I am glad to see your kindness.】

It's very beautiful handwriting.

She couldn't help but reach out and touch it, but her fingertips left a glaring red mark on the paper, ruining the beautiful handwriting.

——This was something she accidentally rubbed against Yue Qingxi.

She hastily withdrew her hand, wiped it on her clothes several times, and then continued to look down.

[I am Yuexi.]

The moon on the mountain. 】

Suddenly, the words on the paper floated like water and drifted into the air.

The young man's smiling voice rang in her ears. She was suddenly stunned and heard him say to her:

"I haven't seen you for eleven years. You have already forgotten me, but I can still clearly remember the day we first met."

"You were only three years old then."

"Your parents are both dead, and the villagers regard you as unlucky, so they use you as a sacrifice to the mountain god."

"We met on Yuexi Mountain."

“——I was abandoned here by my parents and had long forgotten my own name, so I named it after this mountain.”

"I am three years older than you, and I was only a six-year-old child at that time."

"You refused to speak, and I didn't know your name, so I had to give you one."

"Yueyin."

"I found you by the Xueyin Lake on Yuexi Mountain."

Having said this, the young man paused for a moment before continuing:

"Before you came, I lived with an old wolf, wandering in the mountains every day, and couldn't tell whether I was a human or a mountain ghost."

"After you came, I was finally able to confirm that I am a human being, just like you."

"But you can't adapt to life in the mountains, or maybe I'm too clumsy to take good care of you, you always cry."

"I decided to give you to a hunter who often comes here to hunt. He told me before that he had no children and wanted to adopt me, but I don't want to have any relatives anymore."

"But he's a good man."

"There are many wild fruits on Yuexi Mountain, and you like to eat them very much."

"The day I sent you away, I picked a lot of them for you to hold in your arms. You walked in front of me and looked back from time to time to see where I was."

"When we got to the agreed place, I took advantage of your distraction and hid in a red maple tree. I didn't want you to find me."

"You started crying."

"You threw away all the fruit, looked for me everywhere, shouted my name, and cried more and more."

“I shook the maple branches.”

"Stand on tiptoe and look over here."

"I jumped out of the tree."

"I don't want to send you away."

The smile in the young man's voice faded a little:

"I was selfish. I wanted you to be my family...I'm sorry."

This time, he paused for a long time before continuing:

"I began to learn how to raise you. You grew taller little by little. The fruits on the mountain ripened three times. You were six years old now, and you hadn't cried for a long time.

Later, you were caught in an autumn rain and your high fever wouldn't go away.

I went to collect herbs overnight, but accidentally fell off a cliff and was unconscious at the bottom of the cliff for three days.

When I got back, you had disappeared.

Old Wolf told me that you were taken away by an immortal.

I'm glad that you're recovering from your illness.

Not long after you left, the old wolf also died.

After I buried it, I was the only one left on this mountain.

I began to lose track of whether I was a human or a mountain ghost.

I decided to go down the mountain to look for you. The world down the mountain was too big. I wandered around and accidentally entered the Hehuan Sect, where I was accepted as a disciple by the sect leader.

Two years ago, I heard that there was a little junior sister in Xiaoyao Sect. Her surname was Su and her name was Xueyin. She was an orphan brought back by the great elder during his travels. She was about the same age as you.

I was hoping for a lucky break and secretly went to Xiaoyao Sect.

I recognized you at first sight.

You were fifteen years old then, like an ice crystal flower.

You grew up and became a very beautiful girl.

Prettier than any girl I've ever seen.

I want to reminisce with you and ask you if you still remember me and Yue Xishan.

But I heard you tell your senior sister that you hate Yue Qingxi, you hate her so much.

Yue Qingxi.

This is my new name.

I am leaving.

I don’t know what I have done to annoy you, so I asked my master, and my master asked me to ask you.

I can not.

I'm afraid of seeing your disgusted look.

Later, I often went to the small town at the foot of Xiaoyao Sect Mountain alone.

If I'm lucky, I can see you.

You are still with that senior sister.

I always get nervous when someone passes by me.

I'm worried that you will recognize me, and I'm even more worried that you will recognize me but turn a blind eye.

Fortunately, you never recognized me once.

The gathering of heroes is about to begin.

I knew you would come, so I arrived in Yujing early.

But I didn’t expect to meet you by chance in Chuimeng Tower. You looked so cute when you were lost.

I finally realized that you have completely forgotten me.

That's right, you were only six years old at that time, and you were seriously ill, so it's not surprising that you forgot about me, an insignificant passerby."

"It's because I'm too obsessed with you and can't stop pestering you."

"But Ayin——"

The young man spoke word by word:

"My heart pleases you."

"When I first saw you when you were fifteen, I fell in love with you."

"When I come back, if you like me a little bit, can you pick me up at the city gate?"

"I will wear your favorite red clothes. This time, you don't need to stand on tiptoe to see me at a glance."

【Moon, stay.】

……

The words on the letter slowly returned to calm, and the young man's voice dissipated with the wind.

Su Xueyin pinched the letter paper too hard, and her fingertips pressed a circle of fine wrinkles on the paper.

She reacted belatedly and quickly let go of her hand.

The letter floated away and landed next to a corner of a red dress.

She raised her eyes in a daze, looked at the cold body in the coffin, and suddenly tears fell like rain.

"It turns out that we knew each other so long ago..."

No one knows that Su Xueyin initially became friends with Chu Yao because Chu Yao always wore red clothes.

She didn't remember Yue Xishan.

She only remembered that the tree was red.

Behind the tree's fiery red maple leaves, was the person she had been looking for.

Tears formed hazy spots of light in front of her eyes, and Su Xueyin seemed to see the Xueyin Lake of that year again.

The sun was shining brightly, the lake was shimmering with ripples, and someone was approaching the crying girl step by step.

He hugged her gently, patted her back clumsily, and comforted her patiently.

Such cautiousness.

The mourning hall was silent. The girl bit her lips tightly and swallowed all her cries.

——He didn't want her to cry all the time.

He will worry.

"I remember."

She held the young man's stiff hand and tried to curl her lips towards him:

“This time, I remember it.”

"I will never... forget it again."