Conan and I start the hell-level main line

"Am I wrong?"

Natsume Xing was leaning on the railing of the rooftop, and there were a few empty beer bottles on the ground.

Looking at the photo taken with Scotland and Bourbon at the ski resort, Natsume began to doubt whether what she was doing was right.

He clearly knew how the plot was going to develop, but he still chose to be an outsider and ignored everything.

But now, is this really what Natsume Xing wants?

He was very confused and chaotic. He didn't know what was right or wrong, and he even doubted whether he was truly real.

Perhaps for Natsume Hoshi, all of this is not real. Just like in the cartoon, we are all just puppets doing our own jobs, so Natsume Hoshi has never truly integrated into this world from the beginning.

He really thought that he was just a viewer of the cartoon and that he was following the established plot.

The scenes between Natsume Xing and Scotland appeared in front of Natsume Xing like slides.

Scotland taught Natsume Xing how to use a gun strictly.

Escape with Scotland on your back.

Watching Scots playing bass, I wanted to learn it myself.

Maybe I was really wrong.

The memories are beautiful, and the feelings with Scotland are real. Natsume Xing is not a heartless person, he just doesn't understand the meaning of his existence.

Why should I be a bystander?

Why should I regard this journey as a game?

Why don’t I cherish this hard-earned friendship?

There is no medicine for regret in the world, and those who leave can never come back.

"Scottish teacher." Natsume Xing cried, crying sadly.

"Hey, little brat, it's so boring to drink alone so late at night. Let me have a drink too." With thick dark circles under his eyes revealing a strange expression, Hennessy walked towards Natsume Xing, picked up a bottle of beer and started drinking.

"Lord Hennessy, my name is Fu Huashi!" Natsume Xing lost his mood instantly when he saw this weirdo coming over.

To be honest, Natsume Xing didn't like Hennessy. He didn't like his weird and strange personality.

Just as he was about to leave, Hennessy suddenly asked, "What do you think is the meaning of life?"

"Contribution to this world." Natsume Xing answered casually.

"I think it is about experiencing his own life, enjoying his beauty and accepting his suffering. Spending every day experiencing the ways of the world and feeling the joy in life. I think this is what life is all about." Hennessy said after taking a sip of wine and looking at the stars in the sky.

"Huh?" Natsume Xing was a little surprised.

"I know Scotland's death was a big blow to you, but isn't that life?"

“We cannot avoid suffering. We must learn to face it, accept it, grow in it, and realize the preciousness of life in it.”

Fu Huashi looked at Hennessy in shock, "But, Mr. Scottish..."

"Death is sad, but it is not terrible. What is terrible is that everyone forgets him. A person's spiritual will is the proof of his existence. Although Scotland has left, his spirit has been inherited by you. For him, this may be a new life."

"Is that so?" Natsume Xing smiled bitterly.

"It can be seen that you seem not only confused about Scotland's death, but also about your own existence. Am I right?" Hennessy took a sip of wine and smiled.

"...Yes, that's right. I always thought I was an outsider and was indifferent to everything. I was really ignorant and persistent in the past." Natsume Xing smiled self-deprecatingly.

"If you cling to the past, you will be restless because that is not who you are, because you are always changing. This is life, you are growth itself, this is your true identity, you have to grow into the strongest version of yourself, this is why you came into this world, you have to find peace in the constant change of life, because everything is impermanent."

"So do you understand? The past is what it is, and what really matters is the present and the future."

"You, who have inherited Scotland's will, should enjoy this world with his expectations."

Bathed in the moonlight, the holy moonlight sprinkled on Hennessy's body. At this moment, he was as dazzling as an angel, and starlight was revealed in the depths of his dim and decadent eyes.

Natsume Xing understood that in his chaotic ideas, Hennessy had set up a lighthouse for him, guiding him in the direction of progress.

Since we have come to this world, we are a part of it.

At this time, Natsume Hoshi is no longer confused. He is no longer an outsider, but the Natsume Hoshi of this world, a living Natsume Hoshi.

"Scottish teacher, I understand. I will live with your expectations!" Natsume Xing smiled. This time, he was no longer confused.

"Thank you, Mr. Hennessy, for your guidance." It turns out that Hennessy can be reliable sometimes.

Before, he had asked many members of the comprehensive team why Hennessy was so unreliable and always indulged in self-degradation, while they had always followed him willingly.

"Because Lord Hennessy has his own unique charm." This is their answer.

Charm... indeed unique.

If it was Gin, he would at most say that this is what a traitor should be like, but Hennessy didn't care about that. He was the only one who came to comfort Natsumehoshi when she was heartbroken.

Perhaps this is one of the reasons why they are willing to follow Hennessy.

"Okay, I have to go now. I haven't finished my game yet. Now that I've made up my mind, I'll go back and do my mission."

As he spoke, Hennessy took out a bottle of juice from his pocket and threw it to Natsume Xing.

"Minors are not allowed to drink alcohol, just drink juice!" Hennessy said sternly, took away all of Natsume Xing's beer, and disappeared in a flash.

Natsume Xing held the juice and looked at the vast starry sky. There was light in his eyes and he had a new goal in life.