After rebirth, the old, weak, sick and disabled are a family

Tan Xixi thought for a moment, "That's probably the luckiest thing that has ever happened to me in my life! I'll tell her, let her know, and then we can compete fairly."

"What if I told you first?"

"Then I'll give up."

"why?"

"Because I want you to be happy."

Tan Xuxi smiled brightly, and the sunlight shone on his face like a ray of light.

Duan Huiyan also smiled, but there was a hint of bitterness in his heart.

He didn't expect that the joke he made back then would actually come true.

He pressed his thumb on the corner of Qu Shuyue's lips, "Qu Shuyue, you are an emotional idiot, and you love to think about things."

Qu Shuyue touched his eyes, "You scold me, so you scold me? Why are you crying?"

Duan Huiyan shook her head and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"Nothing, I just think that jokes can also be prophecies."

He gently pulled Nie Shuyue over, let her sit on his lap, and put his arms around her waist.

"Duan Huiyan, what's wrong with you?"

Niu Shuyue sensed that something was wrong with him and looked up at him.

Duan Huiyan did not answer, but bent his head and kissed her lips.

"From now on, as long as you don't go too far, I will indulge you, Xixi... If you want to like him, then go ahead. Just don't cross that line and don't let me find out. Otherwise, I won't be able to help myself and do something... terrible."

Qu Shuyue was confused, "I have always liked him! Like liking a star, watching him from afar and silently rejoicing."

Duan Huiyan paused, his eyes darkened, and he bit her lips as if punishing her.

"Stupid thing, do you like him? You are just greedy for his body!"

Niu Shuyue blushed and struggled to get down, "Duan Huiyan, what nonsense are you talking about!"

Duan Huiyan held her waist tightly, not letting her move, "Don't move, let me hold you for a while."

He rested his chin on her forehead and closed his eyes, his voice a little hoarse.

"Qu Shuyue, I'm so jealous of Tan Xixi."

"Why are you jealous of him?" Niu Shuyue asked puzzledly.

Duan Huiyan opened his eyes and looked at her deeply.

"I'm jealous that he can be calm... and let go... but I have to use all my strength to suppress that madness."

Duan Huiyan lowered his head and buried it in her neck, breathing a little rapidly.

"Qu Shuyue, do you know? I have imagined our future countless times, but I never thought it would end like this."

His voice was trembling, revealing deep helplessness and pain.

Niu Shuyue Niu Shuyue's heart also sank.

He...seems to have always been in the posture of a superior, and his deepest loneliness is nothing more than a simple "I'm sorry."

Duan Huiyan's mood seemed to affect the atmosphere of the entire carriage, and Qu Shuyue felt depressed.

She patted his back gently, "Duan Huiyan, what's wrong with you? Didn't we agree to face it together?"

Duan Huiyan hugged her even tighter.

She knew how much she liked Tan Xuxi.

Does she know how much she likes herself?

"Nothing, I just want to know how much you like me."

Niu Shuyue paused, opened and closed her mouth, and finally found a suitable metaphor after racking her brains.

"Duan Huiyan, have you ever grown flowers?"

"Yes."

"Then do you know why some flowers can only be looked at but not picked?"

Duan Huiyan looked at her, waiting for her next words.

Qu Shuyue smiled, her eyebrows curved, and she said:

"Because if you take it off, it will die."

Duan Huiyan's heart trembled suddenly, and his heart seemed to be pressed down by something heavy, making it difficult for him to breathe.

"Qu Shuyue, you are my flower, I don't want you to die."

His voice was low and hoarse, revealing deep helplessness and pain.

Qu Shuyue hugged him back gently, "My love for you is like I want to uproot you, but I also want to protect you in my palm. It's a painful, impure love mixed with hatred. I want you to be happy, but I also want you to be in pain. I want to have you, but I also want to destroy you. It's addictive and drives people crazy."

"A kind of love that transcends reincarnation, is tangled and tangled, and you want to give it up but can't. Duan Huiyan, do you understand that feeling?"

After saying this, Qu Shuyue buried her head in the crook of his neck and laughed muffledly.

Duan Huiyan closed her eyes, tears rolling down from the corners of her eyes.

He hugged Niu Shuyue tightly, as if he wanted to merge her into his body.

"Qu Shuyue, you idiot, do you know what you are talking about?"

Niu Shuyue smiled and tears rolled down her cheeks.

She said softly, her voice filled with endless sadness and helplessness.

"I know, Duan Huiyan, I have always known."

"I want to torture you, I want you to kneel at my feet and beg me, and then I will reject you harshly."

"But I'm also afraid that if you really do that, I won't be able to be cruel anymore."

"Duan Huiyan, am I a bad person?"

"I clearly said I would let you go, but you still want to get entangled with me."

She asked self-deprecatingly, her eyes full of confusion and struggle.

Qu Shuyue paused, as if trying to calm her surging emotions, and then said:

“1999年9月12日19时18分，我跳下去的时候，从未想过有生还的可能。”

"You shouldn't have saved me. If you hadn't saved me, I wouldn't have gotten to you. Now, you can't escape, and I can't let you go."

At the end of her speech, her voice became deeper and deeper, as if carrying a kind of desperate determination.

Duan Huiyan's Adam's apple rolled, and he lowered his head to kiss Nie Shuyue's lips, kissing her deeply and fiercely, as if he wanted to merge her into his body.

"You little devil, I really can't do anything to you."

"If I had known earlier, I shouldn't have been an unknown hero. I should have hidden you so that you could only see me and be my little lunatic."

Duan Huiyan whispered and kissed her as if he wanted to eat her into his stomach.

Niu Shuyue couldn't breathe and bit down.

Duan Huiyan let go of her in pain, and Qu Shuyue took the opportunity to breathe in deep gulps of fresh air.

"Wait for me to finish! I haven't finished yet!"

Duan Huiyan looked at her, with a hint of helplessness and doting in his eyes.

"Okay, you tell me, I'll listen."

Niu Shuyue leaned tenderly in his broad and warm arms.

A pair of delicate hands playfully fiddled with his earlobes.

"Since I was fifteen, my grandfather gave me more freedom because of my own strength."

"I secretly sent people to investigate your so-called "gossip" without telling anyone!"

"To outsiders, this may seem boring or even mean, but to me, who was living an extremely boring life at the time, it was the only thing that could bring me some excitement and fun."

"I read it every day before bed. It is my best sleep aid!"

"I know you very well!"

"Including who you had sex with, which hotel you were in, how many times you had sex, what sex positions you used, and how long you lasted... I know all these details clearly!"

The corners of her mouth curled up slightly and she laughed softly, with a hint of teasing and intimacy in her laughter.