After rebirth, the old, weak, sick and disabled are a family

Then, early the next morning, when the nurse came, Duan Huiyan lost his temper and yelled the nurse out.

Tan Xuxi looked at the caregiver who was kicked out and said, "You go down first! I'll find you if there's anything."

"Okay, Mr. Tan."

Tan Xixi sighed and rolled up his sleeves, "What's wrong? Did you pee your pants?"

Duan Huiyan rolled his eyes at him and said, "You're the one who peed your pants! Get out!"

Tan Xixi shrugged, walked to the bedside and looked at him, "What happened?"

Duan Huiyan pursed his lips and said, "I actually hope that I wet my pants, but I didn't. I was having a wet dream, and then... I dreamed about myself... and then... then..."

He couldn't continue speaking, his face flushed red.

Tan Xuxi looked at him, a smile flashing in her eyes.

Why does this guy act like an innocent boy now?

"What's wrong with dreaming about yourself? Dreaming about going to the toilet?"

Duan Huiyan glared at him, "You're the one who dreamed about going to the toilet! Get lost!"

Tan Xuxi shrugged and looked at him innocently.

Duan Huiyan took a deep breath and finally mustered up the courage to say:

“I dreamed that I was doing that…”

Tan Xixi raised an eyebrow, "What kind of thing?"

Duan Huiyan glared at him again, "What do you think?"

Tan Xixi looked at him with a half-smile, "Who did you dream about doing that with?"

Duan Huiyan looked at him, his face getting even redder, "I dreamed of doing that kind of thing with Xiaoyue..."

There was a hint of teasing in Tan Xixi's eyes, "You dreamed of doing that kind of thing with her, and then you..."

Duan Huiyan was so ashamed and angry that he wanted to die. "Shut up! You are not allowed to say anything!"

Tan Xuxi looked at him and suddenly smiled, "You're blushing."

Duan Huiyan glared at him again, "Get lost!"

Tan Xuxi thought: It was worth it to stimulate him last night, now he won't think about losing his legs day and night.

"So how do you feel? Good?"

Duan Huiyan glared, "Fuck you! I told you it was just a dream! Can you be serious?"

Tan Xuxi looked at him, a smile flashing in her eyes.

"Okay, okay, I'll be serious. So how did you feel when you dreamed of doing that kind of thing with her?"

Duan Huiyan took a deep breath and tried to calm himself.

"I... I feel so ashamed and guilty. How could I have such a dream? But... I also feel... so exciting, so real... so... so cool..."

The more he spoke, the softer his voice became, until it was almost inaudible.

But the conversation turned to self-blame and self-reproach:

"When I was with her before, I didn't dare to think about it even if I wanted to. I was afraid that she would regret it, that she would feel pain, that she would bleed, that she would get pregnant, that she would suffer the slightest injustice... But I didn't expect that I would treat her like that in my dream. I... I am simply not a human being!"

As Duan Huiyan spoke, he suddenly raised his hand and slapped himself hard.

The sound of crisp applause rang out in the room. Tan Xuxi looked at him with a hint of surprise in his eyes.

This guy actually slapped himself just for a dream?

"You're crazy!" Tan Xixi hurried forward to stop him, "This is just a dream, it's not real, why are you blaming yourself so much?"

Duan Huiyan looked at him, a trace of pain flashing in his eyes.

"But it feels so real to me. I seem to be able to feel her struggle and resistance under me. I... I'm really not a human being!"

Tan Xuxi looked at him, a hint of helplessness flashing in her eyes.

This guy thinks too badly of himself.

"Ayan, this is just a dream, it's not real. Don't blame yourself too much, okay?"

Duan Huiyan buried herself in his arms, her voice choking with sobs, "But I feel so dirty and disgusting..."

Tan Xuxi patted his back gently to comfort him.

"No, Ayan, you just had a dream. It doesn't mean you really did anything. Trust me, okay?"

Duan Huiyan nodded in his arms, and said in a muffled voice, "Okay."

Tan Xuxi hugged him and couldn't help sighing in her heart.

This guy looks so strong and domineering, but in fact, he is so fragile and sensitive inside.

He patted him on the back and said softly:

"Ayan, stop thinking about it, okay? Let's go out for a walk and relax."

Duan Huiyan looked up at him, a hint of hesitation flashing in his eyes, "But, I..."

Tan Xuxi interrupted him, "No buts, let's go out for a walk and get some fresh air. If you stay in the room like this, your thoughts will only get more and more confused."

He helped Duan Huiyan change his pants, tidied up his appearance, and then pushed him out the door.

Tan Xuxi pushed Duan Huiyan and walked slowly in the garden, telling him some funny stories from time to time to make him happy.

Recently, the wheelchair was braked, and a long-lost smile appeared on Duan Huiyan's face.

Tan Xuxi also sat aside to rest, always paying attention to the changes in Duan Huiyan's facial expressions.

At some point, Zhao Lingyou appeared behind Tan Xuxi.

"Junior brother, is Master Duan okay?"

Tan Xuxi turned around and saw Zhao Lingyou and was slightly stunned.

"Oh! It won't be as good as before, and I'm afraid if he continues like this, he'll get depression."

Zhao Lingyou looked at Duan Huiyan, a hint of worry flashing in his eyes.

"If he does this, it's easy for him to get into trouble. Junior brother, do you have any solution?"

Tan Xixi shook her head. "Yes! Let Yueyue come to see him! But we don't dare to gamble with Yueyue. What will happen if Yueyue is stimulated again? We can't afford it."

Zhao Lingyou looked at Duan Huiyan, a hint of worry flashing in his eyes.

"Depression is no joke. What if he gets depressed?"

Tan Xixi interrupted him, "He used to be very proud and confident, but now he is both inferior and self-abandoned. He used to do whatever he wanted, but now he starts to care about what others think of him and doesn't dare to live his life as recklessly as before."

Zhao Lingyou sighed, "Yeah! He really didn't care about these things before, but now..."

He stopped suddenly in the middle of his words.

Because he saw that Duan Huiyan was looking at them with a complicated expression.

"Have you said enough? Don't I have any dignity?"

Zhao Lingyou and Tan Xuxi were both stunned. They didn't expect Duan Huiyan to suddenly appear behind them.

Zhao Lingyou touched his nose awkwardly, "Um... Mr. Duan, we are not saying bad things about you, we are just discussing your condition."

Duan Huiyan glared at him, "What's wrong with my condition? Do you think I'm a waste now?"

Zhao Lingyou waved his hands hastily, "No, no, that's definitely not what we meant. We just think you've been in a bad mood lately, and we want to help you find the reason and then find a way to make you happy."

Duan Huiyan snorted coldly, "Do I need you to help me find the reason? I tell you, I'm fine!"

After saying that, he controlled the wheelchair and left.

"Brother, he seems to be more difficult to serve than before. Sigh! Did I owe him in my previous life?"

Tan Xuxi complained and pursued Duan Huiyan, shamelessly coaxing him.

Zhao Lingyou looked at Tan Xixi's back as she chased after him and sighed, "Maybe, this is what they call bad fate."