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Gu Zhen just listened to her quietly. Su Lingzhi continued, "After I was persecuted by Su Wan and expelled from school, I accidentally joined the Shadow Society. The Shadow Society is a very strange place, very cold and eerie, and the training is very cruel. It is indeed a place where people are eaten. At first, I just wanted to get some money and never thought about surviving. On the Death Island, I met Wen Han, and Wen Han and I were in the same boat. When he was very young, he was abandoned in the mountains by his brother and was picked up by the Shadow Society. His life was also miserable, so we were in the same boat. I wanted to die, and Wen Han wanted to live. He still had unfulfilled wishes and people he wanted to see, so I promised to help him kill to the end and send him off the Death Island. Later, there were only three people left on the island. That experience was a bit special. I was supposed to kill until the last one. People, but Wen Han and I died to break the deadlock. The three of us survived and joined the Shadow Society. Wen Han went to the Wuyi Corps, and I joined the Luosha Corps. The Luosha Corps is responsible for all external actions of the Shadow Society. Half of them are girls, almost all of whom have been displaced since childhood and struggled to survive. Who would go to the Shadow Society if they were children from good families? The action team is the easiest to build emotions, because we have to go on missions together, go through life and death together, depend on each other for countless lives and deaths, and risk our lives to save each other. It will produce a very scary suspension bridge reaction, as if the person in front of you is the most important person in your life, your family for life, and we have the same experience, so we have a good relationship. The Shadow Society cured my disease, so I have a different feeling towards the Shadow Society."

That was a period of life that Gu Zhen had never participated in, and that life of swords and blood was glossed over by Su Lingzhi.

"I haven't had nightmares for a long time, and I haven't thought about Jiangcheng. I've also made up my mind that I will never return to Jiangcheng in this life. When I injured someone and escaped, Chen Chunhua wanted to capture me and sell me to northern Myanmar so that she could explain to her customers. So she claimed to the outside world that I went to northern Myanmar to work. They never expected me to be alive, and I didn't have anyone to worry about in Jiangcheng. I planned to live in Europe with my friends. I gradually came to like that kind of life. It was tense and exciting, and I didn't have time to feel sad. If it weren't for you slaughtering the Shadow Society, our lives would not have intersected."

Gu Zhen felt sad. His throat hurt even more due to the high fever. He asked with difficulty, "Do you hate me?"

It was his revenge that changed the life she wanted.

"You have reasons to seek revenge, and I have reasons to protect my homeland." Su Lingzhi laughed at himself, "So, I hate you."

Gu Zhen knew that she had hatred in her heart. After the Rakshasa Legion came back, Sanjiang fought with the Rakshasa Legion in order to destroy the Shadow Society. As Su Lingzhi said, she and the people of the Rakshasa Legion had established a close relationship. They were her teammates, a collective. How could she not hate them after losing so many brothers and sisters?

No wonder she was so cold to him after she recovered her memory.

"Then hate it." Gu Zhen said coldly, suppressing the strange emotions in his heart, "Since you can't love, then hate it."

"What you're asking for is quite strange. You just really hope that I hate you."

"What happened in the past cannot be changed, and I will never regret it." Gu Zhen's attitude was as cold and hard as ever. He met Su Lingzhi's eyes and said, "I want you to love me. Since you can't do that, then hate me."

"Those are secondary. What I want to talk about is why I lost my memory." Su Lingzhi took a deep breath, feeling uncomfortable. It was not easy to break down the past with Gu Zhen. "My memory... was tampered with. So I forgot the past and became a completely stranger. I don't have any memory of Chen Chunhua's family abusing me since I was a child. In my memory, my original family was not good, but I escaped. I changed my fate through my own efforts and became successful. I have a lot of money and a lot of love."

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"So, I gradually gained confidence, became lively, and became confident. The memories that did not belong to me for more than ten years were imposed on my mind, so I became a different person." Su Lingzhi looked at Gu Zhen's shocked face and smiled bitterly, "You also find it shocking that there are such bizarre things in this world. People's personality and way of doing things are related to their own experiences. If a person has two completely different life experiences, they will have different souls, personalities, preferences, aesthetics, and world views. Who I am is determined by my memories. So Gu Zhen, the little sun you like does not actually exist. It is a fabricated person. The real me... is the me in front of you, the me that you are unfamiliar with."

"Su Lingzhi, can you be more sincere when you tell lies? Do you think it's fun to lie to me about such unbelievable things?" Gu Zhen looked angry. "I can accept alienation from me and hatred of me because of hatred. It doesn't matter. Time can solve everything. But I don't want you to make up so many lies to get rid of me. You can hate me and kill me, but you can't lie to me."

"I didn't lie to you." Su Lingzhi looked at him gently, "Every word I said is true."

"Since your memory has been tampered with, you must be confused. How do you know what is true and what is false? Is there any surgery in the world that can tamper with someone's memory? Could it be that they have installed a chip in your head to control you?"

Su Lingzhi thought to himself, the area that controls human memory is indeed equipped with a chip. It can be controlled remotely, it can self-destruct, and it can give orders to me. I don’t know if I am still a complete person.

"Okay, since you don't believe it, there's nothing I can do." Su Lingzhi felt sorry. She herself knew that it was an outrageous thing and Gu Zhen would definitely not believe it.

It was as bizarre as telling him that aliens were invading the earth.

"I just want to talk to you about my past and tell you...I am really different from the way you like me."