I come from a declining martial arts family.

When I was a teenager, I roamed the world alone. After my father passed away, I was elected the leader of the martial arts world.

The Five Poison Sect was harming the martial arts world, so I organized people from the martial arts world to encircle and suppress them. In the Jiangnan area, I hid in a tree, got injured and fell down due to exhaustion. I was rescued by a fifteen or sixteen-year-old girl, who hid me in her carriage.

She gave me healing medicine and bandaged my wounds. I was very grateful to her, but I didn't expect that it would kill her parents.

The people from the Five Poison Sect didn't find me, so they arrested a few people and asked about my whereabouts, including her parents. They were already dead when we rushed over.

The people from the Five Poison Sect discovered me. They were outnumbered, and the girl was dragged into a cave by a man called the Third Master, who was about to commit a crime. I quickly fought off the attackers, having already thought of the worst possible outcome.

The girl had disheveled hair and untidy clothes. She was holding a dagger tremblingly in her hand and had a blank look in her eyes.

"Be careful."

She pushed me away and blocked the poison powder thrown at me. In the end, her eyes were blinded. I survived and waited for rescue successfully.

A few people from the Five Poison Sect ran away, and before leaving they made some harsh remarks, saying that blood debt must be repaid with blood and they would definitely seek revenge on us.

What a joke. The Five Poison Sect is a cancer in the martial arts world and anyone can kill them. Killing them is to rid the people of harm. Their deaths are not a pity. If you want revenge, you have to have the ability to do so.

The girl was frightened, so I helped her bury her parents and took her back home.

She was afraid of revenge from the Five Poison Sect, so I gave her the title of Madam so that she could stay in the Alliance Leader's Mansion with a legitimate reason.

I didn't expect Qiuyue to treat her harshly. She had been in the mansion for three years, and all the money she used was the money she brought with her. Xueyuan didn't even have a servant except Biluo, whom she brought with her.

She never told me these things, and I only found out about them after investigating them.

She urged me to consummate the marriage several times, but I always responded by saying I was busy. She never contacted me again after that.

There were flower thieves causing chaos in the martial arts world. Qiuyue said that they could use beauties to lure them out. She also mentioned Zhao Qingxue, saying that she was extremely beautiful and was from the Alliance Leader's Mansion, so it was perfect to use her as bait.

I know Qiuyue is angry at Zhao Qingxue for interrupting her blind date with Tang Jingyao, and she wants to take a little revenge, but she is right, Zhao Qingxue's beauty is unmatched, she is just a flower thief, I have Zi Yu and Lan Che's help, I am confident that I can protect her safety.

But I miscalculated.

I seem to be naturally not very smart when it comes to scheming and calculating.

I fell into the trap and Zhao Qingxue was kidnapped.

I can still vividly remember the sadness and helplessness I felt at that time, but fortunately I found her.

She almost died because I failed to protect her.

That night, I had a particularly happy time, but when I woke up, I mistook the person I spent the night with for Liu Yarou.

Liu Yarou is my savior. I was injured and almost collapsed at that time, and she saved me. I swear to repay her and marry her.

But I don't want to let Zhao Qingxue go. If I had known that she was the one I liked, I would not have done so many wrong things afterwards.

I helped an old man on the roadside, and that man insisted on giving me the Ice and Fire Silkworm. I found it very strange at the time. The Ice and Fire Silkworm grows on polar volcanoes and is rare and hard to catch. So he just gave it to me like that?

Later I found out it was Pei Yu's doing. He stayed in my territory openly, but I knew nothing about it. It was ridiculous.

Liu Yarou was poisoned and fell into a coma. After much thought, I decided to give the ice and fire silkworms that I planned to give to Zhao Qingxue to Liu Yarou as medicine. However, the medicine was spilled. It was Pei Yu's work. He must have been very angry at that time.

A lot of things happened later. Zhao Qingxue asked me to let her go. I agreed, but she jumped into the river.

I searched for a long time, and together with her men, we rarely gathered together in peace and tranquility, just to find her, my lover and their lover.

As long as she is alive, I will not care what she wants to do or who she is with.

As long as she lives.

She was indeed still alive, and the intelligence said that she was in Kyoto and was about to become the queen.

What's going on? I haven't seen her interact with anyone in Kyoto, so why is she suddenly getting married?

It was Zi Yu. I guessed that he was from the court, but I didn’t know that he would be the emperor.

She looked at us from the city wall, her eyes calm and expressionless, like a stranger, and my heart ached.

Relying on my strong martial arts skills, I secretly lurked beside her bedroom, and so did the other three men.

At the beginning we were very nervous, afraid of being discovered by the people in the palace, until we found that the secret guards ignored us. We thought it must be Zi Yu who gave us a heads-up and wanted us to see that she was doing well and give up on her own.

He succeeded.

I saw many details about Zi Yu and Zhao Qingxue's interactions, which I had never given her. There was light in her eyes when she looked at him, and the lingering affection was something I had never seen before.

Zi Yu made a lot of clothes and jewelry for her, so she couldn't wear them all every day. Her biggest worry every day was which clothes and jewelry to wear.

"This one looks good, and this one looks good too. It's so hard to choose. It's such a sweet trouble."

She said she was worried, but she didn't look worried; she said it with a smile.

We hid in the beams and looked at each other.

I asked them, "Have you ever given her jewelry?"

Pei Yu: "I gave you the Ice and Fire Silkworm, but you used it as medicine for your wife."

I know Pei Yu, he really didn't give it to her, but Zhao Qingxue gave him a hairpin, the kind that goes right to his heart, he deserved it.

Tang Jingyao proudly said: "I have given ice and fire silkworms, as well as clothes and jewelry, but not this much."

Lan Che: "I would like to give her a gift, but I just can't find the right opportunity. And you've been with her for three years, but you've never given her anything. It's only natural that she doesn't want to be with you."

He was right, I am indeed a piece of shit.

I was spying on her life in Kyoto like a thief.

Her belly was very big when she was five months pregnant, and I was terrified every time I looked at it.

We got together and discussed that having a child is good, but it is not worth it if it costs her life.

The imperial physician said that if we had the injection now, the baby would still have to be born just like a baby, and it would be hard to control with medication, and there would probably be heavy bleeding, so it would be best to wait for natural delivery.

Thank God, all the babies were born safely.

I was holding my child in my arms, and the joy of becoming a father had not yet passed, but I had to say goodbye to her.

Now that the child is born, I have no reason to stay in the capital.

I hugged her during her nap and greedily breathed in her scent. The moment she opened her eyes, I fled from the imperial capital and returned to Yuezhao City with the child in my arms.

The Alliance Leader’s Mansion is still the same Alliance Leader’s Mansion, but it is also not that Alliance Leader’s Mansion.

I stood in the snowy courtyard with melancholy. It was spring again. The peach blossoms would bloom again after falling. Would she come back after she left?

Won't be back.

"Alliance leader, Madam Liu is here."

I was just about to go look for her when she came over on her own.

Liu Yarou is still as gentle and fragile as when I first met her, but I will never trust her again.

"Brother Chen, Rou'er hasn't seen you for a long time. Where have you been? Rou'er is so worried about you."

I looked at the bastard in her arms. He had small eyes, puffy eyelids, and a square face. He looked nothing like Qing Xuesheng. He didn't look like me at all. Did she think I was blind?

"Brother Chen, this is our child."

I looked at her indifferently.

"Is it because of what Qiuyue said?" Liu Yarou bit her lip: "She wanted to harm our child. Our child almost died. I didn't do anything. I just promised her to marry someone. Is Brother Chen angry?"

I took a deep breath, "Not this."

"What's wrong? Don't scare Rou'er." Liu Yarou pouted in dissatisfaction: "Brother Chen, don't you want to hug our son? He hasn't been named yet. We are waiting for Brother Chen to name him."

"Is he really my son?"

I stared at her closely, not missing the panic that flashed in her eyes.

"What do you mean, Brother Chen? He came out of Rou'er's belly. If he's not our child, whose child is it?"

"Oh, don't lie to me, the woman with me in the inn is not you at all."

Liu Yarou cried, her eyes watering, which made me feel disgusted.

She was still making trouble: "Brother Chen, did you hear someone say something? Rou'er and Brother Chen were innocent before. It was the night we met again..."

"Do you really want me to tell you the truth?" Although I have been in Kyoto for the past nine months, I have investigated everything clearly. "You said that you borrowed money from your uncle to save me, and he sold you because you couldn't pay it back. But what I investigated is that you took the initiative to follow a chief clerk and became his concubine. You couldn't stand the torture of your mistress, so you came to Yuezhao City."

Liu Yarou froze, her lips trembling, "Brother Chen, listen to me..."

She tried to pull me, but I brushed her hand away and she fell to the ground, and the child cried loudly.

In the past I would feel sad and guilty, but not now. I just feel disgusted and annoyed.

"Pang Wu is your father, right?"

Liu Yarou shuddered and looked at me in shock.

I continued, "You recognized each other when you were poisoned, right?" The person who sent her back was not a kind-hearted person, but a spy of the Five Poison Sect. She would tell everything if threatened.

The palace doctor and the maid were all bribed for the purpose of getting the ice and fire silkworm.

The poison in Liu Yarou's body does not require the use of the Ice and Fire Silkworm at all. The pill in the maid's hand is the antidote.

"I heard you want to teach me a lesson?"

Liu Yarou looked at me with fear in her eyes, "I, I..."

"Take your child and go away. You saved me before."

I had Liu Yarou thrown out of the house and never paid any attention to her again.

I resigned from my position as alliance leader and accompanied Nianqing as he grew up. I watched him grow from a tiny ball to a babbling to a well-mannered young man, and my heart was filled with pride.

He is very smart and can learn martial arts quickly, but he seems to prefer literature.

I think it might have something to do with her mother, and he is getting closer to her in his own way.

Over the past ten years, I have secretly visited Qingxue countless times, but never appeared in front of her. I know she doesn't want to see me again.

Time flies, we have all grown old, but she remains the same as before.

After the Qianqiu Banquet, I had the same dream over and over again.

In my dream, Qingxue was waiting for me alone in the snow courtyard, playing the piano sadly, day after day... She waited for me like this for four years until she was swallowed by a fire.

She is dead.

In my dream, I took Liu Yarou to travel around Jiangnan. The Five Poison Sect broke into the mansion and set fire. No one saved Qingxue. Bai Qiuyue watched coldly from a high place.

This dream was so real. I wanted to save her, but I couldn't move.

I fell into repeated torture and pain.

After dreaming for a long time, I "saw" things that I had not noticed for a long time.

When Qingxue heard that I asked her to be my wife, she was happy. She asked Biluo which cosmetics brand would be best for the wedding. When she learned that there would be no wedding, she was silent for a long time.

Qiuyue withheld her food. There was no charcoal in the winter, so she could only let Biluo use the silver she brought with her to buy some. One year, Qiuyue had someone stop Biluo from going out, and they froze the whole winter.

I deserve to die because she has such a hard life.

In my dream, Liu Yarou gave birth to a son for me, and he looked exactly like her current son. It's really ironic.

I fell into endless regret, often unable to distinguish between dreams and reality. When I heard that Nianqing had passed the imperial examination and won the third place, I heard the bad news.

She is leaving.

I stumbled over to her and she said goodbye to everyone, including me.

She keeps me alive.

I built a house next to the imperial tomb, and now I am here to protect you.

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