After the evil girl became a mother, she vowed to teach her children to be villains
Chapter 52 Horrible Thoughts
After the mother and son hugged each other and cried bitterly, their emotions stabilized a lot.
Looking at the snot bubbles coming out of his eldest son's nose, Yu Tang burst into laughter, then picked up a tissue and wiped it for him again and again.
Jian Yanzhi's face instantly turned red like a ripe tomato. He didn't expect that he would become as sloppy as his brother. After all, he has always been a clean and hygienic child.
"Baby, can you tell mom why you abandoned Yuzhi?" Yu Tang picked up the tear-stained baby and asked in a hoarse voice.
Things had come to this point, and Jian Yan felt that there was no need to hide anything anymore, so he simply explained everything that had happened.
"I remember that day, you became ill after meeting grandma. You were afraid of hurting us, so you took some medicine and locked yourself up. But Yuzhi was not sensible at all. He kept asking for milk, and no matter how I coaxed him, I couldn't calm him down."
"He was still there, clamoring for his mother to hold him. I told him that he was busy and couldn't hold him, but he yelled that I was bullying him. I was very angry at his nonsense, but I was also afraid that he would really complain to his mother."
At this point, Jian Yanzhi felt guilty and regretful, and tears welled up in his eyes again as he said, "I don't know what happened to me at the time. My whole mind was thinking, what if my mother doesn't like me anymore because of Yu Zhi's complaints? I even thought, it would be better if Yu Zhi didn't exist."
"If that were the case, Mom wouldn't have to work so hard, and she would love me a little more. My mind was full of such terrible thoughts, and I couldn't stop them. When I came to my senses, I had already thrown away the sleeping Yuzhi."
He stared at Yu Tang uneasily, and when he saw that his mother didn't look at him with condemnation, he continued to describe what happened at that time: "After losing Yu, I was very scared, so I quickly called my father, but no one answered, so I had to call my aunt and ask her for help."
"I was afraid that everyone would know that I was the one who threw away Yuzhi, so I told my aunt that my mother threw away Yuzhi because she was sick." Jian Yanzhi was extremely ashamed. He didn't know why he did such a terrible thing at that time.
"Is that what you said?" Yu Tang asked speculatively.
Jian Yan nodded his head guiltily and said "hmm" softly.
Yu Tang finally understood. No wonder Jian Yuzhi treated her so badly when she first came here. It turned out that this was the reason.
She touched her eldest son's head and encouraged him to continue.
Jian Yanzhi, feeling anxious, continued, "I also told Yuzhi not to tell anyone about the loss, especially not to tell Dad. Otherwise, you two will get divorced, and then no one will want him anymore."
It turns out that Jian Yuzhi was really obedient and kept his promise. He really didn't mention this to anyone. If he hadn't gone to Yu Tan's house to eat hot pot, Yu Tang would never have known that he had been thrown away.
Yu Tang sighed again and again, and for a moment he didn't know whether he should feel pity for Yu Zhi or feel sorry for Yan Zhi.
He was only three years older than his younger siblings, but because of his parents' marital discord, he was forced to bear so many responsibilities that he shouldn't have had to bear.
"Yanzhi, I'm sorry. It's mom's fault." With tears in her eyes, Yu Tang felt for the first time the powerlessness of words.
This apology was not only for the original owner, but also for herself. If she had been more careful and considerate, how could she have known until now that Xiao Yanzhi had so many things hidden in her heart?
Jian Yanzhi sniffed in confusion, not knowing why his mother was apologizing to him when he was clearly the one who did something wrong!
"Mom, I told you, no matter what wrong you have done to me, you don't have to apologize to me. What's more, I was wrong in this matter." Jian Yanzhi stood on tiptoe and carefully wiped her tears.
He would rather his mother beat him than see her cry.
Yu Tang hugged Jian Yanzhi distressedly and asked in a tearful voice: "Mom wants to ask you, where was Dad at that time? Where was the driver aunt at home?"
After feeling heartbroken, what came to my mind was endless doubts and dissatisfaction.
Given Jian Yaoshan's financial situation, could he not even afford to hire a confinement nanny? Why should a child under five be asked to take care of a baby under two?
"I don't know. I don't know where my father is." Jian Yan tried hard to recall. He only remembered that his father rarely came home at that time. "It seems that the driver and the aunt were called away by my grandparents."
He was still young at that time, and couldn't remember many details. He only vaguely remembered that it was around his grandfather's birthday, and many people were called to the old house to help, so the house was very empty. He didn't remember anything else.
Yu Tang felt that she had no way to vent her anger. She didn't know why Jian Yaoshan left the orphan and widow at home, and she didn't know why Jian's parents called away all the drivers and nannies.
In short, her face became increasingly gloomy, and she curled up in fear. He vaguely remembered that this was a sign of his mother's illness. But even if his mother beat him or scolded him, he would never blame her, he just hoped that she would be gentler.
He stuck out his little butt timidly and said bravely, "Mom, if you are angry, just hit me."
After all, he is a child and is afraid of pain.
The little cub closed his eyes and clenched his fists, ready to meet his mother's iron palm.
"Silly child, mommy loves you so much, how could she hit you?" Yu Tang reached out and turned him over, pulled the quilt over to tuck him in, and said softly, "Good boy, go to sleep, and when you wake up, all your worries will be gone."
Jian Yanzhi was a sensitive child. He stretched out his hand and held her with some fear, and asked anxiously: "When I wake up, can I still see my mother?"
He hoped that his mother would forgive him a little because of his honest confession and still like him as before.
"Of course I can. With such a lovely baby here, mommy won't want to go anywhere else." Yu Tang suppressed the bitterness in his heart, clapped his little hands, and hummed a nursery rhyme.
She didn't even think of questioning why she could hum nursery rhymes so skillfully, and just subconsciously thought that it was a trick Shanshan gave her to coax the baby.
Jian Yanzhi was very sleepy after crying. After getting his mother's assurance, he soon fell into a sweet dream.
"Host, don't be sad, your voice is hoarse from crying." Seeing her so sad, Shanshan was afraid that she would fall into a dead end again. If that happened, everything it did would be meaningless.
After coaxing the child to sleep, Yu Tang ignored Shan Shan and snorted coldly. Her expression changed immediately. She stood up with a furious look on her face and prepared to find Jian Yaoshan to settle accounts.
She wanted to ask how he could be a father to someone!
Unexpectedly, as soon as she opened the door, she ran into Jian Yaoshan who was standing at the door with a frown on his face.
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