Harry Potter: Who cares about belated motherly love?

At the time, I confessed that I was a werewolf, and I was relieved that they accepted it so easily. But new doubts about Dumbledore emerged, and I had to admit that it was true. Someone mentioned that my parents might have paid Dumbledore, and I realized that it was not impossible. My family has never lived a luxurious life, and the house is our only asset. But I have never understood why the house was mortgaged. I didn't want to think about it because I was busy with my daily life, but my father always said that the house would definitely be left to me. Now I think about it, where did he spend the money? Maybe he used it to pay for my studies at Hogwarts.

If someone had told me that the money was for my study at Hogwarts, I would not have been able to deny it. And I did not think Dumbledore was doing it for his own benefit, I knew he was not that kind of person.

My parents wanted me to go to Hogwarts no matter what, and they probably kept raising money for Dumbledore. Maybe they even borrowed money, thinking that if it could be used to fund the activities of the Order of the Phoenix, it would be worth it.

As Weasley said, perhaps they were hinting that if one performed well in the Order of the Phoenix, one would be formally employed.

Especially my father, who blamed himself for causing me to be attacked by Greyback because of a slip of the tongue. He might have borrowed money for my future. And they certainly didn't expect that I would die at a young age when I was not at home.

Dumbledore was never an egoist, so it was easy for people to fall into his righteous image. He was good at inadvertently taking advantage of this mentality of others.

He would push you to your limit, until you could no longer think. When you were completely unable to think, he would lend a hand. At that point, you would be grateful to him. You would even be willing to give your life for him. Even I, despite my opinions of Dumbledore, would find it hard to refuse his hand when I felt I couldn't get out of a difficult situation. I might even be grateful that he extended a hand.

If he could be rescued, it would be fine. But if he was forced to fall and could not stand up, he would become an enemy. To stand up, he needed a strong will. Maybe he only looked for those who were strong. Those who could not bear it might not be worthy of being called representatives of light in his eyes. He might think that such people were not trustworthy. In the end, he trusted no one.

Therefore, even if there is news about Voldemort's resurrection, he will not take the initiative to provide information and let everyone deal with it together. After all, he doesn't trust anyone. If so, he might as well fight alone, not dragging anyone down, and not training his subordinates. If necessary, he can collect the bones by himself, right? In fact, will he collect them secretly? If not, it means that he hopes that light and darkness will be opposed in his heart, just to prove that he is a great wizard. The more sensational Voldemort's resurrection is, the greater his room for activity will be.

However, until the real crisis comes, he will definitely hide in a safe place as Ron said. In this regard, Hogwarts is indeed the safest place. And he will push the risk to others, and the worst case scenario is to let the students take the risk. In his eyes, the students of Hogwarts and the Order of the Phoenix may just be convenient tools for him to bear the risk.

Maybe it was because he didn't trust others that he was so harsh on them, but I don't know how many people were eliminated because of this, and they couldn't get up and fell. Not everyone is so strong. I barely managed to survive because I thought of my parents. Werewolves are especially prone to falling into darkness, and my parents strongly hoped that I would not step into darkness. I knew their wishes, so I stopped. But what if there is no such existence in my heart?

Ah... but because of such existence, there is also the possibility of falling like Peter. But I want to know, while Dumbledore shouts about love, what does he think of those who fall into darkness for love? Will he say that it is not true love? Or will he abandon them because they are not strong enough to call themselves light?

Even in darkness, love does exist. I have been in the lowest levels of life and have seen people who, even when they have fallen into darkness, still embrace true love in the darkness where there is no end in sight. That love still shines in the darkness, and it is undoubtedly true love. Love has nothing to do with darkness or light.

So, what exactly is his so-called love? However, no matter how hard I think about it, I will never come up with the answer.

Those who were eliminated by Dumbledore hated him and became his enemies. He enhanced his reputation by defeating these enemies. In his world, there seemed to be only two choices: turning people into enemies or subordinates.

Speaking of love, it still lacks a bit of tenderness, right? Yes, tenderness. It would be better if he could be more gentle. What is lacking is not love, but tenderness. Without a considerate heart and tenderness, you can't really care about others. Instead of shouting love, it might be better to shout tenderness, right? At least, I think what Tom Riddle needs is tenderness.

Love alone is not enough to save a person. Knowing love does not mean that one will not fall into darkness. Sometimes, it is love that pushes people into darkness. Love can be redemption, but it also hides danger.

I avoided falling into darkness because of my love for my parents. But the world is not as gentle as imagined, and you cannot survive by love alone.

Tom Riddle seemed to be pushed into a desperate situation step by step. As the children said, his wish to stay in Hogwarts was taken advantage of. If he had been treated with a little more sympathy at that time, perhaps he could have avoided falling into darkness. After all, he was monitored as a suspect since he was in school. At that time, he should have been protected gently. But to protect gently, you need love. In this way, although Dumbledore always preached the greatness of love, he actually did not have much love for his students.

The children said that there was darkness in Tom's heart, but Dumbledore's heart was also very dark.

Dumbledore was great at exploiting the pure emotions of others, wasn't he? Me and my family were no exception. He took advantage of my being a werewolf and my parents' fears about the future.

I almost fell into darkness like Tom Riddle. Although I am not a particularly powerful wizard and will not have such a big impact on the wizarding world, maybe in his heart, he also hopes that I will fall. That's why he left me aside even though he knew that my family was bankrupt and in trouble, or he wanted me to rely on him so that he could manipulate me. The children said that he hated those who had darkness in their hearts. Aren't Peter, Snape and I the best examples? Peter fell, Snape also fell, and what about me? Does he also hope that I will fall? Or, is he testing me, even if there is darkness in my heart, I will not fall, so he trusts me?

However, people like James and Lily who were obviously not corrupted died, Sirius also died socially in Azkaban, Frank and Alice almost died, and the Pruitt brothers were gone. Even if Dumbledore determined that they would not corrupt, the future would not be better.

After all, neither light nor darkness brings happiness, does it?