Harry Potter: Who cares about belated motherly love?

Really, this is the most troublesome time. Don't ask me to do something that you can't do... You always think that with your ability, you can definitely do it, right? Every time you look at me with that kind of expectant eyes. When I am stared at by such pure and innocent eyes, I almost subconsciously say: "No problem!" Although there are some things I can do, I don't want to do them at all. At the beginning, I always responded confidently, "Of course I can do it," but now I have learned -

The question is not whether it can be done.

After several times of being easily hooked and falling, I finally understood the importance of considering the consequences before taking action. Aunt Lucretia, Narcissa and Lucius always laughed at me, saying "You are such a fool", while the head of the Weasley family praised Ron, saying "You are worthy of being my nephew." In fact, Ron is more like Arthur, but although Arthur is very strict, at least he doesn't say things I don't expect like Ron.

Ron always asked unexpected questions, which made it difficult for me to deal with him. One summer vacation, Bill was away and I couldn't handle it anymore. I had to swallow my pride and ask Snape for help. I apologized to him several times for what happened at Hogwarts, so he would occasionally help me solve the problem. Although he always said with a sneer "You can't even do this kind of thing", he still helped me... I was really stupid.

I also confessed to Harry that James and I had once been determined to bully Snape together. Harry gently said to me: "I heard about it from my aunt a long time ago. I knew it before I was adopted." When he asked me if I had apologized formally, I frankly said that I had just apologized in tears a while ago. Harry patted my head and praised me for being able to realize my mistakes and apologize proactively. It was amazing.

In addition to the summer vacation, I also went to Lucius for help. Although he always laughed at me, "You can't even do this kind of thing", he still helped me... Everyone is so kind. I understand that Slytherin students actually have an imperceptible gentleness. I used to only look at the surface, and I was indeed a fool.

Although I often trouble others, I finally learned not to be led by others and know how to say no to others. I can't be easily fooled by provocations. As long as I clearly express "no", they won't force me. In the past, I was always unable to say no under Ron's expectant eyes. Whenever he asked "Can't you do it?", I always answered confidently "Of course", without realizing that I could actually say no.

When Bill was away, I had to face these problems alone. The twins often agreed with Ron, thinking it was fun, which made things worse. The seemingly rational Percy always watched from the sidelines, and although he would give advice to his brothers, he never stopped their provocations to me. The tenderness that Percy showed to his brothers was never given to me.

As long as I say "no", they will give up quickly. This is their advantage! If only I had done this from the beginning, I was really stupid in the past... When I think back to when others called me a fool, I always complain in my heart: "How could I be a fool!" Now it seems that they are right, I am indeed a fool. But I am still a fool who can learn from it.

After Ron left, Harry praised me, saying that I had made progress by not being easily lured into Azkaban to observe the Dementors.

I became a little smarter.

"Before releasing the Dementors, I'm afraid we have to analyze the data on the dangerous experiments that the wizards have conducted in Azkaban. Perhaps the current guard system is the result of the research and analysis. If someone advocates releasing the Dementors, at least they have to investigate the number first. Will they increase? The Ministry of Magic may have conducted a private investigation. After all, in addition to the prisoners, there are some other people in Azkaban. If the Dementors flood into the wizarding world after they are released, it may cause chaos. Not everyone can use the Patronus Charm. If this really happens, the scene will be terrible."

"However, I don't think there is any relevant information in this house. If there is, it may be in the library of another dark magic family. If the Ministry of Magic has management, it should be in the Department of Mysteries. However, the origin magic of Dementors may still be hidden in the records of a dark magic family. Regardless of dark or light, studying the family's information is the most practical. Studying Dementors alone is valuable enough."

"After all, we have discovered various magic books and materials from many famous families before, but those families themselves may not have a complete grasp of their materials."

"There are crazy researchers in every era, so why not send them? They should be happy to accept this mission, right? However, I would like to see if those who advocate the release of Dementors can be sent."

Bill is indeed a Weasley...

"That's a good idea. But you need a reason to exile them. You can try to recruit some people to do an ecological survey. Maybe there will be curious people willing to participate.

Alternatively, see if there are any prisoners who are interested in Dementors and ask them to do research on your behalf. Tell them that you can reduce their sentences, and maybe some will take the risk and try it.

Whether it was the Dark Arts that created Dementors or the Dark Arts that exploited existing Dementors, the Dark wizard was a genius. We can't be sure if he created them or just discovered them and exploited them. But in any case, being able to keep a Dementor like Misaki there is amazing. How did he control them? Did he end up becoming a Dementor himself?

"We can't rule out this possibility. He may really want to become a higher spiritual life form. In order to achieve this goal, he may have continued to experiment and eventually created the Dementors."

"There are quite a few magicians like this. They pursue these things intently, but end up getting further and further away from higher existences."

"Why do people who pursue this kind of thing always seem so vulgar?"

"Isn't it because they are vulgar that they pursue these things?"

"That's true. Maybe deep down they really hate themselves, and their current selves don't satisfy them. They should accept their own flaws, but they don't want to face them, so they become obsessed with these strange studies. In fact, the most important thing is to examine your own heart."

"Bill said it very well! You are worthy of being my brother!"

Ron really admires Bill... Compared to me, he is much more mature. Bill can always control those naughty brothers very well. What about me? I am always fooled by them. But as long as Bill reminds them gently, those brothers will immediately obey. No matter what I say, they will completely ignore it.

Oh...I really hope Bill can graduate soon. There is only one year left, it seems so far away...

Afterwards, I secretly asked the Minister of Magic, and sure enough, he did not answer my question directly.

I talked to the wizards who were against the idea of ​​Dementors as jailers, and they listened very carefully. They agreed that they really couldn't release Dementors rashly, after all, there was no scientific evidence. I suggested that they investigate, but they kept shaking their heads. I heard that they are now looking for a crazy researcher. It is said that even crazy Celtic Barn refused, saying that he was not interested in Dementors. They are also looking for someone who can transform into an animal to help, but even Rita refused. Others who can transform into animals also refused. Of course, I myself have made it clear that I will never participate in such an investigation.

Hmm... I guess I can't find such a person.

Later, someone mentioned that Dementors were similar to the Asian monster "Misaki", so someone asked the Asian Onmyoji. The Onmyoji said that if only the Japanese version of the investigation materials and victim reports were needed, they could copy and send them, but they would have to pay for the copying fee, work fee and postage. So the group that opposed Dementors as jailers raised funds to pay for these expenses.

A few days later, they received a large amount of information. I asked them what to do with so much Japanese information. They said that they asked Crabbe and Goyle's son to help translate it because they were proficient in the language.

Ah, those two big eaters? But it was incredible that they actually accepted the task. After all, they seemed to have no interest in anything other than eating. I asked them how they did it, and they said that one of the event members was an employee of the transportation department and had been to many countries. He showed the two people a list of countries and regions he had been to, and promised to take them to any place they wanted to go on their next vacation, and would handle the cumbersome travel procedures for them. So the two people who were eager to explore the world of food immediately agreed.

A few months later, the information translated into English was finally delivered. I have to say, those two were really capable, and the amount of information was quite huge. Although their abilities would not be fully utilized when food was not involved, once food was involved, they were simply invincible.

As a result, everyone turned against releasing the Dementors.

Indeed, these data show that the Asian "Misaki" and the Dementors have many similarities. Although the two countries are different, they are both island countries, and the geographical environment surrounded by the ocean may have prompted the emergence of similar beings. We have to speculate that the Dementors may have been created by a dark wizard based on Misaki, or after transformation and manipulation.

Therefore, releasing the Dementors would only bring greater disasters. The best way is to seal them in Azkaban, use the prisoners as food, and let them continue to be trapped on that isolated island. Although we cannot say that the Dementors are exactly the same as Misaki, we cannot conclude that they are completely different beings. The scale of the damage in Asia is simply unimaginable. It is really admirable that the people of that country can still survive. Moreover, their prey criteria are unknown and there is no effective way to deal with them. Even if a warlock encounters and repels one by chance, there are countless similar beings that continue to appear, and it is impossible to completely eliminate them. Even if they are sealed, there will always be someone who is stupid enough to break the seal and cause them to revive again. The seal itself shows that these beings are too powerful to be completely eliminated. They do not distinguish between wizards and Muggles, and anyone can become prey. Such terrible beings are everywhere on that island? And there are different kinds. Oh, no wonder they worship so many gods, probably to pray for protection. There are too many dangers in that place. I am so glad that I am British.

The information was eventually submitted to the Ministry of Magic, where it was reviewed by all senior staff. Later, a special "Misaki" information room was set up, where any Ministry employee could make an appointment to view it. Even ordinary people could view the information by appointment. External activists, researchers, and journalists came to read it. As a result, the entire wizarding community quickly reached a consensus that no one advocated for the release of Dementors or their use as Azkaban's jailers.