After rebirth, I don’t want to be a Mary Sue heroine anymore!

Lin Han's gossiping heart also came up, and he said with some ridicule: "Look at you, your status is so noble, why would anyone bully you?

For people like us, your identity is something we dream of!"

I covered my face with a handkerchief and sobbed, “Look, who would believe what kind of life a person like me can lead in the mansion?

Even if I tell you, you won't believe it! It was my father's idea to let Luo Qingqing marry the fifth prince.

I didn’t like the fifth prince at first, but Luo Qingqing did.

Because she likes it, I have to choose the prince I don’t like.

I could have chosen other outstanding princes.

But because Luo Qingqing likes it, I have to sacrifice my happiness.

If I don't want to, I might die one day.

My father has been living on my mother's dowry for so many years, but he brought his illegitimate daughter back home openly.

Doting on her more than me, do you think I am willing to accept this? I know that although you and Luo Qingqing are good on the surface, you are not good behind the scenes.

She once told me that you often bullied her and asked me to help her.

You thought I could use my status as the daughter of the Prime Minister to suppress you!"

Under this system, concubines hated illegitimate daughters the most. Concubines could at least be seen by others, but illegitimate daughters were the most shameful, and all concubines hated them.

Although Lin Han hated Luo Qingqing, she only said it lip service and had no intention of actually bullying him.

Lin Han would sometimes think that Luo Qingqing had a pretty hard life as she had lost her parents since childhood.

Lin Han didn't expect that all this was just appearance, and it was all for her to hear and see. Luo Qingqing actually wanted to bully her in private, how could she bear it.

Lin Han looked at me and said angrily: "Isn't your mother of noble birth able to discipline your father?

Why are you willing to be bullied?

Can't we get a divorce? Are you lying to me?"

Lin Han was afraid of being cheated and was afraid that I was also cheating her, so she asked this.

I sighed several times before continuing, "I want to, too!

But my mother told me that we are ministers of the Dayun Dynasty. We must establish a good image!

I am the lucky star of Dayun Dynasty. If my parents divorce, everyone will think that my family is not harmonious.

How could the people be willing to believe that I am the lucky star of the Dayun Dynasty?

I am Dayunchao's reassurance, so there can't be any problems in my family!

I can't solve it myself, so I have no solution!

It’s not that I haven’t looked for other candidates, but none of them are as smart as you!”

Lin Han understood what I said, and I praised her again. She said proudly: "Of course, don't you see who I am?"

I nodded sincerely, and then said: "The fifth prince's mother is also dead. If she marries another prince, I'm afraid she will be tortured by the queens.

If you marry the fifth prince, it will be just you and Luo Qingqing, and we'll see who will win the game.

Moreover, before her death, Concubine Li gave the Fifth Prince a large sum of wealth.

If the Fifth Prince marries you, can the betrothal gift be small?

I'm still here, so of course I'll fight for something for you!

You want Lin Miaoke to find a new champion, but the Fifth Prince's status is much higher than that of the new champion, but in the end, you are still the best?"

After hearing what I said, Lin Han naturally agreed to it readily.

Lin Han also comforted me and said: "Don't cry. I used to think you lived better than me, so I was super jealous of you.

Now it seems that you are just a superficial glory! Since Luo Qingqing dared to lie to me, I naturally can't let her have an easy time.

Don't cry, I've promised you, if Luo Qingqing bullies you, I will bully you back!"

I nodded immediately and said to Lin Han: "Thank you, thank you for helping me!"

Seeing that I didn't cry, Lin Han asked curiously: "How are you going to help me? Do I still have a chance now?"

I whispered a few words into Lin Han's ear, and she was a little hesitant. I didn't press her.

I just held Lin Han's hand and said: "You can think about this matter. Nothing ventured, nothing gained. If there are other better ways, you can also tell me.

We are all in the same boat now, so naturally we have to discuss everything together.

We’ll talk about it in a few days. Anyway, there’s still some time before the Dragon Boat Festival.

Neither you nor I are in a hurry! We have to leave quickly, otherwise it might arouse suspicion from others."

Lin Han and I left the restaurant one by one in a bad mood. Some passers-by came to watch the fun and noticed that we didn't continue arguing or fighting.

Everyone quickly dispersed.

Xiaotao and I drove away, and when we got home, I saw a letter for me.

I quickly opened the letter and found that it was from Li Jingyan. Li Jingyan and I hadn't seen each other for a long time, and I didn't know what he wanted to talk to me about.

At night, I took advantage of the moonlight to escape from the house again and came to the agreed place.

The address is in a house on the outskirts of the city. When you get close to the house, you can smell the medicinal fragrance emanating from the house, which makes people feel smooth.

I walked to the door and saw Li Jingyan still collecting the medicinal herbs he had hung out to dry, so I hurried over to help Li Jingyan.

"Do you know why I want to talk to you about this?" Li Jingyan asked me while fiddling with his own medicinal herbs.

I shook my head!

Li Jingyan looked up at me with amusement and said, "You dare to come here alone without knowing what's going on. Aren't you afraid that you may come here alive but die when you return?"

I looked at Li Jingyan and said firmly: "Impossible, you are not that kind of person. You won't take my life!"

Li Jingyan didn't say anything and just fiddled with his medicinal herbs.

After a long while, Li Jingyan finished his work. He invited me into the house, poured me some Cassia Seed Tea and said, "Drink this. You are worried too much. Can't sleep?

The most important thing in life is to relax your mind! "

I nodded and drank the tea in my hand. I looked around the room carefully again. It wasn't very big.

This is a house. In front of it is a yard for drying medicinal herbs, and behind it is a mountain of medicinal herbs. It can be said to be a treasure land.

The house is not big, but it is very tidy.

Li Jingyan looked at me looking around and said awkwardly: "Although this place is a little shabby, it is quiet and comfortable!"

I nodded. This is indeed the feeling here. It makes people feel peaceful inside.

At this time, I asked, "Why did you ask me to come here?"

Li Jingyan asked me seriously, "Have you come into contact with some Western flowers recently? Or are you using them yourself?"

I asked in confusion: "Why do you say that? I've been the same as usual recently. I just went to the temple!"

Li Jingyan said in disbelief: "Impossible! I couldn't have smelled it wrong. When you were arguing with others today, I was in the crowd.

I smell the scent of that flower. The scent of this flower is so unique that it cannot be mistaken.

You still have that smell on you now!"

I asked anxiously: "What is this flower called? What is its function?"

“This flower is called Datura. It can cause hallucinations after consumption. This flower is very poisonous.

If people take trace amounts of it for a long time, it can kill them directly!"

I looked at Li Jingyan with amusement and said: "Did you smell it wrongly? Or are you too nervous?

If this flower can cause hallucinations, I have never had any hallucinations.

Besides, my life trajectory is the same as before. If someone wants to harm me, there is no chance. "

Li Jingyan said firmly: "Impossible. You have to believe me. I have been practicing medicine for many years and it is impossible for me to make a mistake.

This flower is extremely hard to find. If someone wants to harm you, they must be either rich or noble."

What Li Jingyan said made me a little panicked, and I couldn’t tell the difference between these things.

I immediately asked anxiously: "How can we distinguish the smell of this flower?

I can't smell anything by myself.

You said that they are either rich or noble. The people I come into contact with every day are either rich or noble.

At present, I can only tell who drugged me by smelling it, otherwise I will never find out in this life!"

Li Jingyan nodded, handed me a medicine bottle, gave me the pills inside, and then said to me seriously: "After you take this medicine, your sense of smell will become particularly sensitive.

You will be able to smell it then. But one pill can only last for twelve hours!

There is still some poison in your body. I will prescribe some pills for you later. You should take them carefully to expel the toxins from your body.

If you say you don't have hallucinations, I really can't figure it out. It may also be mixed with some other drugs to reduce the toxicity and stop causing hallucinations.

Long-term exposure to this drug will cause serious damage to you, so you should check it out carefully. "

I nodded and said to Li Jingyan: "Thank you!"

"What's there to thank me for? A friend's friend is my friend. We are all friends, this is what should happen." Li Jingyan replied to me cheerfully.

Naturally, I had some doubts in my mind. Li Jingyan did not live here. The place he lived before was much bigger and more luxurious than here.

For him, this place is nothing compared to his old house.

Li Jingyan saw my confusion and said with relief: "My family doesn't agree with me learning this. I used to learn it secretly. But this time I was discovered.

My family asked me to choose between wealth and glory and this, so I naturally chose what I like and came here.

This yard is big enough to hold my dreams. "

"Why don't my family members allow me to do this? If you learn this, you can cure diseases and save lives. This is such a great thing!" I said with some regret.

"I heard that my ancestor was a famous imperial physician, but he was forced to get involved in the harem struggle and was accused of a crime. He almost had his entire clan implicated.

After our ancestors were killed, no one in our family planned to study medicine and regarded this as the bottom line of the family.

This bottom line will not be given up just because I like it." Li Jingyan said helplessly.

"You can avoid these problems if you don't enter the palace. You can be an idle doctor outside. It would be great to be happy and realize your dream!" I said with some hope.

“But my family didn’t think that studying medicine was crossing the line, so I had no choice but to give up.

It's impossible to live here. If you need anything or encounter any problems in the future, you can come to me.

If I'm not at home, I'll go to the back mountain to collect herbs. Just go to the back mountain to find me!" Li Jingyan said.

I nodded, and after Li Jingyan gave me the medicine, I went back.

I really can't figure out who wants to kill me.

The people I've come into contact with recently are all people who might have gotten these drugs, but they have no reason to harm me.

I am in a cooperative relationship with them now, and they know very well that if I die, they will not have an easy life.

I suddenly remembered that I have been very sleepy every day recently. As soon as the time comes at night, I will fall asleep.

When I got home, I immediately woke Xiao Tao up and asked anxiously, "Xiao Tao, have you seen any strange behavior after I fell asleep recently?"

Xiaotao was almost asleep on my bed. After I woke her up, she still needed some time to think.

After a while, Xiao Tao said, "It is true that recently. Miss never talked in her sleep before. But recently, Miss has been talking in her sleep a lot.

Sometimes he would get up and walk around, but then he would automatically go back to lie down.

Sometimes I would sit up and cry. There were several times when Xiaotao went to find you, but you pushed her away, saying you were fine.

Xiao Tao thought the young lady knew her situation, so she said nothing.

I didn't expect that Miss didn't know anything. Miss, have you discovered anything?"

I immediately shook my head and said, “It’s just that I’ve been feeling very sleepy lately, and every time I wake up, I feel like I was in a fight the night before, and my whole body aches.

If you didn’t know, you would think I went to the battlefield in the middle of the night!

I just had this feeling recently and thought something was wrong, but it turns out I was sleepwalking recently.

It seems that I may have been worrying too much lately.

It's okay, Xiaotao, go down and have a rest! "

Xiaotao nodded and stepped back.

At this moment, I dare not trust anyone. Anyone who comes into contact with me may hurt me.

Xiao Tao has been with me for a long time, but I don’t dare to bet that she really won’t be bribed by others. Everyone has their own troubles.

If someone happened to solve Xiaotao's problem and Xiaotao turned to someone else, this would be something I could not predict.

I lay down peacefully, thinking that the best thing to do now was to be quiet and let myself calm down.

I simplified everything around me so I could see where the poison was coming from.

At this point, no matter what I was thinking about, I seemed to stop imagining and fall asleep immediately.

I was still thinking about how I was going to find the person who poisoned me.

The next second I fell asleep. The speed was so fast that I felt it was too scary.

The next day, when I woke up, I was still sore.