After rebirth, I don’t want to be a Mary Sue heroine anymore!

Two people kicked me, and I didn't know where I fell. Everything in my past life flashed by like a revolving lantern. I realized that since I was born, my life was destined to be a stepping stone for Luo Qingqing.

Since God has allowed me to live this life again, I must let her taste my suffering, and she must never try to take away everything that belongs to me in this life.

When I opened my eyes again, I had become a baby. I thought rebirth should start at a certain point, but I didn't expect it to start from a baby. This further proves that my life is a lie. If I want to be myself in this life, I must start from a baby.

When I saw my mother's face, I cried out "wow", thinking of how my mother was kicked to the ground by another woman in her attempt to find me after I died in my previous life. She was a proud person who was willing to give up her dignity for me. I cried when I thought of it.

After giving birth to me, my mother was very weak and closed her eyes to rest. But when she heard me crying, she told the midwife to take me over. She gently held me in her arms and said to me, "Child, please don't cry. I will come back to see you when I feel better and hold you to play. I am really weak. Can I take a rest?"

I stopped crying immediately after hearing this, because I didn't want my dear mother to suffer. But my cheap father came late after seeing that my mother was almost rested after giving birth, and he made his usual excuse: "I was busy with work and was delayed by something."

The fact is, ever since my mother became pregnant, the emperor seldom arranged things for my father. Thinking that he could take care of my mother at home, there was no question of him being busy at work.

My cheap dad just took me and was about to tease me, but I started crying when I looked at him. Thinking of my tragic death in my previous life, which was caused by him, I really didn't want to stay in his arms for a moment.

When my father saw him holding me, I started to cry, his eyebrows knitted together, and his expression was very unhappy. But he looked at my mother again, and then found an excuse for himself and said, "Is she hungry?"

My mother took it and didn't want to look at my cheap father. She hummed a little tune to coax me. When I saw it was my mother, I immediately quieted down.

My mother loves me more than that cheap old father. My cheap old father got a great bargain by marrying my mother.

My mother's name is Wang Yuyuan. She was the daughter of a general who founded the Dayun Dynasty and had a distinguished family background. The current Queen Mother wanted my mother to enter the palace to be selected as a concubine. But my mother didn't want to. She felt that the high palace walls would restrict her life. She liked to wield swords and swords by nature and liked freedom.

So my mother refused to enter the palace as a concubine. The Queen Mother was afraid of the power of my mother's family. If my mother did not enter the palace and married a minister of the current dynasty, then if my mother's family wanted to rebel, wouldn't it be easy?

My mother was not married when she was young. One Lantern Festival, when my mother was out for a walk, her purse was accidentally stolen. My mother wanted to chase the thief, but there were too many people at the Lantern Festival, and the thief was gone in the blink of an eye.

At this time, the mother was still regretting that she should have prepared more money, otherwise she would have liked a cat lamp but had no money to buy it. She was thinking about whether to exchange her hairpin for the lamp.

The man selling lanterns said, "Miss, your money was stolen, right? If you like this lantern, take it and it will be a gift to you."

The mother really liked the lantern, but thought she couldn't get it for free, so she said, "How about I use the hairpin on my head as collateral. I'll bring money in exchange for it at this time tomorrow. This hairpin is also valuable." The man nodded in agreement.

The next day, when my mother went there again, the man was also there. My mother gave him money and he also gave her a hairpin.

Seeing how honest he was, his mother asked him why he set up a stall here to sell lanterns, since he was also a scholar.

The man said that he was indeed a scholar, but he had just arrived in Beijing and had no money, so he wanted to buy lanterns to save money for the exam.

My mother was moved to support him, and then sponsored him to take the exam, and he finally won the third place. This man is my cheap father Luo Wenqian.

In her interactions with my father, my mother felt that he was a very reliable person. In addition, he was a third place winner in the imperial examination and a new official in the court. She felt that she could be trusted for life.

My father did fall in love with my mother as they got along, and then they got married and had children.

My father's official position was not very high at the beginning, and because of my mother's family connections, the emperor did not dare to use him.

After marriage, my father had less things to do and basically stayed at home with my mother. My mother gave birth to my brother in the first year of her marriage and gave birth to me in the fifth year.

My father was supposed to never get promoted in his lifetime. But when my mother was pregnant with me, the Imperial Astronomical Observatory observed the sky at night and said that a lucky star would be born in Dayun Dynasty, which would lead Dayun to prosperity.

When the emperor heard this, he was immediately overjoyed, and asked the Imperial Observatory to see if they could find out where the lucky star would be born.

After a calculation, the Imperial Astronomical Observatory said it was my father's residence. They also said that when a lucky star is born, it should be born into a prominent family, otherwise it may not be able to bear this blessing. A mother is honored by her son, and a son can also be honored by his mother.

The emperor didn't believe these words at first and only gave my father a slight promotion.

When I was born, it had rained in the capital for ten consecutive days. If it continued to rain, the capital would probably be flooded. The emperor was extremely anxious, and all the flood control methods he had tried were unsuccessful.

The emperor asked the Imperial Observatory what the sky said. The Imperial Observatory calculated and said just wait a while, the lucky star will appear in the next two days and the rain will stop naturally.

Sure enough, when my mother was about to give birth to me, the rain gradually became lighter, and then it stopped, but the sky did not clear up. When I made my first sound, the sun suddenly appeared in the sky.

This made the emperor and the people very happy. When the sun came out, the rain on the ground could evaporate. The moment the emperor heard my voice, he immediately promoted my father and made him a tutor.

When I was born, everyone was happy and thought I was lucky because my father was promoted to Taifu when I was born, which is something many people would not envy.

At the same time, during my 100-day banquet, the emperor issued an order that my future husband could be chosen from among his princes. Whoever I chose would be the future emperor. This made countless people envious and jealous, because they knew that this was telling the world that I was the future queen.

It all seemed like it was because my father became the prime minister, so the emperor liked me because of this identity. Add to that the power of my mother's family, and I became the future queen because of my parents.

But the fact is that it is because of me that my father has all the fame, fortune and status he has.

My father was not as honest as he had been before. He was married before going to Beijing for the exam, but because of my mother, he did not dare to let his wife show up.

He was afraid that it would affect his promotion, and even the lantern he gave was just to help him get close to my mother. He saw that my mother's clothes were unusual, so she was definitely not an ordinary person.

A daughter raised in seclusion is relatively simple, and as a descendant of a military commander, she is straightforward. Naturally, she would not think of so many twists and turns.

Later, my father's original wife Li Cui came to find me and found out that my father had become rich but did not look for her. She burst into tears. My father also had feelings for his original wife.

The two rekindled their old love, and my father used the promise of great wealth to seduce Li Cui. He said that when he got my mother's dowry and the family property, he would marry Li Cui in a grand ceremony.

Li Cui was naturally unable to control herself in the face of such overwhelming wealth, and she was envious of the silk and satin my father was wearing. She compromised and conspired with my father.

After Li Cui and my father got together, she became pregnant. Not long after that, my mother also became pregnant. Li Cui gave birth to a girl named Luo Qingqing before my mother, and I was born later.

In order to get to know the Luo family better and to implement the plan, Li Cui became a wet nurse in my house.

When Li Cui saw me when I was born, she was like the moon surrounded by stars. However, although she was also the daughter of Luo Wenqian, Luo Qingqing could only be secretive and did not dare to say that she was Luo Wenqian's daughter, but said that she was someone else's child.

My father was in charge of matters like the wet nurse. Thinking of how hard my mother worked, he took on many of the tasks, even though the job wasn't very demanding to begin with.

The family's expenses were all supported by my mother's dowry, and Luo Wenqian could make a little money from it while managing household affairs.

My mother fed me herself at first, but later her milk was insufficient, so she gave me to Li Cuilai to take care of.

Because I have been in poor health since childhood, Li Cui drank medicine that was harmful to my body, but the dosage was not large. I was still a child in my previous life, so how could I know this? I naturally drank a lot.

In this life, Li Cui still wants to treat me with the same trick, but unfortunately I already knew it all, so how could I let her get her wish?

Every time she feeds me, I bite her like crazy, then spit out all the milk I sucked out without eating a single bite. It hurts every time she feeds me.

Especially when my mother was around, I bit even harder, and she didn't dare to get angry. She could only endure it silently, and then go to my father to complain.

Every time my mother saw me spitting up milk, she thought something was wrong with me, but after looking at Li Cui's face, she felt that there was nothing wrong.

My father was very worried about Li Cui. He could do nothing when he saw me biting Li Cui. After all, I was still a child.

When my grandmother came, she said to my mother, "Maybe you don't like this wet nurse? Why don't you change her?"

My mother immediately found a new wet nurse to feed me milk. I drank it immediately without biting her.

My mother was very happy to see me breastfeeding, and so was my grandmother. Everyone was surrounding me. I looked up and saw hatred in Li Cui's eyes. I couldn't stand it anymore.

My mother wanted to fire Li Cui. But Li Cui cried and said, "Madam, please don't do that. My husband just died and I have a little girl to support. If I lose this job, I don't know what to do. I came from the countryside and I don't know anything. I am afraid that my child and I will starve to death on the street. Please have mercy on me, Madam."

My mother was a soft-hearted person, and my father kept saying that Li Cui's family was pitiful and that she was very capable, and that a wet nurse was sometimes too busy to handle everything. The family didn't need the money, so they let her stay.

My father naturally wouldn't let her go. Otherwise, if Li Cui left, he would have to be even more secretive if he wanted to see his daughter, which would definitely not be possible.

Besides, I was just a child and Li Cui was my wet nurse, so we spent a lot of time together. How could I bear to let Li Cui go?

But this is exactly what I want. If she leaves, the show will be difficult to continue.

My father is not an honest man either. He often comes to see Li Cui under the pretext of visiting me.

The other wet nurse was only responsible for feeding me every day, while Li Cui is now only responsible for coaxing me to sleep.

Every time my father always thought that I knew nothing, and then when he came to see me, he would talk to Li Cui in private.

My father even gave Li Cui a packet of powdered medicine and said, "From today on, find a way to keep it with the new wet nurse. This medicine won't be discovered. You can't let this child be too healthy, otherwise it might be difficult to kill her in the future. Don't put too much in it. She is keeping it to pave the way for Qingqing in the future. You can't let her die."

I listened to these plots and snorted in my heart. He was a beast, trying to torture his own daughter to death.

When Li Cui took the medicine, I immediately started crying, and then my mother came. She was just passing by, but she thought I was sleeping, so she didn't come in to disturb me.

My mother pushed open the door and saw my father was there too, and Li Cui looked a little flustered.

My mother immediately asked: "Why is the child crying?" and saw my father there.

My father immediately replied: "I wanted to come and see our baby girl, but when I was about to hug her, she started crying. Does our baby girl not like me?"

My mother took me in her arms and coaxed me for a while, then thought about it and gave me to another wet nurse to feed me.

I calmed down after drinking the milk. I drank a lot of milk. After all, Li Cui was going to poison the wet nurse, and I didn't dare to drink any milk. My mother couldn't find out.

When my mother saw that I had stopped making a fuss, she went to comfort my father and said, "Our daughter is just hungry. It's not like she doesn't like you. By the way, the child doesn't have a name yet. I think we should give her a name as soon as possible."

Luo Wenqian nodded, and then said: "Let's name our child Qingqing. Luo Qingqing, this name sounds nice."

My mother nodded. My mother didn't like reading before, so she naturally didn't know how to name a child. Now that there is a ready-made name, it is naturally very good.

Soon, the farce was over. After learning my name, Li Cui looked at me with poisonous eyes, as if she wanted to eat me alive on the spot.

And I opened my innocent eyes and knew nothing.