After rebirth, I don’t want to be a Mary Sue heroine anymore!

Over the years, Winslow has grown up.

From a babbling child, he grew into a well-mannered child, and then into a king who could rule the court.

I watched him grow from a little kid to an adult, and I couldn't help but feel happy for him.

The question he asked most during these years was where his father was.

When he was a child, he saw Chen Siyue, who grew up with him, being loved by Chen Meng.

He came to me with a wronged look on his face, looking unhappy and refusing to tell me what was going on.

After I asked him repeatedly, he could only stammer and ask me: "Mother, why do other people have fathers who love them, but I don't?

You always say that father, even though he has gone far away, he is still thinking about us from afar.

However, Chen Siyue told me that if a person really cares about another person, he will come back no matter how far away he is.

I haven't seen my father for so many years, ten years.

Where did he go and why didn't he come back for so long?

Maybe he doesn't love me, so he doesn't want to come back."

After listening to it, I felt mixed emotions.

If Wen Yichen were still here, he would definitely come to me no matter how far away he was.

But now, he is no longer here at all.

He has already left this world, how could he come back?

In the past, when he asked me, I didn’t know how to answer and would often lie to him.

He asked many people around him, but no one was willing to tell him the real answer.

Everyone felt that this answer was too cruel for him.

Looking at Wen Silu in front of him, he looks more and more like Wen Yichen.

I think Winslow has grown up, and there are some things he should know.

I pulled Wen Silu aside with a serious expression and sighed: "Silu, we have indeed deceived you over the years.

If I tell you the truth, I don’t know if you can accept it.”

When Wenslo heard that I had lied to him, a chill appeared in his eyes.

Winslow thought for a while, then mustered up the courage to speak: "Mother, I have grown up.

If you have anything to say, you can just tell me directly.

There is no need to hide it.

Over the years, I have always had some complaints about my father.

Many people have the love of their fathers, but I don’t.

Every time I asked them, they said they went to a very far place.

But when I asked where they had gone, no one said anything.

This matter seems to have become something that everyone keeps silent about.

I also doubted what the truth was.

Mother, since you have decided to tell me the truth, don't worry that I can't bear it. I am not that fragile yet."

I looked at Winslow in front of me, speaking earnestly.

I drank a sip of tea before I spoke slowly: "Back then, when you were still young, your father passed away.

He died to protect you and me.

He is a very nice person.

In the past, I thought that you were still young and would not be able to bear it, so I never told you.

Your father is a very good man.

He loves you too.

Do you receive a letter from your father every month or every year?

And this letter was given to you by Lord Chen.

These letters were all written by your father when he was dying.

There, it's all your father's love.

He is most worried about you.

The most regrettable thing is that I can’t grow up with you.

However, all this was not what he wanted.

Perhaps you don’t know what death means yet! "

Winslow couldn't help but be curious: "Is it the death written in the book? It doesn't exist in this world anymore!"

I shook my head, then nodded and said, "Yes and no!

Death, you can understand it as, his body is dead.

But he didn't leave because you would miss him.

He will definitely care about you and stay by your side.

But not in his original form anymore.

He is free!

He can turn into your summer breeze and cool you down!

Transform into the sunset you see when you are depressed, to make you smile.

It will also be the grass that stays by your side when you are happy!

Maybe he can't touch you as a human.

But as long as you care about him, he will always exist!

I think he must be very happy to see you like this.

He once thought that you might hate him after knowing the truth, but I think you won’t! "

After hearing what I said, Winslow thought of the scene I described and couldn't help but said with a smile: "Father is free.

I should be happy. Many books are about freedom.

There are also many books that describe how people cannot break free from their shackles and cannot have true freedom.

Now that I think about it, my father must have been very happy at that moment.

I don't have to blame him for these.

Perhaps he was forced to leave.

But as long as he is happy!

I still have my mother, and we are all living well.

My father will be very happy to see us like this!"

I touched Winslow's head and felt relieved.

Wen Silu, like Wen Yichen, takes everything very lightly.

Over the years, whenever he received a letter from Wen Yichen, he would share it with me.

He sometimes boasted that his father wrote him letters.

The most common thing written in the letter was that he should be filial to me and listen to me no matter what others said.

Winslow is also very obedient and has never caused me any worries over the years.

After that, Winslow never asked me about his father again.

And I no longer want to talk about this matter.

This is a wound in my heart.

Over the years, I have kept in touch with Li Wenxian. He has also come to Beijing, of course, to discuss business.

We always talk about the past, and Wen Yichen has become more and more vague in our memories.

However, we remember more and more deeply the kindness he has shown us.

Li Wenxian's business was getting better and better, and he gave most of the money to Dayunchao.

He is not a person who loves money very much, it's just that all his good friends have left him.

Li Wenxian could only use business to numb himself and stop himself from thinking about the past.

Lin Miaoke often brings her daughter to my palace to play with me.

Lin Miaoke is living a good life now, and I feel very happy too.

Lin Miaoke comforts me most of the time.

She was afraid of me and that one day she would not be able to hold on any longer.

She is always like this, always thinking about others.

Chen Siyue became more and more adorable, and spent more and more time playing with Wen Siluo.

I know that there is some unknown affection quietly rising between these two little guys.

Their story is about to begin again.

Lin Miaoke was sincerely happy looking at these two people. Both of them were good kids, and it would be nice if they could be together.

I saw Lin Miaoke's expression and couldn't help but joke: "These two guys, I think there's a story to come.

However, let them develop however they want.

We have no right to interfere in the affairs of the younger generation.

Miao Ke, we can just drink tea every day.

The children have their own thoughts too!"

Lin Miaoke, looking at the two children chasing each other in the yard, couldn't help but nodded with a smile.

Wenqiao would also come to see me, and she was always reckless.

But I quite like her this way, she has never changed.

After marrying Luo Chen, Luo Chen spoiled her in every way.

Wen Qiao never took advantage of her favor and became arrogant, and the two of them lived a very loving life.

Every time Wenqiao looks at me, she jumps up and down.

Maybe you miss me.

Wen Qiao gave birth to a boy, and everyone hoped that he would be able to defend the country.

After giving birth, Wen Qiao would leave the child at home and let Luo Chen take care of him every time she came to see me.

Luo Chen sometimes wondered whether it was possible to bring the child into the palace.

When Wen Qiao heard this, she said angrily: "You take him with you! He is so annoying. I finally got a chance to chat with Qingqing.

Let’s just have some fun, why bring him along?

He just affects us.

You can take it with you! Anyway, I will be back soon. "

Luo Chen could only coax the child while aggrievedly saying: "Okay, okay! Then you, go and come back soon!

We are waiting for you at home!"

Every time, Wenqiao would come back very late.

After returning home, Wen Qiao lay straight on the bed and fell asleep, not caring about anything else at all!

Luo Chen could only look at Wen Qiao while mumbling aggrievedly: "It's always like this!

Look at you, you came back and didn’t even take off those hairpins on your head before going to bed!

How tiring it is to carry it like this!

At least take it out before going to sleep! Otherwise it will press on your hair, which is very painful!

The child has fallen asleep!

Just lie there and I'll take these things off for you!

You've been tired all day, go to sleep and don't worry about the rest!"

Wen Qiao tilted her head back, said "hmm" softly, and then fell asleep.

No one mentioned Wen Yichen over the years, especially in front of me.

I know everyone is afraid of bringing up my sad story.

Over the years, I have always faced everyone with a smile on my face, and everyone felt that I had come out of sadness.

But they didn't know that in countless nights.

I held the portraits of the two people and tears streamed down my face as I looked at them.

I couldn't help but close my eyes and think about what he would be like if he were alive now.

Sometimes, I think that if he were still by my side, I would be very happy and we would talk about everything together.

On the other side, Wen Yian often misses Jin Ran.

Wen Yian loves Jin Ran, so he felt guilty when he saw Jin Ran leaving.

Wen Yian did not keep any portrait of Jin Ran.

Wen Yian believes that now that Jin Ran is gone, the place he holds in her heart will surely be erased with the passage of time.

However, Wen Yian missed Jin Ran more and more after Jin Ran left.

Wen Yian also managed the Rong tribe very well, and they became more and more knowledgeable and well-mannered.

Wen Yian has never had a child and has never wanted to find another one.

She put all her energy into the governance of the Rong tribe.

Wen Yian is in the Rong tribe and has few friends.

For endless time, she had been silently enduring it all alone. She had regretted it before, but she could not change anything.