After rebirth, I don’t want to be a Mary Sue heroine anymore!

When my grandfather came back, he told me the news. I would be lying if I said I wasn't sad. I wanted to go to the battlefield, too. I've been thinking about it since my last life.

In my previous life, I never knew that the Rong tribe would invade Yunchao at this time. Because at that time, I was still in love with Wen Yiheng, thinking about where to go and what to eat.

Knowing that he was of low status, I naturally tried my best to help him improve his status and make him the heir in everyone's mind. I knew that he actually had no talent for governing a country, but because I liked him, I learned the art of governing a country many times and became the person behind him.

I helped him come up with strategies, and let him present these strategies to me, which helped him ascend the throne of the emperor. I didn't expect that in the end he would abandon me and kill me.

In my previous life, I was also quite stupid. I didn’t realize that if a person without any talent ascended to that position, there would only be one result: becoming a tyrant or a loser.

Things that happened in my previous life also remind me all the time what kind of disaster the country and the people suffered because of my stupidity.

In this life, I am willing to go to the battlefield to atone for my sins in my previous life. I know that when the country is in trouble, I should stand up, even if it means sacrificing my life.

Although my grandfather wanted me to go to the battlefield, he had also thought it through. I would be by the king's side in the future and would hold a high position in this country.

If I also experience the life of those soldiers, then if this emperor in a high position makes any wrong decisions in the future, I may be able to give him some advice.

Only those in high positions who have experienced the hardships of the people's lives can do better practical things that benefit the people.

I looked at my grandfather who was somewhat disappointed and comforted him: "Grandfather, it's okay. The emperor just said that this matter can be discussed later, and he didn't completely block this road. I think I should go to the palace to talk to the emperor and beg him. As long as the emperor is shaken, then everything will have a chance."

My grandfather shook his head at me. He thought I was too naive. Letting women go to the battlefield was like slapping the emperor in the face. The emperor cared about his reputation the most, so how could he be willing to let me slap him in the face?

I know that talking is useless. This time, no matter what, I will go to the battlefield for you. This time, I will live for myself.

I looked at my grandfather and said nothing. I hugged him and went home.

After I got back, I told Wang Yuyuan about my intention to go to the battlefield. Wang Yuyuan was reluctant at first. No mother wants to put her daughter in danger.

So I started to say: "Mom, defending the country should be the responsibility of everyone, regardless of gender. Moreover, we are descendants of generals. If we are not willing to go, then who else in this country will be willing? Someone has to sacrifice. I think I am willing to be the one who sacrifices. I don't want to be spit on and despised by others."

Wang Yuyuan sighed after hearing this and stopped talking. I knew Wang Yuyuan was already a little shaken, and she started to bring up her grandfather again, saying, "Mom, I believe that my grandfather will protect me well."

Wang Yuyuan pondered for a while and nodded. Then she hugged me and said, "My dear daughter, you have really grown up. You know the righteousness of the country and family."

I rubbed my body in Wang Yuyuan's arms. I couldn't bear to leave Wang Yuyuan's arms, which were warm. But I knew that there were more important things waiting for me to do.

After resolving my worries, I took the palace card and went to the palace to find Wang Chun. Sometimes, some things also need some pillow talk.

When Wang Chun saw me coming to the palace to look for her, she immediately became happy. She was even more excited when she saw the candied haws in my hand.

Wang Chun had not eaten these things since she entered the palace. Her diet was controlled by the palace servants. In addition, the people who came to see her were all hoping that she could say good things to the emperor.

Many people gave her gifts, but they were all exquisite cloth, ornaments, porcelain, or some tonic medicines.

When she first received them, she was indeed very happy, but as she received more, she felt that they were meaningless and instead wanted to eat the candied haws sold outside.

I just happened to deliver it, so she was very happy to see it.

I explained my purpose to Wang Chun, hoping that she could help me say a few more words in front of the emperor.

Wang Chun was surprised at my idea: go to the battlefield. Wang Chun said: "The emperor did this, of course, he has his considerations. I also know that you have always dreamed of going to the battlefield. But maybe the emperor has also analyzed the pros and cons? I can only help say a few words. As for whether it will be adopted, I dare not say."

With Wang Chun's words, I felt relieved. The emperor now favors her the most, so a few kind words from her might be useful.

I stayed in Wang Chun's palace, sat with her for a while, chatted with her for a while, and then I went back.

After I went back, I couldn't sleep. I knew that just relying on the emperor's words would not work. Perhaps the emperor saw that I didn't say it in person and thought that I was not sincere. It seemed that I still had to go to the emperor to speak. So I decided to go to the palace to speak the next day.

The next morning, Wang Yuyuan came to my room to accompany me during breakfast. She even suggested that she accompany me to meet His Majesty. I was surprised that she knew what was in my mind.

Wang Yuyuan brought me a bowl of porridge and said, "Your Majesty, it's not that easy to meet. Besides, you are still a little girl of twelve or thirteen. I know your idea is not strange. After all, we are mother and daughter. After all, I am the prime minister's wife. I will meet His Majesty, and His Majesty will meet me. Those who report will also actively report. My identity is there."

I nodded and ate quickly. I was really touched by my mother's unconditional support for me at all times.

After dinner, there was already a carriage waiting at the door. My mother and I got in the carriage and went to see His Majesty.

When we passed by the palace gate, my mother took out a token. Soon, the palace guards took a look and let us in. They took us to the Qinzheng Palace.

The palace servants went to tell the emperor that we were coming. They were also very fast, just telling us to go to the side hall and wait for a while, and we could go in after the emperor and the people inside finished discussing things.

So we were arranged to rest in a side hall. The emperor was also very quick, and announced that we could go after half an hour.

After Wang Yuyuan and I entered the Qinzheng Hall, we knelt on the ground. We stood straight and looked straight at the emperor.

I noticed that the emperor's face was ashen at this moment. He must have been frightened by what we had just discussed.

After we paid our respects to the emperor, he asked us to stand up. There was no need to kneel down.

Then the emperor adjusted his mood. The sullen expression on his face disappeared, replaced by a pleasant one.

I remembered that I had never taken the initiative to meet him once, whether in my previous life or this life. In addition, he was the emperor after all, so he naturally knew how to control his emotions.

The smiling emperor really looked like a pleasant old man. He was not a very scary person, but the emperor's majesty still made people feel awe-inspiring without even getting angry.

The emperor knew that Wang Yuyuan came here, and naturally she had something to ask for. He looked at me beside him and naturally guessed what it was.

However, the emperor pretended to know nothing and said, "The wife of the Prime Minister and the lucky star of the Dayun Dynasty have come to see me. Do you have something to say?"

I looked at the emperor, still a little scared, but thinking of what I wanted to fight for no matter what, I plucked up the courage to speak: "Your Majesty, I want to ask Your Majesty to agree that I can follow my grandfather to the battlefield."

The emperor didn't expect me to really say it, so he stepped down from his seat, walked to my side and said: "My dear, do you know what it means to go to the battlefield?"

I immediately replied: "I understand. We go to the battlefield to defend our country. The swords may be merciless on the battlefield, but the battlefield needs people who can defend our country even more."

At this moment the emperor suddenly burst into laughter. I don’t know what he was thinking, but I still felt that this smile was fake.

The emperor approached Wang Yuyuan and said, "Madam Prime Minister, as Qingqing's mother, can you bear to watch your daughter go to the battlefield?"

Wang Yuyuan immediately knelt down and kowtowed, saying, "Your Majesty, as Qingqing's mother, I naturally don't want my daughter to suffer. I may even never see her again after this. But Qingqing is also a descendant of a military family. This is Qingqing's own choice. When the country is in trouble, a descendant of a military family should be obliged to charge into the battle. She cannot hide behind and be a coward. Since Qingqing can have such an idea, I naturally want her to go."

The emperor thought for a while, then laughed and said, "You are worthy of being the descendant of a general, and worthy of being the lucky star of our Dayun Dynasty. Although I am a girl, I care about the world. I am indeed a rare talent. But my son has gone to the battlefield. Qingqing is the lucky star of this Dayun Dynasty. If Qingqing encounters any problems on the battlefield, how can I explain to the people of Dayun Dynasty? What should I do if the army is unstable at that time?"

I know what the emperor is thinking. My lucky star status has brought me many benefits, but at the same time, it also imprisons me sometimes.

I immediately said, "Your Majesty, I believe that my grandfather will protect us. Besides, I have been practicing martial arts for many years and I am not a weak woman. I can take this opportunity to gain some experience."

The emperor did not expect my idea to be so amazing, so he appreciated me even more. But he did not make a clear statement, but just told us to go home and wait for news.

We wanted to say something else, but the palace servant whispered something in the emperor's ear, and the emperor told us to go back first. He would make the decision.

We had no choice but to thank him and leave. On the way back, I was worried about whether I could go to the battlefield. Wang Yuyuan comforted me and said, "Since the emperor has agreed, then there is a chance. Don't worry so much."

When I was leaving the palace, I saw Wang Yuyuan handing over a sign and passing through. I suddenly became curious about the sign, so I asked what it was.

Wang Yuyuan told me that this plaque was a reward from the emperor when my grandfather won a battle. With this plaque, Wang Yuyuan can enter and leave the palace at will.

I have never seen Wang Yuyuan enter or leave the palace unless it is necessary, so I was quite surprised that the emperor would give her this thing, but I didn't ask any more questions.

After I got back, I was quite anxious. I thought if it didn't work out, I would sneak into the army and then lie that I was sick and couldn't see the guests.

During dinner, Luo Wenqian and Luo Wenqing knew that I wanted to go to the battlefield, and they both said that I was crazy. Luo Wenqian even said that I was making trouble for no reason, and he even wanted to ask the emperor not to let me go.

I threatened him that we would end our relationship, and he finally stopped. But he was still very upset with me. He even started avoiding me, but I didn't care.

Luo Qingqing came to my room after dinner and said sarcastically: "Cousin, are you going to the battlefield? Do you really think that the mediocre Kung Fu you have learned over the years is very good? Or do you think there are many men in the army, so you have room to choose? Or maybe the Third Prince is there, and you want to seduce him."

I listened to her disgusting words and slapped her in the face. I also said sarcastically: "Cousin, are you jealous of my kung fu skills? Or do you think everyone is like you, needing men or relying on men to survive? Something happened at the border, you can't help, and you are still here making sarcastic remarks. If these words get out, how long do you think you can live? Do you think there is anyone in this mansion who can protect you?"