After rebirth, I don’t want to be a Mary Sue heroine anymore!

The family affairs were almost settled. Thinking that I had not seen Wang Chun much since I came back, I suddenly remembered that she must be quite bored in the palace. In addition, the incident of Concubine Hui a few days ago might have dealt a big blow to her.

So I went into the palace to see Wang Chun.

When I went there, the emperor was still attending the morning court, and in recent days, more and more memorials had been submitted by ministers from all over the country. The emperor had not come to Wang Chun's place for quite some time.

I got up early in the morning and went to the palace. When I arrived, Wang Chun was still asleep. If her maid hadn't informed her of my arrival, she would have continued to sleep for a while.

When she heard that I was coming, she got up and washed herself immediately with excitement. Later, she took me to have breakfast in the palace.

The breakfast in the palace is quite rich, and the ingredients used are of relatively good quality, so the taste is naturally good.

This time I brought Wang Chun a lot of small things that are only available at the border. Wang Chun happily took them and immediately put them away as if they were treasures.

I started chatting with her again. Wang Chun has been doing better recently. As long as the emperor doesn't come to see her, she is still relatively happy.

After a while, they talked about Concubine Hui again. Wang Chun sighed and said, "Being with the emperor is like being with a tiger. When you like her, she is a treasure. But later, she becomes weed. I have also heard that,

When Hui Fei was young, the emperor loved her very much. He wanted to move everything Hui Fei liked to her palace. He never expected that when Hui Fei was old and her beauty faded, he would treat her like this!"

I looked at Wang Chun, shook my head and said, "Concubine Hui protected the Second Prince and allowed him to break the law. This brought shame to the royal family. The Emperor would do this. The Emperor was merciful in sparing the Second Prince's life!"

Wang Chun looked at me, sighed and said: "Qingqing, you are still too naive. The emperor doesn't care about any of the princes on the surface. But he is secretly observing them in private.

He knew from the beginning that the Second Prince had committed a crime. He just thought that no one would report it. Even if they did, it would be useless.

That’s why I’ve been indulging the Second Prince! Now that the fish has grown big, I’ll naturally kill it. It just so happens that I’ve also taken away the official position of Concubine Hui’s family.”

If it is true as Wang Chun said, then the emperor is also a scheming person. But how many people who can become emperors are not scheming?

I looked at Wang Chun and continued, "It's okay. Concubine Hui is Concubine Hui. You are you. This is different. You can't have such an ending."

Wang Chun held my hand and said with fear in his eyes: "It's hard to say. I can enter the palace because of my mother's family. If my mother's family commits any crime one day, I will definitely be the culprit. My mother's family and I have shared honor and disgrace.

So I dare not have children. Do you know the eldest princess? The emperor's only princess!

Because she died outside the marriage. She was raised in the cold palace when she was young. She didn’t expect to be taken away to marry when she grew up. Now she died in a foreign country! "

I was very shocked. The matter of the princess happened a long time ago. If there were no one who was talking nonsense to Wang Chun, then Wang Chun would not have known these past events.

It seems that some people are talking nonsense behind my back. There are many concubines in the harem now. However, these concubines are relatively young. It is impossible for them to know about the past.

It seems that someone of Concubine Hui's age is talking nonsense behind her back! The disputes in the harem are really endless.

Those people must be on guard against Wang Chun getting pregnant. After all these years, the emperor only has five princes. If there are more princes, and they are born by Wang Chun, then it will threaten their son's status.

I was too embarrassed to say it out loud, so I just said to Wang Chun slowly, "That's all in the past. Why are people still talking about it? People's perceptions change with time and experience. You shouldn't be so worried. What good do you think it will do you?"

Wang Chun shook his head and said, "If I didn't know, I might be able to bear it. But now I know. Do you know? Qingqing.

The emperor can remember all my preferences. He knows everything I like. Even if I mention something casually, he will find a way to give it to me.

Sometimes he would come to accompany me after the morning court session. He even told me that I didn’t need to have children to increase my honor and favor. His honor and favor for me remained unchanged.

Qingqing, I am just a few years older than you, a little girl longing for love.

If he wasn't nice to me, I might not be so sad. But he was too nice to me. I used to look for signs of not loving me in countless details of his kindness to me.

But I really couldn't laugh. He really cared about my feelings. It made me feel like I really touched his heart."

I just hugged her. What girl wouldn't want to be loved and want love? If she hadn't entered the palace, she might have found a man of her dreams to marry. But she entered the palace. She came to this palace where people are eaten without leaving any bones.

Wang Chun said to me in a tearful voice: "My dear, do you know? After the incident with Concubine Hui that day, the Emperor went to the cold palace alone.

At that time, I thought he would be very sad and would ask me for comfort, but he didn't!

He went to the cold palace alone. I quietly retired due to illness and followed him up alone.

I watched him sitting in a room in the cold palace. I stood outside secretly.

He murmured in his mouth: Know it!

When I heard that, I thought it was an old friend. But he continued to say that he had searched all over Dayun Dynasty, and I was the only one who looked like her at that time! She was Zhizhi!

He said that if I didn't look like Zhizhi, he wouldn't even look at me. He gave me all the debts he owed to Zhizhi. So I could make trouble endlessly.

Sometimes I wonder, when he looks at me, is he seeing through me?

He said that whenever he was nice to me, he was always imagining that his dear Zhizhi was by his side!

I was just a stand-in in his self-touched love, but I was actually in love with him!"

I lifted her face and saw that she was already in tears.

For a girl who believes in love, this is undoubtedly a heavy blow, and even denies Wang Chun as a person. Wang Chun himself is also a unique person!

Seeing how upset she was, I began to persuade her: "This is not your fault! This is the emperor's fault. Why do you want to punish yourself? You are you, Wang Chun, not Zhizhi's substitute. You are also lovely, and you deserve to be loved."

After Wang Chun heard what I said, she threw herself on me and cried for a long time. She cried out all the grievances she had suffered in this palace. She was restricted by the palace rules everywhere in this palace, and no one in this deep palace wanted her to live a good life.

She didn't even have any good friends. She had made friends with other concubines, but there were too many people in the palace who were jealous of her, and those who were close to her were framed.

She was depressed for a long time because of this, and the emperor even overturned the case of the concubine and executed the murderer on the spot.

She cried in my arms like I was coaxing a child, and I patted her back gently to make her feel better.

Wang Chun cried enough, blinked her red and swollen eyes and said: "If one day you are in danger because of me, I hope you stay away from me. You are my only close friend. I don't want you to get hurt because of me."

I smiled at her and said, "I will definitely be hurt in the future. But it's not because of you. It's because of my identity. With my identity, there are so many people watching me, just like you. I'm also worried that you will be implicated if you are close to me!"

The emperor has long said that whoever I choose will be the future emperor. If there are some people I don't choose, and I want you to be close to me, I might suspect that you are gossiping behind my back.

Then you can say it's your fault. What will you do if they do something to you? "

After hearing this, Wang Chun burst into laughter and said, "Then can we be considered to be in the same boat?

Will the palace I live in be yours in the future? I have spent my whole life here.

And you, my good friend, are you here to take over from me and waste your life here?

It’s still scary when I think about it!”

I smiled and nodded, saying: "That's not right, I might be harmed by villains. There are even many people who are jealous of my position. How many people are against me?

Well, let's be happy. We can't spend our whole lives thinking about unhappy things.

You think you are doing well now. At least you have not fallen out of favor in the palace. You haven't been sent to the cold palace yet!

How much does the emperor love his white moonlight? If he loves her, would he let her stay in the cold palace?

If it were you, would you do it? "

Wang Chun shook his head and said, "If it were me, I would definitely give her everything I could. Why did I let her live in the cold palace? I went to that cold palace that day and it was really scary. There was a strong musty smell inside.

Later I inquired about it and found out that sometimes the food in the cold palace was rotten. They even had to work.

They are all weak women, where do they get so much strength to work?

If my white moonlight is there, I would be embarrassed to say that it is my white moonlight. The white moonlight will turn into rotten moonlight there!"

I smiled and looked at her, saying, "So is it possible that the emperor doesn't love anyone? He only loves himself. He is here to mourn the death of someone. It feels so fake.

Isn't it that he doesn't dare to admit that he is amorous? Should I say that he has a little bit of perseverance. He just likes people with the same appearance every time!

We just need to know these things by ourselves, but we can’t tell others. Otherwise, the consequences will be disastrous! ”

Wang Chun nodded obediently and said: "That's for sure. There are so many spies in this palace. If something goes wrong, you won't know how you died!"

I looked at the weather outside and said, "Look, the sun is shining brightly today. Let's go to the Imperial Garden later. The flowers are blooming in the Imperial Garden anyway. Let's enjoy the flowers and relax ourselves!"

Wang Chun touched his stomach and said, "It's not impossible. But I need to wait a while! I'll go after I eat! After all, I'm hungry."

Wang Chun ordered the servants to prepare the meal. Taking advantage of this break, she kept asking me how I was doing at the border.

I sighed and said, "The border is so beautiful! The environment is also really bad. By the way, the Fifth Prince and Luo Qingqing are still there. They are going to Jiangnan on the surface, but actually they are going to my place. Anyway, without these two people, the border is still super good."

Wang Chun laughed and said, "Have you met your sweetheart?"

When Wang Chun talked about his sweetheart, Wen Yichen suddenly appeared in my mind. I don't believe I will be attracted to him!

I immediately shook my head and said, "I'm at the border. I'm with medicine every day. I should be tempted by it!"

Wang Chun looked at my blushing face and said, "Qingqing, you are not lying to me, are you? Look at your little face, it's all red. You must have someone you like!"

I shook my head and said, "I was injured twice there, and I spent most of the time recovering in my room. How could I have time to meet other people? Besides, if I met other people, it would be a relationship that would end in vain!"

Wang Chun seemed to think of the Third Prince again, and immediately said to me: "Didn't the Third Prince go with you? What do you think of him?"

As soon as she mentioned Wen Yichen, my ears turned red.

Wang Chun also sensed something was wrong with me, so he immediately said to me: "Qingqing, I treat you as a friend. You know, you are my only friend. Look, your ears are red. Tell the truth!"