After a simple rebirth

After Fu Ying finished speaking, she suddenly stood up, scaring her family.

If she wasn't a little hungry, Fu Ying wouldn't even want to eat. She went to get a big bowl, poured the rice into it, shoveled some vegetables into the bowl, and went straight back to her room.

Fu Ying used to run away in anger after a quarrel, but she didn’t have her own room, so she could only stay in a corner to sulk.

She thought that if she didn't eat, Fu's father and mother would bring her food like in the TV dramas, or take the initiative to reconcile with her and coax her.

It turned out that Fu's parents just thought she was being petty, so they didn't care whether she had eaten or not, and they didn't even put some food aside for her. They just let it go as if nothing had happened.

At that time, Fu Ying was eating cold leftovers. Then she thought about how Fu Wei's mother kept all the food for him when he wanted to eat, while she had to work all the time and had nothing to eat. How could she not feel resentful and hate him?

When I was a child, I hated Fu Wei for pretending to be a rich young master. When I grew up, I realized that the indulgence and injustice of my parents were the fundamental reasons.

After repeated disappointments, I still say that I can understand the pressure put on Fu's parents, and I understand that their generation does not understand education and communication, but I cannot forgive them.

She still loves her parents, but she doesn't love them foolishly. She won't put herself in a difficult position just because she loves her parents, and she won't sacrifice herself to comply with her parents' requirements.

She will feel sorry for herself and learn to love herself a little more.

So now Fu Ying is not that angry, she just doesn’t want to argue anymore.

I didn’t take the bowls out after eating. I can just wash them together in the evening.

Fu Ying chose to empty her mind by packing up.

The clothes are folded neatly, using the method of folding clothes that I have not fully learned from organizers. It looks neat for a while, but it is not guaranteed to be neat over time.

I looked through the books and notebooks carefully again, putting the frequently used ones aside and the unused ones aside. When the big desk arrives, I will put them in a fixed position.

Then she took the needle and thread to sew the quilt. This was learned from Fu Yu. After Fu Yu washed the quilt, she would use needle and thread to fix it. Although Fu Ying sleeps alone now, she has a bad sleeping posture and often rolls around, causing the quilt to move. In the summer, she can barely bear it, but in the winter, Fu Ying likes to wrap herself up like a ball.

But once the quilt core moves, it is easy to cover unevenly. What annoys Fu Ying the most is that she can feel air leaking. The more she sleeps, the more sensitive she can find where the air is leaking and where the quilt is thin. She wants to just ignore it and go to sleep, but the sensing system keeps reminding her of this. She remembers to fix it, but it takes more than half an hour to fix it, which makes her even more irritable.

Fu Ying's current quilts are one thicker and one thinner. She plans to put the two together and then use one sheet, which will make her sleep warmer and more comfortable.

Fu Ying first stuffed the thick quilt in and laid it out, placing it underneath to ensure warmth. Then she stuffed the thin quilt in and laid it on top, making it feel warmer with more weight. She pinched the two corners and shook it, flattened it, and folded it again to make sure the two quilts overlapped.

Finally, take out the largest needle and thicker thread, and thread the needle with the extra-long thread.

You can't use a small needle to sew a quilt, because small needles are usually short and may not be as thick as the quilt, so the needle can't come out, and you will poke yourself when you try to get it. In addition, it is troublesome to thread a small needle, which wastes time. The needle hole of a large needle is large, and it is accurate to thread it.

The extra-long thread must be at least five meters long, so that you don’t have to worry about running out of thread after sewing a side. It is quick and easy.

The four corners must be fixed, as this is the position that is most likely to move. Then the sleeping side should be fixed in a line. Fu Ying likes the full and heavy feeling of the quilt that covers her neck and back. Then sew a M-shaped pattern in the middle, and sew two stitches randomly near the four corners for multi-layer reinforcement.

As Fu Ying was sewing, she was thinking about Fu Yu's return. The best case scenario was that Fu Yu would stay in Gumang with Wang Ruizhong and the others, so that many things could be done. If Fu Yu went to Guangdong Province, Fu Ying could only firmly follow the path of studying and taking the college entrance examination. As for the rest, she would leave it to fate.

She couldn't devote too much energy to guiding her family to get better. Fu's father would definitely be in Guangdong Province after the New Year, so daily communication would be impossible, and she couldn't persuade them to do business. The Fu family could only continue with the present and take things one step at a time.

After Fu Ying finished sewing, she did not go out, but called Fu Zhe directly from the room. Fu Zhe should be by the stove, because he came from the main room and knocked on the door near the main room.

"Second sister, what are you doing?"

"Does your quilt move around when you sleep at night? Do you want to sew it and secure it in place?" Fu Ying asked through the door.

"You can run, but there's no need to sew." Fu Zhe didn't ask her to open the door.

"Do you want to sew it? If you do, just bring it here quickly and don't talk so much." Fu Ying asked him to be straightforward. Sewing a quilt is something that follows the law of true fragrance. Once you have sewn a quilt, you will fall in love with it.

In the past, Fu Ying also thought that there was no need to sew. She just needed to shake the quilt before going to bed, or buy a quilt fastener. Later, she found that the fastener would be kicked away by her and would accidentally scratch her feet. Only sewing the quilt was the best way.

The sewn quilt does not move easily and is comfortable to cover yourself with. The main thing is that when you are sewing the quilt, you can relax, calm down, activate your thinking, and have some time alone.

Still near the door of the main room, Fu Zhe called her, "Second sister, open the door, I'm here to get the quilt."

Fu Ying opened the door and Fu Zhe came in holding a quilt. Fu Ying felt the thickness and found it was about the same thickness as her own quilt.

"It's so thin, will you feel cold? Do you want mom to buy you another one, or put a thinner one on top?" Fu Ying patted her quilt, "Feel it, mine is a thin one plus a thick one, it's warmer."

Fu Zhe shook his head. "No need. It's just cold when you first get into bed, but it will gradually warm up. You won't feel cold even when you fall asleep."

Fu Zhe said so, maybe he could really bear it, so Fu Ying didn't say anything and let him play by himself while she went to sew the quilt.

Fu Zhe's quilt had been washed last time, so there was no smell. Fu Ying spread it out on her bed, shook it flat, and then started sewing.

Fu Ying didn't ask whether they wanted to sew, because Fu's parents had never sewed before, at least Fu Ying had never seen them sew. I don't know if they were too lazy to sew, or because the quilt they covered was not so exaggerated.

I won't sew Fu Yu's anymore. Now Fu Wei is covering it. I don't want to sew it anymore. I'll do it when Fu Yu comes back.

Fu Zhe called Fu Ying to eat dinner. Fu Ying took the lunch bowl and put it away, then sat on a stool and waited for dinner.

Fu Ying's words at noon made everyone silent, so the Fu family had a dinner with an unpleasant atmosphere but also a very quiet one.

Fu Ying took the initiative to wash the dishes, then went back to her room and stood there for a while, laughing.

It will definitely not be quiet tonight. To be more precise, it will not be quiet for a while. Wang Jun didn't come to play cards last night. He was probably too tired to recover. He will definitely come to play cards tonight.

As the New Year approaches, the people in this village play cards more and more, with all kinds of games played, adults and children join in.

This atmosphere is contagious. Fu Ying also wants to play a little bit, but Fu Yu is not there. Fu Ying doesn't want to go. She decides to study first and then play with Fu Yu when he comes back.