The end of the world is coming: My waiter is too Buddhist
Chapter 248 I'm Glad to Be Human
"Master, this is not pain, it is loss, just like when half of a glass of water is taken away.
Pain is the phantom pain you feel when you lose something. The more you don’t want to let go, the more painful it is.”
Ling Hao gave a reasonable explanation, and his voice was gentler and calmer than any other time before. This made Lin Xiaoxiao relax a lot, and the pain in her soul was also alleviated a lot.
"Haha, I thought I was so powerful, but I didn't expect that I would still be afraid when I lost my soul. Why don't we chat? This way I can feel better."
"Master, you are very brave. At least you didn't escape to the point where you couldn't stay awake."
After receiving the encouragement, Lin Xiaoxiao immediately became curious, "Were you like this before? No, how did you keep your soul clear without a body?"
She knew that Ling Hao had had many hosts before, but at that time Ling Hao had no body and was just a system that parasitized in the host's mind.
Just now when her soul left her body, she fell into nothingness. So how did Ling Hao maintain his sanity before, or was he not himself at all at that time?
"Master, do you hate me as I was before?"
Ling Hao's tone was tentative, and Lin Xiaoxiao answered without hesitation: "I am meeting you now, what does your past have to do with me? So there is no such thing as hate or like, so the past is not important to me."
"Master, I used to be just like you thought. I relied on the system and the guidance from deep space to stay awake, and sometimes I was also affected by the host."
"Then you can't keep your sanity? Then you..."
"So in order to stay sane, I rely more on the system's careful analysis and logic, but at the same time I lose my human emotions."
......
The two of them chatted for an unknown amount of time, and by the end, Lin Xiaoxiao no longer had any questions to ask.
"Ling Hao, when will this end? I feel like I can't even keep thinking. I'm afraid I can't hold on for much longer."
"Master, we are already halfway there, please hold on."
Ling Hao's voice was also a little weak. Lin Xiaoxiao then remembered something, so she asked with energy, "Does it take a lot of energy for you to tear my soul apart and feed it to Li Shiwen?"
"Master, your soul energy alone is far from enough to stabilize and condense Li Shiwen, whose soul is about to collapse. I will mainly use the energy I have stored."
Hearing this, Lin Xiaoxiao suddenly felt that she had overestimated herself and actually believed that her soul fragments could save Li Shiwen.
If you think about it carefully, the fact that each waiter's soul can manifest like a normal person is enough to prove that they themselves are extremely powerful energy bodies. Her own little help is probably not enough to save anyone.
So, in fact, the main force to save Li Shiwen this time is still Ling Hao. So where does Ling Hao's energy come from?
Before she could ask, Ling Hao had already answered honestly: "I have followed many hosts before, and I have absorbed a lot of energy.
I have no choice but to use your energy, Master. One reason is that you are Li Shiwen's contractor, and the other is that if my spiritual energy is too low, I will lose myself and be invaded and monitored by the power of the starry sky."
Hearing this, Lin Xiaoxiao forced herself to praise him: "You are so reliable. What would I do without you?"
"Master, you are dishonest. You are not someone who can't live without me."
Hearing Ling Hao's somewhat resentful words, Lin Xiaoxiao regretted that she didn't have hands and couldn't touch Ling Hao's head.
"You know all this. You've really lived in my head for too long. You know everything I'm thinking. Doesn't that mean I won't be able to deceive you in the future?"
"I support whatever the master wants to do, so there is no need to lie."
"Oh? What if I want you to submit to me? Can you get rid of your spiritual imprint and follow me? Ling Hao, remember, don't make wishes based on emotions for things you can't do."
This sentence was like a thorn. While Ling Hao was silent, Lin Xiaoxiao also felt uncomfortable, but this was indeed the truth.
After all, Ling Hao is a soul driven or enslaved by the starry sky. It is certainly not easy to break free from the control of the starry sky, so one day they will become enemies.
Lin Xiaoxiao is a rational person. She can believe the present Ling Hao but cannot believe the future Ling Hao. When he is controlled by Xingkong again, he will no longer belong to her, Lin Xiaoxiao's Ling Hao.
It was obvious that Ling Hao himself understood this, so he could not make any promise to Lin Xiaoxiao and could only remain silent.
"I'm not a fussy person, so you don't have to think too much about it now. After all, you are still my system."
Feeling the increasingly severe pain, Lin Xiaoxiao's voice trembled a little: "If one day you no longer belong to me, then we will be enemies, and I will kill you without mercy, just as a memorial to you."
"Okay, I'd be happy to die in my master's arms. Remember to place flowers on my grave after I die. There are very few flowers in the starry sky anymore."
Ling Hao finally stopped being silent and expressed his thoughts. As soon as he finished speaking, Lin Xiaoxiao started laughing.
“Hahahahahahahahaha, you’re really becoming more and more human. Ouch, it hurts so much… Hahahahahahahahahaha, do you think we can’t both die here today?”
The pain became more and more intense, but Lin Xiaoxiao laughed crazily, as if only this could relieve the pain in her soul.
"Hahahahaha, I really want to know if you think being a human is interesting? Anyway, many people don't like being humans, they all like being kittens and puppies."
Lin Xiaoxiao thought about her past life. At that time, the workplace was filled with helplessness and exhaustion. Many people yearned for the leisurely life of cats and dogs, and some even wanted to be stones.
It has been a year since she came into this world, but the memories of her past life are particularly clear now, as if they happened just yesterday.
"Master, concentrate and don't think about those things."
Hearing the reminder, Lin Xiaoxiao woke up as if from a dream. She didn't know why she suddenly fell into memories and almost fell into a deep sleep.
"What's wrong with me? Is it because it hurts so much that I want to go back to the past?"
"Master, this is a sign of soul extraction. The soul will soon be successfully divided."
"Ah? Didn't you just say it was only halfway done?"
"Master, this is the only time I lied to you. I was afraid you couldn't stand the final pain."
Hearing this answer, Lin Xiaoxiao suddenly felt no pain, and even smiled: "You, have finally become a real person."
After saying this, she suddenly realized something was wrong because she heard her own voice.
Hmm? I'm back in my body now? Is it so smooth?
Lin Xiaoxiao wanted to sit up, but she fainted instantly due to the intense exhaustion. Before she fainted, she only heard Ling Hao say, "Master, I am very happy to be a human being, because I can feel the joy of accompanying you."
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