Rebirth: It's Not You, It's Me

When we got home, it started snowing.

The scene of dancing in the snow with Yucheol appeared in my mind.

I shook my head. What are you thinking about? Just work hard and live your life!

It feels so good to be back home. I can be a useless piece of shit again.

I smiled foolishly.

"Mom, I want to eat the sweet and sour pork, pickled eggplant, and shredded pork with ginger that you make." I, like Ge You, lay on the sofa and shouted to my mother.

"I know you want to eat it, so I'll make it for you."

"Why didn't mom make sweet and sour pork for me when I asked her to? She had to wait for my sister to come back before making it. My mom is biased." After saying this, my younger brother was slapped by my mom.

"Your sister only stays at home for a few days a year, and only gets to eat the meals I cook for a few days. Your sister is so good at studying, but look at you. You only know how to compete with your sister in this. You compete in studying!" After saying this, he was still not satisfied and hit Taotao again.

Taotao came to me feeling aggrieved.

"Sister, if there is a chance could you help me get an autographed photo of my idol?" Taotao is a fan of the godfather of love songs, Xiaogang.

"I'm an actor, the chance of meeting your idol is very small."

"If we ever meet again in the future, can you please get me an autographed photo, please, please?" This kid acted like a spoiled child, pulling my arm and shaking it so hard that I almost vomited.

"Okay, okay, okay, wait until I meet you."

"It's great to have a sister who is a star!"

"You, stop thinking about nonsense all day long. Study, study, you know? You're going to high school soon."

"Sister, why are you nagging like your mother? You don't act like a young person at all."

"Are you saying I'm old? You're just asking for a beating!" I picked up the pillow on the sofa and threw it at him.

"No, sister, I was wrong, hehe... sister, you haven't given me a red envelope this year."

"You, go to my room and get my bag." I am good at commanding my subordinates to run errands for me.

As soon as I finished speaking, Taotao ran upstairs and took the bag out of my room in a short while.

"This is for you." I took out 5000 yuan from my bag. I didn't put any red envelope in it. I just took the money directly.

"Sister, you are just nice to me, hehe...thank you, sister."

"If you do well in the high school entrance exam this year, you will get a reward. If you don't do well, I will give you a whip-fried pork shreds."

"I will study hard." Then he ran back to his room.

My mother prepared the meal, and when we sat at the table, I was drooling so much.

I quickly picked up some dishes and showed off my rice.

"Luo Luo, you've lost a lot of weight this year. Eat more." Dad looked at me with eyes full of heartache.

"I can't eat anything good in Kimchi Country. Their food variety is really limited. How can I not be thin?"

"Eat slowly, or you'll choke."

"Yeah..." I agreed, but my eating speed did not slow down.

"Luo Luo, do you have any plans after the New Year?"

"I don't have any plans, but the company has already planned for me, and my schedule is very full. I'm also planning to buy an RV, so I can take you on a trip when I have time."

"You don't have time. I'll take a break someday, and then I'll drive back to the Northeast to make my grandparents proud."

"I said Luoluo is the most filial child." When grandpa heard that I was going to bring him back to make him proud, he was so happy that he couldn't close his mouth.

"Hehe... Grandpa and my mom are not as filial as I am, right?"

"Yes, they are not as filial as Luo Luo."

After dinner, I went back to my room to rest and started studying my graduate courses. I had already given all the study materials to Taotao before I came back.

During these days at home, I didn’t go out with my friends. I just stayed at home studying and spending time with my family.

Until Valentine's Day, my friends asked me to go out with them. Everyone was in pairs, and I was the only one who was single. I ate dog food of all flavors.

But I didn't feel sad at all. I was proud of being a light bulb.

On this day, the streets of the county town were bustling with people. I followed everyone and arranged milk tea, candied haws, balloons, chocolates, flowers, and a pirate ship for myself. No one had as much fun as I did.

I also hit all twelve of the darts when shooting balloons, and won myself a stuffed animal. I was so happy that I spun around all over the place.

After a few hours of crazy fun, I came home holding my trophies and my mom thought I was in love.

"Who gave it to you?"

I smiled mysteriously: "I gave it to myself."

The mother was speechless. She looked at her daughter who was a little confused and said, "Just be happy."

"I can buy flowers by myself, I can earn money by myself, I can blow the wind by myself, I can see the sea by myself. People who are courting are always unhappy, upset and confused. Why do we have to be together? One person can be romantic too."

I hummed a song, went upstairs to take a shower, then studied and went to bed. All in one go.

The next day I got up early to run, eat, then said goodbye to my family and returned to Kyoto.

Now my younger brother also has a house near the school. After I sold my original house, I bought one which is quite far from the school.

After returning to Kyoto, I reported to the company and prepared to start work.

I was notified that I would officially join the crew after the 15th. This time I would be playing the role of a modern drama, the leading female character, a lively girl. Her innocent character attracted four young men from an aristocratic school, and then after some things happened, they became friends.

Before officially joining the crew, I contacted Brother Hu Hu, and knowing that I had time now, he contacted the director and asked me to go over tomorrow to finish shooting my scenes first.

"That's perfect. You can shoot this first, and it won't waste time when you start work after the New Year."

"Yes, the timing is perfect, otherwise I would be free these days."

"Do you want to be a model worker?"

"Yes, work makes me happy."

"That's how it should be. The hard work you put into your work won't deceive you or betray you."

"If I had understood this earlier, I would have taken off by now. Hehe..."

"It's not too late to understand now."

After the chat, I became more passionate about my job.

I was filming movies, learning knowledge, learning musical instruments, shooting for magazines, and doing commercials, and my life was quite fulfilling.

On the eve of Xiaoshi and Chandu's official debut, I rushed to where they were, preparing to surprise them.

Before this, no matter who called me, I always said I didn't have time and refused on the grounds that my schedule was too full.

On the day when the ESC group officially debuted, I quietly arrived at the scene.

I found the group's manager and successfully entered the backstage. When I appeared in front of everyone, everyone was excited. They didn't expect me to show up.

Xiaoshi saw me and ran over. This time he picked me up with one hand and happily spun around in my arms.

"Xiao Shi, put me down." After Xiao Shi put me down, he still held my arm with his hand.

"Sister Luo Luo, I knew you would come."

I said to Xiao Shi as I always did: "Be good!"

Then he turned to everyone and said, "Congratulations everyone on your official debut today."

"We called you and you said you didn't have time. You cried for a long time, like a crybaby. You said you didn't like him anymore." Candu complained about Xiaoshi's childish behavior.

"Xiao Shi has always been the little brother we care about."

"You guys get ready first, we'll get together again after the performance."

"then where are you?"

"I'm in front of the stage, you can see me."

"That's good, let's get ready first and meet again later."

I walked out of the backstage, found my seat in front of the stage, sat down and waited for this important moment.

After not seeing each other for a few months, I saw that everyone has grown up, especially Xiaoshi, who has become an adult.

The group has strong singing and dancing skills, and every member is a handsome guy. This group is bound to be very popular.