Rebirth: It's Not You, It's Me

After everyone left, my parents invited a doctor to the ward to examine me.

The doctors were all shocked. My ability to heal is so strong. Normally, if someone is hit like me, the chances of waking up are slim. Not only did I wake up, but the symptoms of my ruptured spleen and cardiac arrest were basically gone.

“It’s a medical miracle!”

"What do you mean?"

"She is much better now. With her self-healing ability, she will be discharged from the hospital in a week and can go home to recuperate."

"Really? Thank you, doctor."

After the doctor left, I told my parents, "Thanks to the blessing of the gods of our country, I was able to turn danger into safety. Chinese people are not easy to kill."

"Just lie down quietly for a while. We were scared to death when we received the phone call last night."

"It's all in the past. I've died once and my soul left my body once. You have to get used to God's favoritism towards me from now on."

"If you have great fortune, you will have great destiny. If you have great fortune, you will have great destiny."

My parents stayed with me during the day, and my friends took turns to stay with me at night. In a blink of an eye, I was discharged from the hospital.

When I was examined after leaving the hospital, I found no signs of injury to my broken arms and legs. There were no scars on my body or face.

The doctor sighed: "Let alone other things, it is impossible for the wound on the face to heal so completely in such a short time without leaving any trace. I will report it to the country."

After hearing this, I quickly ran away to avoid being dragged into an experiment and used as a guinea pig.

I arranged for my parents to go home, and I took advantage of the fact that I had a car accident and my leave had not yet expired to quickly finish filming the MV I promised to my eldest brother.

The shoot took two days, and some of the shots could be completed in post-production.

During the two days of filming, Xiaoshi would come to the hotel where I was staying every time he finished work, under the pretext of wanting to spend more time with me.

My relationship with him has become an unspoken secret among everyone.

"Luo Luo, can I become a regular employee?"

"You've passed, right? But if you don't behave in the future, I can fire you at any time. Got it?"

"Okay, okay."

"Luo Luo, I want to see your back."

"Why?" I looked defensive.

"Because when you were hit by the car, your back was bleeding a lot. My hands were all covered in blood. I wanted to see if you were really healed before I could feel at ease."

"Okay then." I pulled my clothes down a little, revealing my smooth back.

Xiao Shi saw my fair and smooth skin, touched it twice with her hands, and confirmed that it was really healed and not a scar covered with foundation. Only then did she feel completely relieved.

"Luo Luo, you have such good skin."

"You just found out!"

"I've never touched it before!" There's nothing wrong with this answer, but it always feels weird.

"That's right." I couldn't figure out what was weird, so I just stopped thinking about it.

"I've never seen a car accident patient recover so quickly."

"God favors me, so I have a better physique. Aren't you jealous?"

"Well, Luoluo, we're going to be in a long-distance relationship from now on. I can't bear to see you go."

"Long-distance relationships are less likely to be discovered by the company. You should date during your rising period!"

"I kind of regret joining the company, but if I hadn't joined the company, I wouldn't have met you, and I wouldn't have made money so quickly. If I were just an ordinary person, I wouldn't have the courage to pursue you, because I wouldn't be able to give you a good material life."

"I can support you, but I still hope you can have your own career, so that when I want to just sit back and enjoy life, you can support me."

"I know I will work hard and save enough money to retire."

"You should say you'll retire when you're older and less attractive. I'm a little hard to keep."

"Okay, when I become ugly, I will quit the entertainment circle and enjoy life with you."

"There's nothing wrong with that."

"Luo Luo, you may have a hard time in the next few years. You can't make your relationship public and it won't be recognized."

"I know that your heart is full of me. I don't care about anything else."

Xiao Shi was very touched when he heard what I said, and he hugged me directly, but this time the hug was very gentle. Perhaps he was worried whether my internal injuries had healed completely.

After this car accident, I can feel Xiaoshi’s growth.

After two days of filming, I returned to China to continue my work. Although I would spare a little time every day for video calls, we were in the rising stage and needed a lot of effort to quickly reach the ability to protect each other.

Such a peaceful and busy day was disrupted by one incident.

When Ji Jae-won's love affair was exposed, the company gave him a resource downgrade, a high penalty for breach of contract, and ordered him to break up.

This incident was the first time we saw someone we knew so well being punished, following the revelation of a company artist's love affair.

So during this period, Xiaoshi and I reduced our contact to avoid being discovered by the company. To avoid this period of time when the company was cracking down on artists dating.

But the more this happens, the more I worry that it will affect Xiaoshi's future.

Over time, I fell into anxiety.

He is young, but I have lived a lifetime, so how can I not understand how big the impact this is.

Xiaoshi has been in this circle since he was a child. If he is banned because of me, it will be very difficult for him to start his life again in another field. I thought about it for a long time.

I called Xiaoshi, and Xiaoshi picked up the phone and asked excitedly: "How did you know I was thinking about you? That's why you called me?"

"Xiao Shi, let's break up! I can't selfishly possess you. Jae Won's matter made me think a lot. I think it's best for us to break up."

"No, I don't agree. No, I don't want to separate. I finally get to be with you."

"Listen to me, the end result of us being together is that you will get hurt. Forgive me, goodbye!" I hung up the phone without waiting for Xiaoshi's reply.

The next day, I cancelled my mobile number, changed to a new number, and sent a message to Chandu [Candu, please take good care of Xiaoshi for me]

When Chan saw the news in the evening, he called me immediately and said, "You broke up, right? Because of the company's restrictions and because of Jae Won's matter."

"Well, I may not appear around you guys anymore in the future. Please don't tell Xiao Shi my home address and my new phone number, okay? I think after we lose contact, he will give up on me after a while, and he will be able to work well in the future."

"Won't you regret it?"

"I just want him to be okay. That's all."

"I promise you."

"Thank you, Chandu."

"Luo Luo, I hope you can be happy too."

"Thank you."

I hung up the phone and started my own life, but I still followed everyone's news.