Rebirth: It's Not You, It's Me

"so what?"

"So, can you come back?"

"not good."

"I beg you! I can't live if you leave me."

"I've given you many chances. Forget it this time!"

"Luo Luo, I beg you to come back and look at me again." When I heard this, my heart skipped a beat.

I ran out quickly, and Yu Che followed me out, took the car keys, and drove to my house.

I called the emergency number on the way.

The lights in the house were on. I took the key to open the door, but it didn't work for a long time. Yu Che took the key and opened the door.

I saw Xiaoshi lying on the bed, motionless. There was a lot of blood and a knife on the floor.

I panicked, and Yu Che quickly tied his arms with a rope. I shouted Xiao Shi's name, and my tears couldn't stop flowing.

"Wake up, don't sleep, I'm back, look at me, you still have two children, I forgive you, I forgive you, please get up."

But no one answered me.

The ambulance took him to the hospital and started emergency treatment. I sat on the ground and cried.

"Luo Luo, calm down. You need to call his parents. If something really happens, you have to let his family know!"

I picked up my phone and called Chandu: "Chandu, Xiaoshi is in critical condition. Can you help me call his parents?"

When Candu heard me crying on the phone, he knew something was wrong. He quickly comforted me and said, "Luolu, which hospital are you in? I'll be there soon."

I told him the address of the hospital.

After a while, Chandu came and saw me curled up in the corner. He immediately rushed over and pulled me up from the ground.

He hugged me and asked, "What happened?"

"I finished my words while crying, and then I couldn't control myself anymore and passed out."

When I woke up, Yu Che was by my side.

I sat up suddenly, got out of bed and headed for the emergency room. I ran out without even wearing shoes, and Yu Che didn't hold me back, but chased after me with my shoes in his hand.

Seeing me running towards him barefoot, Chandu quickly carried me to a chair nearby, and Yuche ran after me and put my shoes on me.

"How's Xiao Shi?"

"Still rescuing."

I sat in the corner, looking for a sense of security.

After a while, Xiaoshi's parents, brother and sister-in-law arrived.

Xiaoshi’s mother saw me and slapped me.

"It's all because of you. You're just a seductress who can confuse people."

Yu Che rushed over and stood in front of me.

"Why do you blame Luo Luo? If you hadn't been causing trouble every day, the two of them would be fine now!"

"You are the man of this goblin, right?"

"Speak more clearly. If you dare to hit Luo Luo again or say something unpleasant, I will be rude to you."

"I said, you shameless man, you have harmed my son like this, his good life has been ruined by you."

"Auntie, don't say that. Xiaoshi has always liked Luoluo."

"You are also helping her. What drug did she give you?"

"You old woman, you caused a happy couple to divorce. You even made trouble for them when they didn't stay with you, and you made your son suffer from mania. And you still have the nerve to blame others."

"you you you."

"What do you mean by 'you'? Your son was harmed by you. You are arrogant and domineering. Even after your son got married, you still wanted to control him. He already has two children. You didn't know that! No one told you! After their divorce, they had another son. Everyone knew about it, except you. Why? Because they were afraid that you would act recklessly and hurt the person he loved."

"You've never seen your son go crazy, right? You haven't seen how much he loves Luo Luo, right? You don't know how humble your son has been in order to make Luo Luo forgive him! You cause trouble, and your son bears the consequences for you. How awesome you are!"

"You still have the nerve to blame others. I just laughed. You chased the person away, and your son chased after him desperately. In the end, he developed mania. Then, when his condition finally stabilized, you made trouble again. Now he is not only manic, but also depressed."

"Don't you think it was Luo Luo who was pestering your son? Let me tell you, your son couldn't bear the blow of separation and couldn't bear to see Luo Luo accepting someone else, so he had a manic attack and almost bit Luo Luo to death. After he woke up and saw that he had hurt Luo Luo, he used a knife to cut himself in the same place."

"Go ask Chandu, go ask anyone in their group."

"Chandu, is what he said true?"

"Ok!"

After this, Xiaoshi’s mother couldn’t say a word.

I also stood behind Yu Che in a daze.

Soon everyone in the team came and saw the slap marks and tears on my face.

"Auntie, don't blame Luo Luo. It has been Luo Luo who has been taking care of Xiao Shi and tolerating him all these years."

"Yes, Auntie, last time Xiao Shi went crazy and bit Luo Luo like that, Luo Luo didn't even have the heart to hit him."

"Auntie, you don't allow them to be together, but Xiaoshi can't leave Luoluo, so Luoluo can't start a new life."

"Aunt, we all treat Xiaoshi as our brother. You should know this all these years, so Xiaoshi has always been inseparable from Luoluo. Even after the divorce, she has been helping to conceal the news of the divorce in order not to delay Xiaoshi's work."

"Aunt, I have liked Luoluo longer than Xiaoshi has. After they divorced, I confessed my love to Luoluo. On the second day of our relationship, Xiaoshi got mad when he found out and hurt Luoluo so badly. We finally broke up so that Xiaoshi could get better. So we never contacted each other again after the breakup. We both sacrificed our own happiness to love Xiaoshi."

At this time, the doctor came out of the emergency room and we surrounded him.

"How's the doctor?"

"He has survived, but he is not out of danger yet. You family members should also pay attention to his mental health. He has many similar wounds on his body."

"You know, right?" Chandu asked me.

I nodded. How could I not know that if he was normal, how could I get divorced and what would happen between him and me?

After every passionate moment, I would stare in a daze at the wounds of all sizes on his body.

How can I make him better, I kept asking myself.

Later I found that as long as I was with him and was doing well, he wouldn't have an attack and there were signs of improvement.

So Chan and I were both in love, and I was moved. But I couldn't do it, even if he didn't want me to get married or meet his parents. I couldn't do it either.

When everyone saw Xiaoshi being pushed out of the emergency room, they all followed him to the ICU entrance.

The doctor came over and said that the door of the hospital ward needed to be locked at night and only one caregiver needed to stay behind, so he hoped everyone would leave.

I insisted on staying here to accompany him. Xiaoshi's mother disagreed at first, but Xiaoshi's family also persuaded me, and finally I had to compromise.

Yu Che took off his down jacket, left it to me, and said to me: "I will take care of the work, you don't have to worry." Then he left here with everyone.

I stayed in the ward, watching over him and talking to him. Xiaoshi didn't wake up until the next afternoon.

"Luo Luo, please don't leave me, okay?" The first thing he said when he woke up was to ask me not to leave him. He was like a poor puppy that was abandoned.

"Well, get well soon."

"Your parents, eldest brother, sister-in-law, and brothers are all here. I'll call them and tell them that you're awake, okay?" I asked cautiously.

"My mother didn't make things difficult for you, did she?"

"No! I'm so awesome!"