Rebirth: It's Not You, It's Me

Except for not having sex, we did all the sweet things we used to do together.

It wasn't until noon that we drove to the airport and the two of us cried and said goodbye in the car.

I held him and didn't want to let go.

But in the end they let go of each other's hands.

He went through security and entered the VIP room. This time he didn't look back at me. I watched him walk into the VIP room and got back to the car.

This time I cried bitterly, I knew he would no longer belong to me. It was like I had lost something very important, my heart was empty, I had always thought I had let it go, but I hadn't.

I cried for a long time and my eyes were swollen.

I cried myself to sleep in the car and didn't wake up until the alarm went off.

I looked in the mirror, then went to the hall bathroom and washed my face, then put on some simple makeup.

I stood at the exit, wearing a mask, a hat, and glasses, waiting for Chandu to leave the station.

Chandu saw me and ran over happily.

Then he pulled me into the car. Chandu, who was originally happy, saw me taking off my glasses and his eyes were still red and swollen, so he hugged me in his arms.

"Baby, I will love you and protect you."

"Ok!"

"Xiao Shi called me."

"Ok!"

"Baby, let's stay in Kyoto for two days before going back. I want to spend a few days alone with you."

"Okay! Aren't you going to ask me why I'm crying?"

"I know."

"Then aren't you sad?"

"From now on you will only belong to me, how could I be sad? If I am sad, it is because you cried. I am sad because I feel sorry for you."

I couldn't control myself anymore and burst into tears again.

"Cry, you will feel better after crying."

I just cried loudly in Chandu’s arms.

After I stopped crying, I used Chandu’s clothes to wipe my tears and snot.

"I'm ready."

"I suspect you're crying because you want to wipe your tears and snot on my clothes."

"Huh, can't I?"

"Okay, or I can take off my underwear and wipe it for you. Underwear is softer and more absorbent."

"You're perverted."

"Wife, let's take a day off today and go to the Magic City tomorrow, okay? Let's go look at wedding houses together."

"Okay!"

"The decoration of the wedding room is almost done, and many projects are being decorated at the same time."

"Why are you in such a hurry?"

"I want to finish the renovation sooner, and then I have other things to do."

"Have you arranged the work?" I didn't understand what he said, and I thought he was very busy with work this year and had no time to look at the decoration.

"It has been arranged by the end of the year." Hearing his answer, I became more certain that he was busy with work.

"Work hard!"

"fool."

"Honey, let's go eat. I'm hungry."

"You're not hungry, you're greedy."

"Hehe..." Chandu laughed like a buffalo.

"Let's go eat early. Stores will close earlier during the New Year."

"Ok."

The two of them drove to a small shop near their home to eat. The shop was much quieter during the Chinese New Year.

The two of us ordered a few dishes, a bottle of peach-flavored Jiang Xiaobai, a bottle of drink, and two cups of ice.

Then I made a drink for Chandu.

Chandu took a sip and gave a thumbs up.

"Is this the drink you said you would mix for me in the future? It's really delicious."

"Yes, I can make countless flavors. I'll try them later."

"Okay, wife, when do you think my parents can come to our house and interview mom and dad?"

"Ah? There's no rush. Your work schedule is tight this year. We can meet next year. There's no need to rush."

"After the parents of both sides meet, we can start planning for marriage. I am anxious to have you."

"Then let's do it in the second half of the year. I was a little busy at work in the first half. I thought that when I'm not so busy, I can take my uncle and aunt to play around when they come over."

"Okay, then I'll bring my parents over to meet you when you finish your first half of the year."

"it is good!"

"Wife, after the New Year, our group will reunite and all members will return to participate in activities."

"It's time for all members to return. Every time they talk about a reunion, there are always one or two members missing."

"Yes, for fans of the group, it's something they are looking forward to."

"That's right. I also want to see all of you together. Thinking of the scenes when you participated in various activities together before, tears always well up in my eyes."

"Yes, we were together all the time before, and then I went to serve in the military, and then various things happened. When we separated at the beginning, everyone was very uncomfortable. Every time I went to an event by myself and saw other groups together, I felt very sad."

"Growth begins with separation. But after all the hardship comes happiness, and now we can all do activities together again."

“I’m so looking forward to it!”

……

The two of us chatted until I fell asleep.

The next day we set off for Shanghai.

"How about our wedding room?"

“They are all the ones I like.”

Yes, there are big French windows, a big bathtub, a steam room, a fireplace, a big bed, and a very comfortable sofa. There is a children's playground and a swimming pool in the yard.

My dream home.

"I really like it, it's exactly what I wanted."

"Madam of the house, the rest of the soft furnishings are up to you!"

"Yeah, okay!" I smiled so hard that my teeth were showing.

"Wife, close your eyes. I'll take you to see a surprise."

I closed my eyes, ready to let Chandu hold my hand and go see this surprise.

Chandu just carried me up in a princess hug.

This hug also scared me.

I opened my eyes in fright.

"It's easy to fall if you walk with your eyes closed. It's safer if I hold you. Close your eyes now!"

I obeyed obediently and closed my eyes.

When we got to the place, Chan put me down steadily.

He said, "Open your eyes!"

What comes into view is a unique world.

This place doesn't match the overall decoration style, but it makes people feel happy. It is full of my favorite cartoon and anime decorations.

The carpet is a fluffy white puppy pattern, a single bed, a bed with a crown, lace bedding, soft and delicate, a lazy sofa, a small table for tea parties when I was a child, small teacups and teapots, a dressing table, and a cute cabinet. When I opened the cabinet, it was full of princess dresses. My god, they treat me like a child! The room is pink and tender, fresh and cute. It is a secret base for people who have never lost their childishness.

I know that this is Chandu's way of protecting my childlike innocence.

"I know you like cute things, so I specially prepared a leisure cabin for you, a cabin just for you to relax."

"Don't you think it doesn't fit in with the whole family?"

"This is an independent space, and only you should be considered here."