Rebirth: It's Not You, It's Me

On the last morning, we drove into the grassland again and encountered the sea at the end of the grassland. It was Hulun Lake, which was as big as the White Cliffs of England.

We watched the horse dance performance of the Barhu tribe and appreciated the Mongolian people's superb riding skills.

It was quite beautiful to stop and go along the way.

When we arrived in Tianjin on the way back, we still put our luggage at the hotel, then the three of us had dinner together, and then went to Tianjin Eye to check in.

"Luo Luo, I heard that the Tianjin Eye has a breakup curse. Couples who ride the Tianjin Eye Ferris wheel together will break up. You and Brother Che should not ride together."

"I don't believe in superstition." I announced my thoughts casually.

"Why not just forget it? Luo Luo, you and Jin Nan can go up together. I'll wait for you downstairs." After hearing this breakup prediction, Yu Che began to back down.

"You little coward!" I made a face at Yu Che.

"I'm just afraid of breaking up. I'm just afraid of being separated from you. I have to avoid anything that will lead to a breakup."

"Okay, okay, then Jinnan and I will go out and play, you stay and watch the bags downstairs." I threw my backpack and Jinnan's backpack to Yu Che, and then happily went to climb the Tianjin Eye.

Climb to the highest point of Tianjin Eye and look out. You will see the bright lights depicting the prosperity and vitality of this city. When night falls and the lights come on, the sophisticated night view appears before us, bringing us a unique visual feast.

At this moment, I am more determined to travel across the country and around the world.

"Jinnan, take a picture for me." I handed the phone to Jinnan.

After taking a few photos of me, Jinnan quickly handed me his phone and said, "I want to take photos too." Then he started posing in various ways.

I have to say that Jinnan is a girl with very good aesthetic sense. The angles of taking photos and the poses are just right.

"Xiao Nan Nan, you are really good at it." I praised.

"It's just so-so, but have you forgotten that I majored in fine arts? If you don't have a good sense of aesthetics, you'd be embarrassed to call yourself an art student."

"Indeed, look at my own selfies, they are so ugly." I took out my own selfies and looked at the photos Jinnan took of me. When we compared them, we were so different, as if they were not the same person.

"too exaggerated."

"I'll go out with you next time."

"I feel like a shining light bulb when I come out with you two this time. Please let me go."

"We didn't do anything, why are you embarrassed?" I was speechless.

"The light bulb is too bright and it attracts people's disgust. I have to be self-aware."

"Come on, Yu Che is not that stingy. We came out to have fun, not for a date."

"Sister, you think too little."

"Sister, you think too much."

The two of them chatted with each other until they reached the ground and got off the Ferris wheel.

"Brother Che, I found that Xiao Nannan is very good at taking photos. Look." I took out the photos and compared them.

“You look great in selfies too!”

"Is there something wrong with your eyes?" I expressed my confusion.

"Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder." Jinnan saw my doubts.

"You asked in vain. You're a nympho." I accused Yu Che of his nympho behavior.

Yu Che looked like a pervert and couldn't bear to look at him.

Then the three of us went to the Italian style street. After strolling, we returned to the hotel and planned to be careful and go home tomorrow.

As soon as I got home, my parents said they were going on a long trip and would not be back for ten days or half a month, so they asked my brother and I to stay in our hometown for a few days. Then they rushed us back to our hometown without stopping.

Now I have time to stay with my grandparents for two days.

When I go to bed at night, I insist on having my grandma sleep with me. I want to hear her tell my stories.

My grandmother was the daughter of the last generation of Manchu landlords. My grandfather was a laborer who herded cattle for my grandmother's family.

As a result, the new China was founded and the landlord class was overthrown. My grandmother's father actively cooperated, and a large feudal family was ruined.

In my previous life, I liked to listen to my grandma's stories. She told stories about herself, her family, and all kinds of strange events in Northeast China.

"Grandma, do you regret marrying Grandpa? Grandpa has such a bad temper."

"I don't regret it. If it weren't for him, there wouldn't be these filial children."

"Then don't you feel wronged for marrying grandpa? You are marrying down!"

"In those days, my background was not good, so I could only survive by marrying a poor peasant! And your grandfather was a romantic man."

I don’t really understand what my grandma said. Maybe I’m a selfish person. I want good things, I want freedom, and I want to have it all in a family.

"You're still young, and times are different now, so you might not understand."

I nodded.

"Xiao Luoluo, I think Yu Che treats you very well. You are a sensible child, and everyone in the family takes you seriously. You will definitely not be bullied when you are with him in the future."

"I will never be bullied no matter who I am with." In my previous life, I didn't even dare to think about such words. Life had smoothed over my edges, and I just accepted everything that came my way.

In this life, I picked up the self-esteem that was trampled under my feet. I swore that I would not let anyone bully me. I want to be capable and have thorns all over my body to stab to death those who provoke me.

"Seeing you like this now, I feel relieved. I was really afraid that if I were gone in the future and you were bullied again, my coffin lid would explode with anger." My grandma and grandpa always loved me the most among this group of younger generations. They always cherished me.

After my grandfather got sick in my previous life, he secretly wrote some words on my textbooks that made me uncomfortable, such as "Your father is not your biological father."

Your biological father is in a certain place

"If your current father treats you badly, go find your biological father"

When I saw these words in my previous life, I was very upset and even hated my grandfather.

After going through so much, I now understand that my grandfather expressed his love in another way.

He was worried that if he died, I wouldn't know the truth, and if my father beat me in the future, I wouldn't even have a place to cry.

Although my grandparents were overthinking, they also protected me in their own way.

I fell asleep thinking about this. I was very happy in my dream.

When I woke up the next day, it was just light outside. I went for a run around the village. I still had to sigh that the air in the village was very fresh.

It makes people feel a sense of belonging.

After running, I ran to my aunt's house for a meal. I wanted to eat the egg pancakes she made.

After arriving at my aunt's house, I called my grandma and told her that I would have a meal at her house to let her rest assured.

My aunt made some omelets and I ate a lot of them by dipping them in vinegar.

After dinner, I went under the grape trellis at my aunt's house to eat some grapes, but this year my uncle put bags on the grapes to prevent them from being pecked by birds.

Seeing me squatting under the grape trellis, my uncle took out a pair of scissors and cut several bunches of relatively large grapes for me. I was so happy that I couldn't see my eyes.

This kind of fun is completely different from buying it at the market.