Ruan Yin was choked by his words. She opened her mouth, not knowing how to explain. She looked up and looked directly at Xi Xuanyao: "Is this why you've been avoiding me lately?"

"Not completely." He made it clear here. Seeing that Ruan Yin didn't quite understand, he said directly: "I don't like to hear you talk about what I was like in the past. To me, he is no different from my love rival. Sometimes I even think that you like him in the past, not me now. There is a difference between the 30-year-old me and the 21-year-old me. The 21-year-old me was not as mature, stable, and rational, nor as tolerant. I wanted to get what I paid for, and I was childish, worried about gains and losses, and mood swings. Do you like me like this?"

He almost dissected himself in front of Ruan Yin, without covering up or hiding anything, and persistently sought an answer, even though he knew that he was being unreasonable. Yes, he never thought that one day, he, Xi Xuanyao, would be associated with the word unreasonable.

Ruan Yin was stunned. She finally understood where the recent series of abnormalities came from. It was because he was competing with her. However, she couldn't deny that she did have the idea of ​​comparing the two of them unconsciously. Sometimes she even missed the old him. But in her eyes, they were still one.

"I like you! I have only loved you, no one else, no matter in the past or now." Ruan Yin's mind flashed with the boy's sincere smile under the fireworks, and she said to Xi Xuanyao seriously.

Xi Xuanyao lowered his eyelids, picked up a piece of food with chopsticks, and said, "Then why do you rarely send me messages? You don't ask me when I stay out all night, and you don't worry when I go to bars and clubs?"

"I seldom send you messages because I'm afraid you don't like it. I'm not worried about you going to bars and clubs because I believe you won't do anything stupid. As for you not coming home all night, I was just about to ask you, why didn't you go home last night?" Ruan Yin explained one by one.

Xi Xuanyao was stunned. Wasn't he the one who asked her first? Why did he ask him instead? He said honestly, "I came back too late yesterday and was afraid to wake you up."

Ruan Yin suddenly thought of the time when she was pregnant and sulking alone, and when he exposed her mistake and comforted her on the hotel rooftop. She had to say that the 30-year-old Xi Xuanyao was a very mature lover who would take care of her thoughts and tolerate her, but the 21-year-old Xi Xuanyao was not like that. They were like two awkward children. When they were in a good mood, they couldn't wait to stick together, but when they were angry, they didn't say anything and waited for the other to guess what they meant.

She looked directly at Xi Xuanyao: "In the future, if we do something that makes each other unhappy, let's just say it out loud, okay? Be honest with each other and face it together."

"it is good"

After talking about the matter, the two of them lowered their heads to enjoy their lunch. The occasional eye contact showed a tacit understanding. Since they couldn't go to the store, Ruan Yin could only stay in Xi Xuanyao's office and spend the whole afternoon.

In the evening, after Xi Xuanyao finished washing up, he directly proposed to move back to the master bedroom. Ruan Yin agreed. There was a big bed, and the two of them stood on each side cautiously. In the darkness, Xi Xuanyao quietly moved towards her, and when his palm touched Ruan Yin, they immediately clasped their fingers.

Ruan Yin's heart was so nervous that it was about to jump out. She could hear her chest beating so fast that it was especially clear in the silent night. She swallowed and turned to look at him, but Xi Xuanyao just hugged her and did not take any further action. She didn't know whether she should be disappointed or relieved.

In the darkness, their breaths intertwined, and Xi Xuanyao's voice came from above, "I was worried that I misunderstood you because I didn't understand the situation when I just came back, and you gradually disliked me. Are you really not in love with that star? I'm talking about the love between men and women." Will there be a moment when you are disappointed with yourself and fall in love with the idol? After all, he heard Zhian say more than once that her ideal type is Xu Donghao. When the ideal shines into reality, she really hasn't been moved? Xi Xuanyao can't guarantee it.

Ruan Yin didn't expect that he was still obsessed with this issue. She was angry and amused. Thinking about it carefully, she felt a little sad. How could Xi Xuanyao be so unconfident in the past? There has never been a moment like now that made her realize that she had indeed ignored him. She replied seriously: "As a fan, I will always like him, but I have never thought about being with him. He is a distant yet close friend to me." She can distinguish between what is reality and what is illusion. The reality is the peace of mind and warmth she feels when they hold hands now, and the idol is the embodiment of her spiritual strength.

"What about you? Do you still like Shen Lanyue now?" Ruan Yin asked, holding her breath.

When Xi Xuanyao let go of her, Ruan Yin's heart sank for a moment. She didn't care whether Xi Xuanyao was 30 or 21 years old, or whether he was childish or steady, because these would slowly settle with time, but she cared whether this person only had her in his heart. Was it really not possible?

The next second, his face was held in a warm palm. In the darkness, Xi Xuanyao explained seriously: "My words that day were too harsh. I reflect on it. It's not because I haven't let her go, but I don't want to repeatedly mention a friend who just passed away. The person I like has always been you."

"I also did some things wrong. I was too sensitive and insecure. I won't mention it anymore in the future." Ruan Yin reflected on herself. She really should be desensitized to Shen Lanyue. The 30-year-old Xi Xuanyao loved her, and the 21-year-old could also do it. She should have the confidence. It was she who unconsciously distinguished the two people, which led to the current result.

Xi Xuanyao bent down and kissed her forehead, then hugged her body and said, "It was those words I said when I just came back that made you feel insecure. The responsibility lies with me, and I won't do that again in the future."

After that day, the two of them returned to their sweetness, even sweeter than before, with a little more trust and tacit understanding in their every move. Unable to go to the store, she could only play with the children at home, and occasionally brought the two little ones to the company to accompany Xi Xuanyao.

Many passers-by have seen it, and all the speculations on the Internet were refuted in an instant. All we can say is that there is indeed no substantial information. The direction of the entertainment industry changes very quickly, but hurtful words cannot be forgotten once they are said. Justice will always come one day.

That day, Ruan Yin was playing with the two kids in the office lounge when her cell phone rang. It was Ruian. She stood up to answer the call. Before she could say anything, Feng Ruian's excited voice came through the receiver, "Sister, I was accepted!"

"Really?" Ruan Yin's eyes flashed with surprise. At that time, Ryan filled in the medical major of Tsinghua University without saying a word, which shocked her, because Ryan's score was still a bit risky to fill in the medical major. Unexpectedly, he was admitted.

Feng Ruian called Ruan Yin under a roadside tree. He was still wearing a helmet and said with a smile, "It's true. Mom told me that the notice is at home. She took a photo and showed it to me."

Speaking of Song Lan, Feng Ruian asked cautiously: "Sister, when will you go home? And call brother-in-law, I want our family to celebrate together." He could see that his mother missed his sister very much after not seeing her for such a long time, but both of them felt a little awkward and neither of them was willing to take this step. Only he could do it, and maybe he could use this opportunity to resolve the knot between the two of them.

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