After rebirth, Mrs. Lu wants to change her baby's father

Just watching him watering the vegetables skillfully, she couldn't help but think: They did this together.

I couldn't help but wonder if they were living as a couple in the army?

Ms. Bai slapped herself hard on the head.

She is a bit like what Zhizhi said, a love-brained person.

This is not advisable.

She is a strong woman.

You can’t be love-brained.

Yes, verify if there is anything.

Ms. Bai took advantage of Uncle Shen's absence and entered his office.

He had a special status, so she usually just cleaned the place and never went through his things.

This time she couldn't help it.

The furnishings in the study are normal.

She opened the drawer.

I saw a thick book inside.

She had a strong intuition that the answer lay there.

She took it out.

A bit heavy.

Put it away and open it.

XX/XX Sunny to cloudy

I'm going to join the army. My parents said I should get married first and have a son later.

XX Year XX Month XX Day Dark clouds turn to overcast

The matchmaker said that the girl was very capable and good-looking. I thought that if she was capable, her parents would be more relaxed.

It's intermittent, either a single sentence or just the year, month, day and weather.

After a year of intermittent writing, I started writing my diary again.

XX year XX month XX day The sun is shining

I met a girl in the army, she was from the art troupe. She was really pretty. Her eyes were curved when she smiled. My heart beat so fast.

This paragraph was crossed out stroke by stroke.

XX year XX month XX day The sun is shining

I received a letter from home saying that my wife had given birth to a big fat boy. I should have been happy, but my heart ached.

Seeing this, Ms. Bai understood.

My heart, which had just begun to beat, was pulled back to earth by the arrival of my son, and my heart died.

……

……

Ms. Bai continued to read on and saw Uncle Shen's painful struggle of being unable to extricate himself from his secret love but having to take on the responsibilities of a realistic marriage.

The last diary entry was on the day my second son was born.

XX/XX Sunny to cloudy

My son was born. She left too. To a better stage. I wish her a bright future. And I will return to my family and continue my responsibilities. That's it for my life.

The diary is gone.

so funny.

As his wife, there are only the first two short sentences: "capable" and "easy to give birth to children".

A thick book about his experiences with others.

Ms. Bai numbly stuffed the notebook back into her pocket, as if nothing had happened.

Ms. Bai tried to keep herself busy, but found that it was not working.

Whenever Uncle Shen was around, she couldn't help but think about all sorts of things.

I don’t know who to talk to about my troubles.

Uncle Shen tried to control her again in the name of her goodness, and when Shen Yubai joked about them torturing the dog, she exploded.

"Shen Jianliang, could you please stop pretending to be so affectionate?"

"You know what? Every time I see you doing this to me, I think about what you did with her."

"I don't feel touched. I just feel disgusted by you. Do you know that?"

"You were not there when I needed you before. Now that I don't need you anymore, can you also become invisible?"

In the past, he said he was busy with work, and she believed him unconditionally and felt sorry for him.

Because life in the army is really tough and the missions are really hard.

But now when she thinks back on it, she feels like she just shot him in the back with all her heart.

After shouting these words, she looked at the shocked expressions of the father and son, and her heart relaxed, and tears began to fall uncontrollably.

"Shen Jianliang, you should remain the same as you were before. This is my greatest tolerance for you."

Uncle Shen's face turned pale. "You know everything? No, listen to my explanation."

Ms. Bai didn't want to listen to him. "Stop talking."

"What are you explaining? Explaining that you didn't cheat?" Ms. Bai looked at him coldly. When he was about to say "yes", she said, "Whether it's physical or mental cheating, I can't accept it."

There was a hint of white on Uncle Shen’s dark face. He stammered and wanted to say something, but in the end, he couldn’t utter a word.

Ms. Bai wiped away the tears from her eyes and said calmly, "We are old now, so we shouldn't learn from the young people and get divorced easily. We just want to live like before."

He spent his time in his army and she spent her time at home.

"Of course. If you want to divorce me and be with her, I will divorce you." After saying this, Ms. Bai turned and went upstairs.

She tried to remain calm, but her staggering steps still revealed her inner unrest.

Shen Yubai looked at his father, "Dad, are you cheating on me?"

According to my mother, this person is in my father's army.

So, does the second brother know?

Uncle Shen's face flushed and he said hesitantly, "That was a long time ago."

"Later... later, I really wanted to live a good life with your mother." It's just that I was always very busy with work and didn't have the chance to live a good life with Ms. Bai.

The tall and majestic figure of my father in my memory collapsed at this moment.

The disappointment in his eyes could not be hidden. "Does Lao Er know about you and her?"

If the second brother also knew about this and kept it from Ms. Bai, Shen Yubai couldn't imagine how sad and desperate Ms. Bai would be if she knew.

When Ms. Bai was pregnant with her second child, he was already over 4 years old.

Children of that era had to grow up early, and since their father was away from home most of the time, the little boy developed a sense of responsibility at an early age.

That winter was very cold. Ms. Bai was busy outside every day and was so tired that her second child was born prematurely.

The second child was born prematurely and was weak and sickly when he was young, so Ms. Bai's focus was all on him.

Later, the second child grew up to be a strong child, and Ms. Bai felt relieved.

When Ms. Bai learned that her second son was going to join the army, she was particularly opposed to it, worried that his health would not be able to bear it.

The second brother resolutely joined the army and has made steady progress over the years.

"The second brother doesn't know." That affair happened decades ago, and no one knew about it except his deceased leader.

But now many people know it.

"Boss, go see your mother. Don't let her get upset." Uncle Shen was worried that Ms. Bai would get upset.

Shen Yubai thought to himself: His beloved mother would not be so upset.

He went upstairs and saw Ms. Bai coming out of the room carrying her suitcase.

"Mom, what are you doing?" He was not questioning, but puzzled.

Ms. Bai told him, "I have been busy with family affairs these years. I need to go out and relax. I want to go out and take a look."

She looked at her eldest son, who was full of dignity, and asked, "You're not going to stop me, are you?"

Shen Yubai's mouth twitched slightly: "No. But your hand is not convenient for traveling now."

"How about this, you stay at my place for a while, and when your hand is healed, you can go traveling."

Shen Yubai was worried that Ms. Bai would refuse, so he added, "If you don't listen to me, I won't let you go out."

Hearing this, Ms. Bai disliked his cold attitude and said, "Take me to Zhizhi's house. I want to go see those little guys."

Shen Yubai also felt that it was too cold there for Ms. Bai to maintain her health, so he agreed, "Okay. I'll take you there."