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Chapter 138 I Really Thought of Killing You

Qin Chuyu's voice was not loud, but it was very firm, as if he could not allow others to question it.

Not to mention Qin Yao and Qin Longyu, even Ji Haoran was shocked when he heard it.

As a cyborg himself, he could better feel the murderous aura emanating from Qin Chuyu when he said this.

Not big, but extremely pure.

This also proves that Qin Chuyu was not just talking!

What's even more terrible is that Ji Haoran knows that if Qin Chuyu really wants to kill someone, not to mention Guangzhou, there are few people in the whole of Daxia who can stop him...

"Mu Qingcheng, ah Mu Qingcheng, you better pray for the best. Now we can only hope that it's not something stupid you did."

There was no way. As Mu Xueer's boyfriend and having known Mu Qingcheng for so many years, Ji Haoran didn't want anything to happen to his wife's best friend.

But Qin Chuyu happened to be his master, and if a conflict arose, he would be in a dilemma.

Of course, he wanted to stand on Qin Chuyu's side.

Not only because he is his master, but more importantly, it is still unclear whether he can beat him!

He was really going to get angry. Ji Haoran was afraid that Qin Chuyu would activate his ultimate form and push forward all the way!

Qin Yao was silent for a long time, and then she realized the meaning of Qin Chuyu's words and asked, "What you mean is that the one who killed Xiaoqi and the others was not their mother, right? Otherwise, with your temper, how could Xiaoqi and the others still recognize her?"

"Indeed, that stupid woman wasn't the one who did that. According to the evidence I've collected, her family is closely related to it." Qin Chuyu shook his head and said.

Hearing this, Qin Yao was even more puzzled: "You know that the one who killed Xiao Qi and the others must be someone from their mother's family, so why did you let Xiao Qi and the others recognize this mother? Aren't you afraid that Xiao Qi and the others will be in danger?"

Qin Chuyu said calmly: "I said this was an accident, and their mother accidentally discovered our whereabouts. Do you believe it?"

"Believe it or not."

Qin Yao couldn't give a final answer because she always felt there was something fishy.

Logically speaking, given my brother's personality, it shouldn't be difficult for him to continue hiding. After all, he has been hiding for five years, so it shouldn't be difficult to hide for another five years.

But in this world, even if there is only a one in a billion chance, it can happen in reality, everything is possible.

Perhaps, it was really a coincidence that Xiaoqi and her friends' mother ran into him, which is not impossible.

Qin Yao suddenly smiled and said, "After listening to your story with Mu Qingcheng and your explanation, if I don't listen carefully and appreciate the meaning of your words, it really feels like you are whitewashing her."

Qin Chuyu: "No matter how you wash away the black, you can't wash it white, and no matter how you wipe away the white, you can't make it black. She was wrong, she should apologize, and she should pay the price for her mistakes, but it's not her fault, so she shouldn't pay the price for those mistakes. If you can't even see this, then haven't I lived for so many years in vain? Have I experienced so many things in vain?"

"I'm not like the male protagonist in the Dragon King novels, who kills indiscriminately without knowing the truth or the cause of the matter, just because of a cause that has nothing to do with what happens later. There are many things that if you don't check them clearly, you will just kill indiscriminately. When you find out the truth, you will be the one who regrets it."

"That stupid woman did make a mistake, but what happened afterwards was out of her control. She had no idea about it and she had no control over it. She just accidentally started it. So I blame her, but I don't hate her."

Qin Yao smiled and said, "So you really don't hate her... No, you don't blame her for preventing you from going to college?"

"No, there are thousands of reasons to blame her, but this is the only one I see most clearly."

Qin Chuyu said, "I actually had the opportunity to go back to college. I took a year or more off when I brought my daughter home. When I brought my daughter home, I thought, let my parents take care of her for a while, I would go to work and earn enough money for their milk powder, and then go to college when they are older, and I would work while writing novels and taking care of my daughter."

“It will be tiring, but I can do it.”

"Even if I can't do it, I can still do as my parents said and ask them to put the two children in an orphanage or let other people raise them, and I can still go to college."

"It's just that I don't want to."

"When Qianqi took me in, I discussed with her that she and I would raise the two together, and the children would recognize her as their godmother. She could work and raise the children at the same time, but the salary was a little low. I would go to college and write novels to raise the children."

"During that time, in fact, I had already signed a contract for the novel I wrote. Although the money was not much, I could work part-time in my spare time, and it should be no problem for Qianqi and I to raise the child together."

"In fact, I had many opportunities to return to university, but we couldn't predict what would happen next. That was the real reason why I couldn't go to university."

"If it weren't for what happened later, and I still couldn't go to college, I would absolutely hate that stupid woman for the rest of my life, and I would absolutely never let Xiao Qi and the others see their biological mother again."

At this point, Qin Chuyu exhaled and said, "I have experienced a lot in the past five years, and I can see a lot of things clearly. I should resent what I should resent and hate what I should hate. I will not hate because of resentment, nor will I forget to hate because of anything."

"Because, I once acted on impulse and was not sober at the time. I did not check things clearly and relied on my intuition and willfulness to do something. Then I paid a price that I will never forget."

"Besides, even if I could really go to college, what would my original life path be like? If there hadn't been this turning point, I would have had to watch my dad die in pain on the hospital bed in my first year! I wouldn't have been able to help my family at all! I wouldn't have been able to give my family a better life and choices like I do now."

"Now that I think about it, if those things hadn't happened, according to my original life trajectory, would I really have been able to finish that so-called university?"

Qin Yao was silent. Yes, if it was really as they imagined, could Qin Chuyu really finish studying at that university?

Can my father really survive?

Can her family really live the kind of life they have now, which is neither better than the rich nor worse than the poor? Can she and her other brother really do the jobs they want and choose the lives they want?

I'm afraid that if my father had really passed away a few years ago, this family would have collapsed...

In an instant, Qin Yao suddenly understood why Qin Chuyu only complained but did not hate.

No one can predict what will happen in the future, and no one can go back to the past and make a new choice.

But Qin Yao couldn't help asking, "Then you really haven't regretted your original choice?"

"I regret it. It would be a lie to say I don't regret it."

Qin Chuyu said, "But what if I'm done regretting? Am I going to be stuck in regretting that thing for the rest of my life and never be able to get out of it? Since I've done it, I can regret it, but I can't keep regretting it, because I know my own character. No matter how many times I do it, even if I have a God's perspective and know what will happen in the future."

"If I encounter that kind of thing again, I will hesitate, I will hesitate, and I will also think about escaping. But in the end, I still chose to save her. There is no other reason. I can't bear to watch another person fall into hell."

"Moreover……"

Qin Chuyu suddenly smiled and said, "If I really didn't choose to save her, then I wouldn't have had my two precious daughters, Xiao Qi and Xiao Ming, wouldn't I?"

"Regret for your own choices should make us pay attention to it and try to make the most correct and best choice next time that we will not regret, rather than sinking into that matter and being unable to get out of it for the rest of our lives."

"Because we really can't go back to the past, and there is no regret medicine to take. The most useful regret medicine is the one you prescribe yourself. Seeing it clearly is enough to not be a blind person."

Listening to Qin Chuyu's words, Qin Yao nodded silently. She also knew that this was the truth.

However, she couldn't imagine what kind of things her brother had gone through in the past five years to make such a dull person grow to this level.

Only then can you see things so clearly, live so sensibly, not act impulsively, and not cause irreversible consequences due to your momentary impulse.

"understood."

After chatting for a while, Qin Yao and the slightly drunk Qin Longyu decided to leave and find a hotel nearby to stay.

Ji Haoran stood up and said, "It's late at night. Just in case something happens to them, I'll take them to the hotel. You can have a good chat with your husband."

"Yeah." Qin Chuyu's voice was calm.

Seeing Ji Haoran and the other two leave, Qin Chuyu also stood up and walked into the bathroom.

The table where Qin Chuyu and his friends had supper was actually located at a corner. Just walk in, turn, and walk a distance to reach the main road.

This corner was only separated by a wall from the table where they had supper, so it was very hidden and it was difficult to see the road inside the corner without walking over it.

A pair of eyes noticed that Qin Chuyu went to the toilet, and they retreated quietly, intending to leave here quietly.

Suddenly, a big hand grabbed the back of the neck of the person with the eyes from behind and pulled her up.

A somewhat cold voice sounded slowly: "You are quite good! You eavesdropped on our conversation in your pajamas for more than half an hour. How could you not freeze to death? Don't you know that the temperature has dropped at night recently?"

Mu Qingcheng looked back and was immediately shocked.

Seeing Qin Chuyu suddenly appear behind her and pick her up like a chicken, Mu Qingcheng was at a loss for what to do. In the end, she could only smile awkwardly and said, "You, you, why are you here? Didn't you go to the toilet?"

"There's a door over there on the toilet side. I came out from there."

Qin Chuyu didn't give her a chance to talk nonsense. He dragged her to the place where they had just had supper and threw her onto a chair.

Mu Qingcheng was caught off guard and almost fell down. Fortunately, Qin Chuyu pulled her and she was able to sit firmly on the chair.

"Aren't you sleeping with Xiaoqi and the others? Why are you here?" Qin Chuyu asked.

Mu Qingcheng rubbed her face subconsciously, and said helplessly: "I was woken up by Xiao Qi and Xiao Ming! These two little guys are restless even when they sleep. My goodness, Xiao Ming kicked me twice, and Xiao Qi slapped me, all on my face!"

"Hehe, it's because I inherited your good genes."

"Get lost! You're not even a good sleeper, as if you have no place in the world!"

"What would you like to eat?" Qin Chuyu asked.

Mu Qingcheng shook her head: "Forget it, I won't eat anymore. I don't have much appetite."

That’s right. Mu Qingcheng heard every conversation between Qin Chuyu and the others. How could she have any appetite after listening to it?

"When did you learn to eavesdrop on something that you think is so dirty?" Qin Chuyu said with a sneer on his face.

Mu Qingcheng did not answer his question, but asked: "When did you find out I was there? I went around in circles to get to where I was just now. Logically, you shouldn't have been able to find me."

"Then don't worry about it. Anyway, I just know you are there. I knew it as soon as you came here. I am too lazy to expose you."

Mu Qingcheng twisted her long hair with her slender white fingers and suddenly asked softly, "Actually, were you saying those words to me?"

"I guess so." Qin Chuyu did not deny it.

If Qin Chuyu hadn't known that this silly woman was eavesdropping, he might not have said so much.

Qin Chuyu looked at her thoughtfully, with his arm on the armrest of the chair and his chin supported by one hand. He asked her jokingly, "So, after knowing my inner thoughts, do you have the thought of taking action against me and my daughter immediately? Now is the best opportunity. If you don't kill me, your family or relatives will suffer after I find out the truth."

Mu Qingcheng rolled her eyes at him and said, "If I wanted to do it, I should have killed you six years ago. I would have beaten my daughter a long time ago. Why did I have to wait until now? As for my family, I believe they would not do that kind of thing. If they didn't do it, you would have no reason to kill them. You are not that kind of person."

"Tsk, that's hard to say."

Qin Chuyu suddenly changed the subject and said, "You took my body and you still want to kill me. As expected, you rich people are the most ruthless."

Mu Qingcheng did not hide this and said, "Well, it is true. In the eyes of most people like us, ordinary people like you are just like ants. As long as it does not affect our own interests, we will not feel sorry for any deaths. If it affects our interests, we will not have any mercy no matter how many deaths there are."

Mu Qingcheng paused and suddenly asked, "Do you really want to kill me?"

"It's not just a thought, but I really tried it, and I almost succeeded." Qin Chuyu said.

Mu Qingcheng was startled: "When?"

Qin Chuyu: "A year ago, when you went to Yunzhou to discuss business, I was actually there too. I had many opportunities to kill you directly without letting others know that it was me who did it."

"In that case, why didn't you actually kill me?"

Hearing that the other party really wanted to attack her, there was a hint of mockery on Mu Qingcheng's lips.

But more of it is a touch of self-mockery.

Qin Chuyu glanced at her and said calmly:

"Because you are very lucky. Just when I really made up my mind to kill you, I suddenly found out that what happened that year really had nothing to do with you, and you were not aware of it. Otherwise, you would really have died there."