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"So, he knew he was going to die from the beginning, and he didn't look back?"

"Ah."

Mu Qingcheng felt as if her heart was being torn apart when she got the answer, as if thousands of needles were piercing her heart.

Even if she inhaled just a little bit of air, her entire heart and chest would ache terribly.

She knew that Qin Xianyu would die and leave.

But she never thought that Qin Xianyu would live with that kind of mentality.

Knowing that you will die may be okay.

After all, everyone will die.

Some people who are more open-minded may not care about these.

But knowing that you are going to die and have to die, and even if there is a slight chance of survival, you will be strangled to death by yourself, this level of torment is probably unimaginable to anyone.

No one would imagine it.

This is like a person who is in the desert, already thirsty and thirsty, suddenly comes across two bottles of water.

One bottle is water.

One bottle is poison.

And you can tell which bottle contains water and which bottle contains chronic poison.

Even that bottle of water can detoxify that bottle of poison.

As long as he drinks that bottle of water, he can walk out of the desert and survive.

If he drank that bottle of poison, he would die whether he could get out of the desert or not.

This is actually a very easy topic to choose, and everyone would choose it.

But Qin Xianyu had no choice but to drink poison!

And you can't even touch a sip of water!

As long as he drinks the water, tastes the sweetness of the water, and feels the vitality and non-toxic sense of security that the water brings him, and has a sense of luck, even if only a little bit, he will never drink poison again.

Qin Xianyu had that kind of thought in mind, and he drank the water mouthful by mouthful even though he knew it was poison.

He can't afford to take any chances.

You can't even touch the clean water that can detoxify.

Even at the last hurdle, just one step away from walking out of the desert, even if he drank that bottle of clean water at the last second, he still had a chance to survive.

But if that happens, the water will be gone.

And that bottle of water is the future of Xiaoqi and Xiaoming.

That kind of pain, that kind of constant torture, makes my scalp tingle just thinking about it.

"So when did he know this?"

"When Xiaoqi and the others were about two years old."

"So what exactly is that future? And what exactly will happen?"

Mu Qingcheng wanted to know, what kind of future is it that Qin Xianyu is willing to risk his life for?

Yang Qianqi shook her head slightly and said, "He didn't see it clearly. He could only see roughly. He knew a lot of things, but they were all blurry and unclear."

"Because of the constraints of the rules, even if Ah Chu tried his best, he could only see the vague future a little bit more clearly. The rest is still vague and uncertain."

“But he saw an outcome, an outcome he wanted.”

“That’s why he went on without hesitation.”

Mu Qingcheng had already guessed a little: "The result is actually that Xiao Qi and the others can survive, right?"

Yang Qianqi nodded slightly: "Yes, he saw how Xiaoqi and the others grew up, and saw that everything that happened was resolved after they grew up."

"Xiao Qi and the others have a very good future."

Mu Qingcheng was slightly stunned, and subconsciously asked: "Does that mean that we just have to wait for Xiaoqi and the others to grow up, and then that future will come by itself?"

"Will the result not change?"

Yang Qianqi shook her head: "No, the future is not set. It can only be achieved through hard work."

"If you don't work hard, there will be many unknowns and the future will still be changed."

"Then what Ah Chu saw could only be another timeline in a parallel universe."

"If we can just lie down and wait for the future, then Ah Chu wouldn't have to work so hard, wouldn't have to keep paving all kinds of roads for Xiao Qi and the others, and wouldn't have left them with so many means and resources."

"With his ability, if he wanted to, he could definitely delay it until Xiaoqi and the others grow up."

"But there are too many variables during this period. If you are not careful, the future you see will be changed and will not happen."

"Achu did so much just to grab that future and nail that future here."

"..."

"I understand."

Mu Qingcheng suddenly gritted her teeth and struggled to get up.

Yang Qianqi's eyelids jumped, and she quickly carried Xiao Qi to the bedside and supported her: "Hey, hey, hey, what are you doing?"

"You are still very weak, lie down quickly."

Mu Qingcheng was unwilling: "Since his wish is for the two children to live well and have that future, then no matter what, I will try my best to help him fight for that future!"

"That can't be rushed, take care of your health first!"

"But if I don't work hard now, then..."

"If you mess around, what if something happens to you? Do you think Xiaoqi and the others will lose their mother after losing their father?"

"Then what's the significance of Xiaoqi and the others' choice?"

Yang Qianqi's words made Mu Qingcheng's body stiffen, and then she fell silent.

Yang Qianqi helped her lie on the bed and said, "You are deeply traumatized by his passing. Your consciousness has collapsed several times and your body is still very weak. Rest well first, take care of your body, adjust your mood, and we'll talk when you're better."

"Before this, there was me, cousin A'long, Ji Haoran and the others."

"The only thing you have to do now is to be strong."

"He is gone, but you still have to live!"

"You still have Xiao Qi, Xiao Ming and the others!"

"Only when you are strong and healthy can you do what you want to do."

"do you understand?"

"The body is the capital of the revolution."

"Besides, if you were like the heroine in the novel written by my cousin's husband, and the hero died, dragging her extremely sad and weak body to fulfill the hero's wish, wouldn't Chu be heartbroken watching that?"

"Do you think Chu would want you to do this?"

I have to say that Yang Qianqi is quite good when it comes to grasping human nature.

These words silenced Mu Qingcheng, and she stopped struggling.

After a long silence, he nodded and said, "Okay, I'll listen to you. I won't do anything rash."

"Ah."

"Want something to eat? I'll make it for you. You haven't eaten in a few days. This won't work."

Although she hadn't eaten for nine days, Mu Qingcheng still didn't feel hungry.

After learning that Qin Xianyu had left, she had no appetite to eat.

But in order to reassure Yang Qianqi and the others, Mu Qingcheng still said, "Have some porridge. I don't have much appetite."

"Row."

"Then wait a moment."

"Okay, please."

Looking at Yang Qianqi's back as she walked out of the room holding Xiao Qi, Mu Qingcheng closed her eyes, and all she could think of was the image of her salted fish.

Tears welled up again.

He kept muttering something.

Yang Qianqi, who had just left the room and was about to close the door, happened to see this scene and sighed inwardly.

Then close the door.

Having had the same experience, she knew how Mu Qingcheng felt.

I also understand that the departure of a loved one or a beloved one brings, in addition to the sudden and surging waves of sea water that drown people when they first get the news.

More than that, it is a lifetime of dampness.

Although the former is uncomfortable and painful, if you can get through it, everything will be fine.

The impact of the latter, although not as great as that of a raging storm, brings people great pain.

But the dampness that lasts a lifetime, like the regular drizzle, is like a soft knife that cuts the heart from time to time.

It's easy to open old scars.

An unexpected collapse is often the most fatal.

It’s not easy to get out.

She can only rely on herself.

So Yang Qianqi just told her all this.

He tried to arouse her maternal love and sense of responsibility, to suppress the sadness and pain over Qin Chuyu's departure, and let her use her child as a lifeline to crawl out of the quagmire and out of the abyss little by little.

Let her be strong on her own.

Any help anyone gives her can only be icing on the cake, not a life-saving help.

It’s easy to get out.

If you can't get out, then...