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After a long while, Qin Chuyu barely stopped crying and continued, "Okay, what will Dad say next?"

Xiao Qi and Xiao Ming nodded silently.

Qin Chuyu lowered his eyes slightly and said softly: "The reason why Dad told you in the future before he left was actually very simple."

"That is, you should not blame yourself or feel guilty because your father is gone or because you have seen his past memories."

"Don't think that your coming into this world is a burden to your father. If you hadn't come into this world, or if you hadn't become my daughter, what would have happened to me..."

"this is not right."

"On the contrary, your arrival has made Dad experience the happiest feeling in this world."

"Because of you, Dad has the opportunity to become a dad."

"Dad's world has become wonderful and regret-free because of you, my daughters."

"Of course, this also includes your damn arrogant mother."

Hearing this, Xiaoqi and Xiaoming stopped crying at the same time and looked up at their father who, even though he couldn't see them, still had a gentle face and doting eyes.

Qin Chuyu sighed with emotion, and laughed at himself, saying, "You know what? Before you were born, Dad lived like a puppet, like a puppet at the mercy of others. I did whatever others said, and I became a puppet based on others' expectations."

"Dad seemed to have lived the first half of his life for others."

"In order to fulfill your grandparents' expectations of your father, in order to become someone else's child in other people's eyes, to study for the sake of studying, and to live for the eyes of others."

"This way of living is not very tiring, but it is very numb."

"At that time, Dad was thinking, what's the point of living like this?"

"But Dad can't find a new direction or the goal he wants."

“So Dad was like a lost dog, like a little mouse hiding in the sewer, starving, rummaging through the garbage, but couldn’t find anything to eat.”

"It was like this when I was a kid, it was like this in middle school, and even in high school."

"Dad's path seems to be visible, but it's like it's covered with layers of fog. I can't see the next intersection or the end."

"He can only be like a puppet. When others pull him, his father moves."

“Dad is actually very lucky.”

"Even so, there are still two people willing to lead me and show me the direction."

"When I was young, I was your cousin. When I grow up, I will be your mother."

"Although your mother is a little bit arrogant and a little bit tough, it is true that because your mother and father like each other and warm to each other, your father has his own goals for the first time."

"During that period, Dad was the most lucid and knew clearly what he wanted and what he wanted to do."

"At that time, Dad had a clear and specific goal, which was to take good care of your mother, be with your mother, and be worthy of your mother."

"At that time, Dad was pulled out of the abyss by your mother and began to work towards a clear goal."

"Dad thought that with this clear goal, he would continue to do so, but who knew..."

Having said that, Qin Chuyu paused, first gave a helpless smile, and then gradually, the bitterness turned into sweetness.

He smiled sweetly and happily: "But fortunately, Daddy still has you and your two precious daughters!"

"It is because of you that Dad's road, which was neither dark nor bright but gray, is now truly illuminated and will never be extinguished."

"Although in the beginning, when Daddy first became your father, he was also confused, hesitant, and struggled, and he also thought about giving up."

"But, ever since I wanted to fall like a coward and leave with you guys, and I heard Xiao Qi call me dad, and Xiao Ming called me dad, my body seemed to be filled with endless energy and strength."

"And that has always supported me and changed my beliefs."

"That's you, my beloved eldest daughter, Qin Muqi."

"My precious little daughter, Qin Muming."

"It is you who gave Dad the courage to live, and it is you who made Dad grow from a boy to a father."

"It is because of your existence that Daddy's world is as colorful and beautiful as a rainbow."

Xiaoqi and Xiaoming wiped their tears with their hands. They had never thought that they were so important to their father.

They still think that it is them who caused their father to become like this...

"Although when you read my memories of my father, you may feel how hard it was for him, how tired he was, and how pitiful he was."

"But do you know?"

"It is because of you that Dad never feels that those are hardship or fatigue."

“No matter how hard or tired I am, Dad, every time I come home, as long as I see you smiling at me and calling me Dad, I don’t feel tired or bitter anymore. Instead, I feel sweet and happy.”

"Especially when I see you two having enough food to eat, enough sleep, and having fun, you don't know that as a father, that kind of happiness is really irreplaceable and can be remembered for a lifetime."

Qin Chuyu remembered every little thing clearly: "Especially the first time I saw you open your eyes, your big, watery eyes were all yours."

"The first time I heard you call me dad."

"The first time I fed you milk."

"When I first gave you a bath and changed you into little clothes."

"The first time I fell asleep holding you in my arms."

"The first time you drank two more sips of grandma."

"The first time I kissed Daddy's face."

"The first time I heard you say you loved daddy."

"The first time Xiao Qi helped Dad with his back massage."

"The first time Xiao Ming took the bottle, which he hadn't even taken a sip of yet, and wanted to feed it to his dad who had just returned."

"The first time you used your little hands to wipe daddy's face."

"The first time it was your birthday."

"The first time you cooked longevity noodles for Dad, the noodles clumped together, but that was because Dad came home too late and didn't make it in time."

"Although salt hasn't been added yet, Daddy is so happy eating it. That noodle is the best noodle Daddy has ever eaten in his life."

“Not bland, very flavorful.”

"And Xiaoqi, you and your sister wrote to Dad, 'Happy birthday to the best dad in the world', and also wrote 'Dad, you've worked hard, Qin Muqi and Qin Muming love you the most'. Dad is really, really, really touched..."

As Qin Chuyu spoke, tears began to flow uncontrollably again.

The two daughters also lay on his thighs, biting their lips and about to cry.

"And more and more and more..."

Qin Chuyu didn't know how many things she had said, how many subtle actions she had made that they had never even noticed, and how many words she had forgotten and spoken unintentionally, but they had brought so much happiness and joy to their father.

"So, don't feel guilty or blame yourself. Dad has actually been very happy and blessed in his life."

"When I was a kid, at the darkest time, I met your cousin, the best cousin in the world."

"When I was growing up, I met your mother when I was most confused, the most miserable, and the most desperate."

"Then, God gave me the best daughter in the world."

"So, Xiao Qi, Xiao Ming, you have never been a burden, and you are not the culprit that caused Dad to become like this."

"On the contrary, you are the best gift I have ever received. You are my greatest happiness in this life, and you are the greatest gift from the biased God."

"I have you as my daughters, really, really, really..."

"Very good……"

At this moment, Qin Chuyu seemed to realize something, raised one arm and wiped her tears.

He put Xiaoqi and Xiaoming's pajamas away, stood up, walked to the door and opened it.

A beam of light shone into the room which seemed a little dim because of the drawn curtains.

Qin Chuyu walked in the beam of light, turned around and looked at the empty room, and said the last words to his two daughters:

"It's time for Dad to go."

"Finally, Xiaoqi, Xiaoming, if daddy really can't change your fate, and your final ending is still the same, don't blame daddy..."

"Dad has already... tried his best."

"Dad is the strongest in the world, but not the strongest in the universe, nor the strongest in all dimensions. To the entire universe and countless dimensions, Dad, the strongest in the world, is just an insignificant speck of dust."

"So this is all Dad can do."

"It's so difficult to even achieve this..."

Qin Chuyu's lips trembled, but she still smiled gently at the empty room:

"Actually, it's okay to be weird..."

"Dad is gone, take good care of yourselves, take good care of your mom. You don't even know it."

"Also, don't come through to see dad all the time. It's too harmful to your body and it takes too much energy. It's also risky. Dad feels bad for you and he can't bear to see you do that."

"Goodbye, my darling girls."

"May all your dreams come true for the rest of your life."

"May you be healthy, safe and worry-free throughout your life."

Click.

boom.

As the door closed, Qin Chuyu no longer hesitated and rushed to the battlefield, to his own death!

He wants to sacrifice himself in exchange for a great start for his two daughters!

So as to fight for that glimmer of hope!

And the moment he closed the door, waves of heart-wrenching cries that he could not hear were heard in the room.

Fortunately, he couldn't hear.

Unfortunately, he couldn't hear it.