Zongman: Unknowingly trapped in the hatchet

Chapter 237 Boys always grow up in pain

In memory, those voices are destined to be unforgettable.

Maybe it's not beautiful, but it makes the boy gradually stronger.

"So pitiful. It's too miserable for Hikigaya to confess his love to her, right?"

"That's right, that's right. I clearly only exchanged contact information with him out of sympathy, but he actually thought that I was interested in him? Hate it, this is too disgusting, isn't it?"

"Stop talking, stop talking, he's coming..."

[Tsk… you said it so loudly, and now you still have to pretend that you never said it. Aren’t you embarrassed?]

Girl 1: "Do you feel hot?"

Hikigaya: "Rather, it's hot and humid!"

Girl 2: "Ah...haha, that's true."

[So, you weren’t talking to me…]

"Pah, we've hit the Hikigaya mushroom, deploy defense!"

"Defense is ineffective against the Qigu fungus. Run, run!"

"That's right!"

[Don’t add a “菌” after someone else’s name without permission…]

After finally making up his mind to confess, the girl in the memory just looked embarrassed and had no idea where to put her eyes. After a long while,

"Well...can't we just be friends?"

[Let alone being friends, we haven’t even spoken a word to each other since then.]

friend?

Lover?

collective?

It is nothing more than a relationship that weak people deliberately and carefully maintain in order to achieve their own interests.

So stupid.

This kind of hypocrisy, where you meet each other on the street ten years later and don't even say hello, is just a lie and a scam called youth.

It's ridiculous that there are still countless people praising this disgusting relationship.

In this small island where bullying is rampant, classes are fixed, superiors and subordinates exploit each other, and the social atmosphere is oppressive, the only way to survive is to become strong.

The world is neither gentle nor right.

It's ok.

Then let me be the king of the new world.

Decided.

Let me fight with so-called "self-destruction" over and over again.

Look, this is how I fight the world.

There is no need to be understood by anyone.

Because I just wanted to do it.

No one will understand...

"Frog, the transfer student is so handsome!"

In the second semester of his sophomore year, a transfer student from mainland China suddenly came to his class.

[Ah… Another popular person like Hayama? Never mind.]

Tsk, I didn't expect that after just a few days I would be forced to join the club by Mr. Hiratsuka.

What I didn’t expect was that the transfer student was also there!

It was terrible today...

"Hikigaya, if no one wants to team up with you, then join me."

"Ah? Of course you can..."

[Eh, is it because he joined the same club as me?]

[However. With your appearance, if you just move your eyes a little, 80% of the girls in the class will rush to team up with you, right? Why do you have to target me...]

[That’s right. I guess you’re new to the class and you don’t know your reputation yet.]

[Forget it, in the end I will be the same as that group of people]

[I heard that people in mainland China are very good at cooking... Let me be lazy...]

[Wait, how did this get me away?]

[Cooking this kind of dark food will not only be judged as failing, but will also be considered as having a problem with attitude!]

"It's okay, just find another group and take some of it as your own."

The culprit showed no guilt at all and spoke out quite frankly.

[Give me more self-blame!]

[If you have such a cunning idea, you will probably be criticized if you are found out!]

[Why didn’t I think of this before?]

[Oh...it turns out I can't borrow it at all]

"I can help if you want!"

A boy named Totsuka Ayaka suddenly ran over, and Hikigaya had an impression of him.

Come to think of it, have they met somewhere before - not in the classroom.

Forget it, forget it.

Totsuka-san is truly an angel!

As for this transfer student? Let's not talk about it.

I teamed up with a transfer student in tennis class again...

hateful.

Let me use my years of experience in double-queuing with walls to torture him!

……

What a pervert. He didn't even break a sweat after playing the whole game.

Is it because I am too weak?

"Can I join you?"

Is Totsuka-san here to save me again?

"You fight Hikigaya, I'm tired."

"Then Hikigaya, let's do it~"

[Well... let's not think of him as a pervert for now]

Su Qing, this guy, his grades are so good but he didn’t tell him!

Bai was worried about this rebellious son...

Forget it, it saves me the trouble of accompanying him and Miura to apologize.

What a waste of my hard work.

Just thinking about Miura's face makes me feel scary...

Why did you come to the club dinner for no apparent reason?

But luckily Ayaka is also here...

Is this a date in disguise?

Ok?

Why is it a loss?

Damn, this is one of the people I least want to meet.

"Hachiman, you are so modest! Third among the three Japanese schools..."

Su Qing pretended not to know and deliberately took the wrong report card...

Stop praising. Stop praising.

I feel embarrassed when you praise me as the number one among three schools!

"Don't wait until you lose something to cherish it."

Su Qing is saying something weird again!

Please, you're already a sophomore in college, can you please stop being so immature like a junior in junior high school?

Eh……?

Yukinoshita, Yuigahama, Ayaka, what's wrong with you?

[Collective, it seems, is not such a bad thing...]

Within reach.

Su Qing's face gradually became blurred at some point.

[What’s wrong with me?]

[It's not like I'm going to die, but it's still like a revolving lantern]

[This is terrible]

"I should be the one to say sorry..."

With a crying voice, he made a hoarse and low roar that even he himself could hardly imagine.

Although he couldn't see his own face, Hikigaya thought that he must be crying very ugly right now.

Never mind. Not many people are coming here anyway.

Ah...that's not right.

So why would he cry for a transfer student he had known for more than two months?

Because of……

Didn't I realize that I had already considered him a friend?

There is no need to deliberately maintain the relationship.

Instead, understand each other, get along well and spend time together.

Even though he still doesn't seem to know Su Qing well enough.

But I also inexplicably firmly believe that I will be able to do it one day.

A rather arrogant, rather bossy, rather selfish idea.

But even so, he still longed for a true friendship with the other party.

Not just now.

Ten years later, twenty years later, thirty years later...

They still have to mock and ridicule each other like they do now, yet understand each other.

and so.

This friendship must not end like this.

"Wipe it off while no one is paying attention." Su Qing took out a few pieces of paper from his pocket and used his tall body to block Hikigaya. "If you don't wipe it off quickly, I'll record it and show it to everyone at your wedding ceremony, or wait ten or twenty years to show it to your son and daughter."

[Is he still human?]

[Is this still human language?]

Hikigaya was feeling mixed emotions, and for a moment he didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

"Haha, the wind was too strong and sand got into my eyes." Even though his eyes were red, Hikigaya still pretended to be calm and said disdainfully.

"Where did the sand in the classroom come from? I think there is a fool here." Su Qing said.

"What idiot?" Hikigaya asked.

Su Qing said nothing, just smiled faintly and stared at Hikigaya.

"You f******"

"Have you reconciled with Hikigaya-san?"

After sitting back in her seat, Yui asked with concern.

"Well, thanks to your pastry."

"Hehe, no. Anyway, even if I'm not here, Xiaoqing will find her own way to solve it quickly~~"

Yui smiled, like cherry blossoms blooming in milk.

Soft.

pure.

After his black eyes, shining like stars, flashed a hint of helpless doting, Su Qing planned to go out and breathe some fresh air because he had felt a dull sensation in his chest since early in the morning.

It was only when he took the first step out of the classroom and the first breeze blew on his face,

He suddenly understood.

It turns out that he was feeling [guilty] not long ago.

[Guilt]... Is this what it feels like?

Suddenly.

Su Qing just felt dazed.

Speaking of which, it’s almost the beginning of winter, but today’s sunlight seems a bit dazzling.

Su Qing narrowed his eyes slightly, but didn't care too much.

Press your hands lightly on your chest.

Sure enough, it’s not boring anymore.

then.

Su Qing returned to his seat again.