Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

If something is mine, no one can take it away. If something is not mine, I will not force it.

"Isn't this mine? This is mine, and I'm not a child anymore. Although perhaps to you who have lived a very long life, my life seems extremely short. Perhaps in your eyes, I'm still an underage child who needs to be fed... But in my opinion, I'm already an adult. I can make decisions for what I do. So what you have to do now is not to be a riddler, but to tell me that this is mine. Why do I have this strange feeling?"

"...I can't say it. This is not my decision alone, but the result of everyone's discussion. So I can't say it. I'm really sorry, but please believe me, this is not harmful to you...I know it may be difficult to accept this. After all, lies are difficult for you to accept, so I don't want to lie to you. I can only tell you that I really can't say it..."

"You said a long sentence today?" A strange focus, but this actually went beyond the topic, "I'm a little curious, but since you said so, I won't care too much... So this is indeed mine, right?"

The other party seemed a little uncomfortable because of losing a series of words, and nodded.

"Are you the one with yellow-green eyes? I thought the guy who came to stop me was the one with golden eyes..."

"He's still resting... He needs to sleep for a very long time. Will he have a beautiful dream?"

"That's really good. After all, this kind of place allows you to dream instead of being awake and facing very boring things. It feels very strange, and you don't want to touch it, right?"

"At first we tried to find a way to destroy it... but we couldn't. This kind of thing is too difficult to destroy. It's ordinary and sad and plain... Countless sad emotions, condensed into something, countless resentments, condensed into a strong enough sword... This is also for your body. Now your body can't bear this power at all. After all, you can't bear the abyss alone... It's obviously such a fragile curse on your body, but it clings to you like a bug."

"I know that the curse seems easy to you and can be removed... But for me, it is really difficult... I wanted to show you the results of my potion today. Was it successful? I can't drink the potion, right?"

"You really can't drink too much of this potion. Drinking too much will make you forgetful. But you can show it to me," the other party took the beautiful bottle and nodded. "It's a perfect type. Although there are still some minor flaws, such as a little more tears, a little more extracts, or a second purification. But in this world, being able to replace those materials with different things is already very impressive."

"Then what I'm going to look for next is another kind of wood..."

"Actually, the others are fine too. What's recorded in the book is only a part of it..."

The book was quickly opened, the page was found and handed to me. I looked at the small words around that line, but I couldn't recognize them clearly. What were these words?

"Sorry, I forgot. This was the language of my race... Since this book was originally my textbook, I wrote a lot of things. In fact, anything that can symbolize the memory of that period of time will do. The reason for choosing that special kind of wood is that it can be specific to the minute, or even accurate to the seconds of that memory. Well, you can try it."

Holding those pieces of wood in your hands, you can really recall every detail of each moment, as magical as playing a movie tape in reverse.

"Finally, the sword you have now is very good, but don't give it a name, especially don't confuse the names of the two swords, otherwise he will be angry."

"Okay, I won't give him a name, but what if I already have a name? Should I take it away from him?"

"It doesn't matter. This sword doesn't know that it is called this name. Just don't call the sword by its name in the future."

"So the name of this sword is Bu Yu? I have to say, why did I give it such a name before? It feels weird?"

"I don't know either... As for your past, you should ask the owner of this place. He is resting well now..."

"Okay, okay, I came at a bad time. How long will it take?"

"One or two months?" He couldn't help but click his tongue twice. It was indeed a very, very long time.

"I want to know something about the sword. Is this part not too much to ask?"

"...Okay, I can talk a little bit, but not too much."

So I found a chair, sat down and listened quietly. After a long time, the other party started speaking.

"This sword comes from a race. In fact, you are not a pure human... Your race is very similar to humans, but not exactly the same. However, there is no reproductive isolation between you and humans..."

"Wow! You've lived for so long, and you tell me you're not a human? It's a bit shocking, can you tell me?" He spoke in a very calm tone, a bit like an actor in a comedy.

"Although it's a little hard to accept, you are indeed not human..." The other party looked at him seriously. What was he looking at? "You come from a race that has committed many evil deeds. Well, if I have to say it, that race was exterminated..."

"Oh? How magical... But the tone is very heavy. This sentence is true. Your tone is too heavy. I feel a little uncomfortable in my heart..." Somehow, I felt goose bumps on my body, waiting for the other party to continue.

"Well... there is one part that is hard to explain... It's like this, you... your body... or since you were a child, have you always felt that your emotions are difficult to control?"

Indeed, I used to think that it was because I couldn’t endure it mentally…

"Your race is more impulsive, but this is not something that is difficult to explain, because anger is the best nourishment and source of all power. Perhaps in the unrecorded history, you are just a branch of ordinary humans..."

"So I have a human face, human emotions, and no reproductive isolation from humans, but I am not a human, right?" How should I put it? It does feel a bit abstract. I look like a human, have human emotions, have a similar IQ to humans, and have no reproductive isolation from humans, so why can't I be a human?