Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

In fact, the reason I say this is because of emotion. Many times, if a patient suffers a major blow, he or she will not be able to bear it, especially in this world that goes against one's will, this so-called curse that goes against one's will.

"Of course I remember... when I was very young... that sunset..."

"And that smile and the so-called promise that mom will always love you, and that dad is gone and it doesn't matter, he just went to a faraway place and became a star in the sky to protect us... It's nothing but a lie."

"But you should be sincere when you say this, right? I wasn't an eyewitness, but I can feel the struggle in pain. In fact, I prefer to take revenge when there is revenge, and the kind of people who have grievances to repay... How do you want to treat your mother? How do you want to treat a guy who wants to kill his own child?"

I was listening attentively. The elder brother said nothing, and the younger brother looked at the dark room quietly.

"Mom is fine...don't hurt..."

"Is this how you treat a guy who wants to kill you? If I were to meet a weak and incompetent guy like you, I would also want to do it." In fact, rather than hatred or dislike, it was more like a kind of disappointment? It seemed that he was annoyed at the fact that he easily forgave his mother's behavior.

"Yes...brother..." The other person struggled to sit up. He was very close to her, and a pair of beautiful eyes were looking at her brother. "You hate me...I don't like you either..."

Oh no... Although the other party looks calm and composed, I feel like he is about to drop a pearl... Can I really say this? !

"You shouldn't discuss this issue now. Don't bring emotions or so-called past events into the discussion of the present, okay?"

The two of them discussed for a long time. Because it was the mother who was in a difficult position to take action, they decided to tell her what they knew and told her that they wanted to live...

After discussing this conclusion, my brother left first in anger, but I stayed in the room. The other party had not yet lay down, so I had the opportunity to braid his slightly longer hair.

"Thanks……"

"It's not the truth. This kind of lie can only fool your brother..." While combing her hair, she easily unraveled the lie. To her, this lie was like the peel of a tangerine, which would fall off with a slight push and was very fragile. However, what was wrapped in the lie was not the sweet tangerine, but the bitter medicine that made people suffer.

"..."

"Do you hope that your brother can accept your departure calmly, or do you hope that your brother can feel happy about your death?"

I quickly braided the other person's hair into a cute little braid, but unfortunately it was not clear enough, so I had to untie the hair and restore it to its original shape.

"I'm jealous..." I'm jealous of people who have healthy bodies, who can live in the sun, who can taste normal flavors, who don't have to suffer from illness all the time, who are loved by their mothers with all their hearts...

"But you sincerely wish him well..." The other party was indeed jealous. It was hard for a child who grew up in this situation not to be jealous of another, but the other party was also worried that his brother would become like him... "You were worried that it would be difficult for your brother, so you chose to reduce the punishment. You probably knew that your mother was poisoning you unilaterally, right?"

"..."

"You love your mother and you love your brother, so you swallow the bitter pill just in the hope that this false beauty can continue, even while you are still alive..." even if it will speed up the journey to death from which there will be no return.

I have seen this kind of keen feeling and this kind of tangled emotion too many times. I had similar experiences in my previous life, but I saw these emotions more often in animations, and I have already understood them thoroughly.

"Brother, be good... so is mom. I don't care."

"You have to be well too. Brother loves you too... I'll comb your hair for you. It might feel a little better. I remember there's an acupuncture point here. It might feel better if I press it. Never mind. I'm not a professional. Don't move. Come, let me massage your body. I think you've been lying down for too long. It must be painful."

"No, thank you..."

"Okay, let me go talk to your brother, and you can just rest and relax. It's okay. You're a very good kid, and you deserve to live."

He left the place and coughed twice. Of course the other party noticed it, walked over and sat on a chair beside him.

“…I heard everything.”

"So?" So what's the point of saying this? What's the use? I supported my head with one hand and watched the other person drink a little. Although I was not drunk at all, I felt a little sleepy. "What do you want to say?"

Suddenly I realized that the other person seemed to be the tsundere type? I felt like laughing.

"I don't like him, I hate him, but I only take care of him because it's my duty as an elder!"

"Yes, you hate him, so why did you stop him? Why did you investigate? Why did you spend all your money on drugs? Why? Oh, you hate him~" I lengthened my tone, I need to have some fun, "It's better to say that you want to hate yourself, right?"

These two kids are really dumb.

"You also hate that he took away all of Mom's care. Mom is indeed proud of you, but that's not what you want. What you want is care, not so-called praise..."

"When you were little, you did hate him, but as you grew up, you realized that he was indeed a very good newcomer. You forced yourself to hate your brother so that if he suddenly died one day in the future, you would be able to support this broken family... Very interesting!" I seem to be getting better and better at this, as if it was all subconscious behavior. Well, when did it start?

Since when did I start to subconsciously be able to infer these boring things? Since when?

Since that day...

I clenched my hands imperceptibly, and the pain in my heart disappeared. I used to be a person with a slight ability to describe things from the side, but I didn't expect that this ability would be enhanced and I could vaguely feel the emotions expressed by the other person...

It’s amazing! Why is there such an emotion? Why did I go from being able to judge at the beginning to being able to feel and empathize now?

"What are you thinking?"

"I was thinking about you..."

When did it start? The only result should be eating that petal and starting...