Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

The records in that book were strange and trivial. There was nothing really worth writing down, but it seemed like everything was worth writing down.

I firmly believe that a person's life is made up of countless moments, whether beautiful or painful, they are all part of who we are, so I habitually record some of the most impressive fragments.

This also causes the pain to be replayed constantly, full of suffering and unable to be forgotten.

This is also a way of living in the present moment...

Can I live such a good life? Really?

I keep reflecting on what I have done, and it seems like I haven't done anything well. Can I be loved so passionately when I am like this?

The life of the previous generation brought many negative influences, such as not daring to talk to others, and believing that all love has a price. When people see true and normal love, they are dumbfounded.

Love is dedication and giving. It is two-way and both parties consider each other. Can love be exchanged for love?

I don't know, and I don't want to know. It would be great if this was a game, with a clear sense of goodness, and knowing whether I can succeed or fail.

But love in reality changes rapidly and is very rare.

After dinner, I went to write in the moonlight. The little thing made by the little alchemy could provide a good light.

I wrote a page of a book. I write very quickly when I have an idea.

But sometimes my knowledge reserves do not allow me to write much.

It's not comfortable, but there's nothing we can do about it.

It would be great if I could be more powerful and know more. There are always descriptions of emotions in books, and there are always unknowns in books, right?

The time should be coming soon...

知道一段知识和写出来完全是两种体验，就像知道1+1=2，却不知道为什么1+1=2。

It is also difficult to write that knowledge in a way that people can understand. After all, it is impossible for everyone to have an IQ at an upper-average level. There will always be some at the bottom. Although those at the bottom are unlikely to learn these things... we can't deprive them of their ability to learn.

The part I am writing now is about the application of Qingxin. The flowers and rhizomes have different values. It is best to use them after picking the whole plant.

If you taste it directly, it will have a slight bitter taste... Well, it's a little bit bitter that is hard to accept, but you can soak it in water and drink it, it tastes good. When making potions, you need to make sure there is no pollen in it. If there is pollen, it will make the potion have some special effects... It will be more difficult to run in, and it will waste more time. The potion will become a semi-solid state. If you drink it directly, it will have a gelatinous feeling, just like chewing slime.

Why does the pollen become like this? Perhaps it is because the pollen is not soluble in water, so it becomes lumpy after being touched by water.

Then there are certain adsorbent agents, which essentially boil out the substances inside the plants, and these essences can also be solidified.

If it tastes better, I don't mind adding some pollen...

Then there is a note in extra large font at the end: Don’t try to add too much pollen, it will become lumps that are hard to chew and taste terrible!!!

It tastes terrible. I tried adding sugar later, but it didn't help. How can it taste like this? It's sweet, bitter, and astringent!

"It's okay if these are written in the book? Uh, never mind, I'll just tear up this page and rewrite it..." I added too much of my own emotions, which made the book not so close to reality. It cannot be said that it is out of touch with reality. It can only be said that due to emotional reasons, if I cannot fully understand it, there will be certain deviations in the results.

Science should be objective, not subjective. The thought of rewriting this page made me feel upset. I took a deep breath, began to recopy my notes, and tried my best to eliminate the emotions in them.

I compared it with a ruler, gently folded it to make a mark, and then tore it off along the mark.

The torn page was placed in a small basket. In the basket were my own notes. They were not that good and were torn, but I could still read them.

I'll finalize these for myself to read later... I can't let them out and mislead others, but it's okay to take a look at them myself.

Although this world is materialistic, alchemy is inherently idealistic. The same materials, the same techniques, different people, and different mentalities will produce different products, which is magical.

Alchemical potions are of course also a type of alchemy, but they are pretty much the same. With different mindsets, the results are pretty much the same. As long as you learn the techniques, the results are fixed. It's a bit like alchemy, but also a bit not so alchemy...

Therefore, many people would not admit that this is a kind of alchemy. Why does this magical thing that does not exist in reality have such a rigorous branch? !

It gives me a headache just thinking about it. That page of notes was copied very neatly. Although it is not necessary to write so neatly, the handwriting is ugly and the first impression given to others is not so good. I'm not at the point where I can turn the table over with others, so it's best not to annoy others.

Life is so beautiful, but unfortunately, pain makes life not so beautiful.

The pen was thrown on the table, and the body curled up into a ball. I bought a carpet for the floor, a furry one that wouldn't be uncomfortable to lie on. It hurt so much!

Why does it hurt sometimes and not hurt sometimes... I stuffed the pillow on the bed into my mouth and bit it hard. I was not used to sleeping with a high pillow, so the pillow was very thin, and there was wheat inside, so when I bit it, it didn't feel comfortable.

In the end, he bit his hand hard. The scene was a bit bloody, just like the person infected with the zombie virus in a zombie movie.

Because of the pain, my hands were bitten and bled, but I didn't feel anything, after all, there were other places that hurt more.

So disgusting, so uncomfortable... My mouth is full of discomfort, disgusting taste! Who said blood is sweet? Is it diabetes? Or high blood sugar?

I feel like I want to vomit everything out, but it’s best not to make too much noise and disturb others’ rest...

Generally, when the pain is like this, there is another method, but it is certainly not recommended to learn it.

Pinch the other hand hard, and the two pains will offset each other and it will feel less painful.

This is a method I found myself. How did I find it? I probably found it when I bit my hand hard during menstrual pain.

This does have a little basis. After being hurt, dopamine will be secreted to relieve pain. By the way, most m are addicted to this secreted dopamine...

I don't have the habit of self-abuse, but I prefer real pain to this unrealistic pain. If I know where the pain point is, I will feel less painful. It's strange, but this is the real situation.

I hope I don't pass out from the pain...