The Pillow of the Bad President

Ji Qinghuan was standing in front of the sink washing dishes. ..please

The water column was rushing, and her green-white hands were rinsing the foam on the porcelain plate. She simply tied her long hair behind her head with a leather rope, which was neat and gentle, and a mischievous strand fell from her temples. The hair makes the side face more vivid.

The light came down from overhead, casting a soft and delicate light on her neck.

At this moment, Shen Nanfang felt that he was like a ship sailing in the dark night, looking for a lighthouse.

Looking at it like this, I feel that my heart has calmed down.

He has never been so stable.

On the line, Shen's mother's chanting continued, "Son, you are going to be 30 soon. The golden bachelor is all about saying it nicely, and now small fresh meat and small milk dogs are popular. Wait a few years and you should be I have been reduced to an uncle, and I have found several girls for you, there are all kinds of girls, there is always something you like."

"Nanfang, did you listen to what I said?"

After not hearing his voice for a long time, Shen's mother asked angrily.

Shen Nanfang came back to his senses.

Only then did he realize that he had been absent-minded from her.

Shen Nanfang whispered to the phone, "Mom, I'm a little busy here"

Mother Shen: ""

Just who said that you are not busy?

Before Shen's mother could complain, Shen Nanfang had already hung up the phone.

Ji Qinghuan drained the last plate, wiped it dry with a cloth, and put it in the disinfection cabinet. After doing all this, she stretched her hands high and stretched her waist, twisting to the left and right. ..

When he turned around, he saw Shen Nanfang sitting at the dining table at some point.

Ji Qinghuan's cheeks were slightly red.

Didn't he see all his little actions just now?

Ji Qinghuan tugged down on her clothes uncomfortably, covering her exposed waist.

Seeing him slightly lift his chin as a signal, she walked over and pulled the opposite chair away.

Shen Nan said, "Hanhan has already fallen asleep."

"En." Ji Qinghuan nodded.

Shen Nanfang changed into his home clothes, his handsome facial features were soft, "The meal you cooked tonight is delicious, thank you"

"You're welcome." Ji Qinghuan was a little embarrassed, and smiled shyly like a daughter, "If you like, I can cook some more tomorrow night, but I don't have many specialties, so you just need to be not too picky."

Shen Nanfang let out a soft "um" from his nose, and then called her, "Qing Huan."

"" Ji Qinghuan's heart shrank.

When he suddenly called out in such a deep and intimate way, her chest was pounding.

Usually everyone is used to calling her Xiao Ji, only her parents call her that. Now these two words come out of his thin lips, as if they carry countless lingering meanings. ..

Before she could calm down, he threw another bomb, "Let's get married."

Shen Nanfang almost blurted out, but he was not surprised, as if he had thought through this decision.

Ji Qinghuan took a breath for a moment.

Shen Nanfang tapped his finger on the dining table twice, trying to find a reason to convince her, "Since the relationship between you and Jiaheng's boyfriend and girlfriend is fake, and you are single, Hanhan is still young, she needs I grew up in a complete and sound family with my father and mother

For the sake of Hanhan, I hope you can think about this matter carefully, I am serious."

Ji Qinghuan slowly lowered her face.

The thick eyelashes cast a thin shadow on the eyelids, making it difficult to see the expression.

Two seconds later, she looked up again and asked him, "Do you love me?"

Shen Nanfang was stunned.

It seemed that she didn't expect her to ask such a question suddenly, and her expression was blank for a moment.

In addition to being encouraged by his daughter's words before going to bed, he also wants to seek a kind of stability from the family. She is his daughter's mother, and marriage is undoubtedly the best choice, and in his heart, he has always wanted to sleep again. she.

It seems that after four and a half years, the eyes will always fall on her inadvertently, and I can't help being emotional

As for his feelings for her, Shen Nanfang hadn't thought about it, and he wasn't sure, so he couldn't answer.

Seeing his reaction like this, Ji Qinghuan knew it well.

It seems to be the answer that has been expected long ago, but after confirmation, it is inevitable that I will still feel lost in my heart.

She smiled slightly, then shook her head slightly at him, but her voice was firm, "Sorry, I refuse"

Although she has a soft personality, she also has her own pride.

Marriage is sacred to her.

When Ji Qinghuan was a child, she yearned to wear a wedding dress one day, but if there is no love, then marriage will only become a grave.

This was the reason why she refused when Shen Nanfang found out that she was pregnant and asked her to be responsible as a man. Apart from knowing that he had his own white moonlight in his heart and not being willing to force him, it was also her self-esteem.

Compared to a single mother, she doesn't want a loveless marriage.

Ji Qinghuan said, "I agree with what you said, a complete and healthy family is very important for a child's normal life, but

If there is no emotional basis but a respectful family, the child may not be able to feel the warmth. It is better to maintain the current situation and let her know that her parents love her, and she will be equally happy. And I want to find someone who loves me. people get married”

In the last sentence, her voice dropped a lot.

Shen Nanfang pursed his thin lips slightly.

Ji Qinghuan smiled at him again, stood up and said, "It's getting late, I'll go up first, and you should go to bed early too."

Shen Nanfang nodded, "Yes."

Watching her slender back go upstairs, he didn't move, still sitting in the dining room.

Shen Nanfang lit a cigarette for himself.

Inhale into the lungs, spit out a faint mist, lingering.

For her, Shen Nanfang didn't really take her seriously before. At that time, he was suffering from emotional trauma, but he just regarded her as a colleague who was with his friend Li Xiangsi. Perhaps the only deep impression was that she was very Love to blush.

But even now, there are often two crimson clouds floating above.

Until the drunken accident that night.

It was the first time for them. When Shen Nanfang woke up, he saw bloodstains the size of a fist on the bed sheet. It was just that Ji Qinghuan was very generous at that time. No little girl is so chic.

Then, it was discovered that she was pregnant.

It can be seen that Ji Qinghuan is also very entangled with this child, but because of her special body, if she has a miscarriage, she may not be able to be a mother, so the two of them had a serious talk based on the child's problems.

At that time, he proposed that he would be responsible for what he did wrong. Although he did not directly propose it, it also represented his willingness to get married. Even when he was so infatuated with Zhuo Xuan, Shen Nanfang never thought of getting married, but she refused. up.

Now four and a half years later, history repeated itself, and he was rejected again.

Shen Nanfang was depressed.