The Pillow of the Bad President

When Qin Fanxing was in the second grade, he was selected as a Young Pioneer and wore a red scarf.

When she got home from school, she couldn't wait to share the news with her dearest brother, but she only got a bad news. Qin Yousheng's biological mother brought her family to pick him up.

Qin Fanxing cried a lot.

She hugged his thigh tightly, crying and not letting him go. Qin Yousheng's face was also full of tears, but he still left.

Every night after that, she would cry for her brother.

Li Xiangsi and Qin Yinian were afraid that she would be sad, so they deliberately stopped mentioning Qin Yousheng, as if he had never been in this house before.

Then, she never asked again.

Because she had a premonition that he would never come back in this life.

The couple thought that as time went by, their daughter's memory would become blurred and they would forget about it, but Qin Fanxing always remembered it.

How could I forget, they are the closest people

She remembered crying so hard and begging him not to go, but he left her anyway.

she hates him

Emotions are like cotton wool soaked in a frozen lake, damp and heavy.

Qin Fanxing clenched his hands tightly, turned his head to look at the scenery outside the window, trying to calm his ups and downs.

The train leaving the Tibetan area has to travel for more than ten hours, and you have to spend the night on the train. It will arrive at the terminal after [-] o'clock tomorrow morning.

When night fell, it was pitch black outside.

There was no scenery to admire outside the car window, and the soldiers in the car gave up their sleeping berths.

Qin Fanxing was the last to pass. She was taken to a soft sleeper by a young soldier. Although there were bunk beds in it, there was no sign of anyone else.

She was surprised, "Am I the only one living here?"

"Yeah." The soldier nodded.

Qin Fanxing understood that before their medical team came up, the whole car was full of iron-blooded and masculine soldiers, and the number of women in the volunteers was odd, and it might just happen to be the last one to come to her place, and she was placed on the order.

She smiled gratefully, "Thank you, I am so lucky."

Although Qin Fanxing didn't inherit her mother Li Xiangsi's two dimples, when she smiled, her eyes were crescent-shaped, which was very cute.

The soldier was a little embarrassed by her smile, and shyly said, "Miss Qin, you should go to bed earlier."

"Thank you" Qin Fanxing thanked again.

The door closed, and the soldier shook his head.

How can there be so much luck in this world? It is clear that Lieutenant Colonel Qin gave her his sleeping berth

Qin Fanxing didn't know the reason behind it, she was lying on the bed with her limbs stretched greatly.

Medical students are always a bit obsessed with cleanliness. I used to think that the sleeper berths on the train would be unclean. After all, many people lay on them, but now she was lying on them. It was strange that she could smell the fresh smell of trees, which was very good. smell.flash dance..

It was much softer than she had imagined, and it didn't hurt when she turned over.

Qin Fanxing couldn't sleep.

It may be the first time to sleep on a train sleeper, or it may be that the mood fluctuates too violently during the day.

After lying stiffly for two hours without feeling sleepy, Qin Fanxing got up, put on a coat, and wanted to take a stroll outside.

At this time, the lights of the whole train had been turned off, and it was quiet.

Qin Fanxing wandered around like a wandering spirit.

The next car is a dining car, and only that row is lit, so there is light coming through, and she can clearly see the figure standing at the junction of the two cars.

The man was leaning against the car door, with one leg slightly bent in front, smoking a cigarette.

His back is lighted, and he is not wearing a military cap at the moment. His hair is short and black, and it is as hard as a steel needle. Without the oil paint, his facial features can be clearly seen. With the shaking of the train, the bridge of his nose is like a sculpture. shadows.

Qin Fanxing wanted to turn around and leave.

But she didn't move. After standing there for a while, she walked towards him step by step.

There are some things she needs to prove.

Although in the bathroom during the day, besides seeing his facial features, she also saw clearly a small mole under the corner of his eye, which was so small that she couldn't see it unless she looked carefully, but she still found it at a glance.

When she was a child, she often touched it with her small hands, and then said happily: Brother, you are a beauty spot

In his heart, he was 90.00% sure that it was him, but Qin Fanxing still asked him: "Are you really Qin Yousheng?"

The man blows smoke rings from his mouth.

In the lingering clouds and mist, his facial features are profound and three-dimensional.

He said, "Little Star, it's me"

"" Qin Fanxing's heart shook.

The moment he called her Little Xingxing, she already knew the answer.

Only the closest people would call her that.

Qin Fanxing's eyes were red, and she was full of emotions. She stared at him resentfully, and asked through gritted teeth, "Why did you go away for so many years and never came back to see us or contact us?"

"I'm sorry, little star," Qin Yousheng sighed.

There seemed to be a layer of dark clouds covering his brows and eyes, and water would drip down at any moment.

He pinched the cigarette in his hand, and said slowly, "I was born in a children's welfare home, and was brought back to the Qin family by my parents when I was four years old. Before that, I always knew that my biological father was a great man. soldier, and after he died, my real mother ran away after giving birth to me

It's just that I didn't expect that my biological mother didn't abandon me, she was captured by the family members.

It turned out that when my father went on a mission in Tibetan areas, they fell in love at first sight, but my mother’s family disagreed, thinking that my father was a poor soldier with no future, so they were forced to elope.

A lot of good times, my father died, my mother was pregnant, she never thought of leaving me, but not long after I was born, the family found her, and forcibly took her away, and took me away. Sent to welfare home”

Qin Fanxing held his breath.

She clasped her hands quietly, this was the first time she heard about his life experience.

Since she was very young, she knew that they were not related by blood. Her brother was adopted from an orphanage, but Qin Yousheng was very sunny since he was a child, and there was no haze on his body.

Now, she felt his loneliness.

The shadows cast by the lights behind the car are like a mountain of continuous sadness.

Qin Yousheng said, "Then that year, my mother suddenly came to the Qin family to find me, told me the truth, and wanted to take me back because my grandfather passed away and the family was in chaos. As an only daughter, my mother wanted to inherit the family business, but Opposed by others in the family.

Because there is an unwritten tradition in the family, just like concubines with princes in ancient times, a woman cannot be the master of the house, she must have a son to gain a foothold.

My mother has a deep love for my father, and wants to keep this love for him. She is unwilling to marry anyone else in this life, let alone have children, so she kept looking for me, and later, she finally found me."