The Pillow of the Bad President

Qin Sinian smoked almost half a pack of cigarettes in a row, and it was Huo Changyuan who stopped him later. .

He opened the window to dissipate the smell of smoke on his body before coming out of the smoking area.

The footsteps seemed to be filled with stone slurry, and every step was very sluggish.

Finally at the door of the ward, when his big hand touched the doorknob, he saw Sang Xiaoyu's eyelashes trembling on the bed, and then opening them little by little.

she woke up...

Qin Sinian's protruding Adam's apple moved slightly, and he slowly pushed open the door of the ward.

"Xiaobai, child, are you gone?"

The moment she walked in, she just heard her hoarse voice asking.

Thinking of the lost child, Qin Sinian's heart ached, his chest heaved violently a few times, trying to calm down the surging emotions, but he couldn't hide the endlessly extended blue-gray eyes.

Her tone was so light, as if she was afraid of disturbing something.

Especially the eyes that look straight at his best friend Lin Wan Bai, it's like staring at the last ray of light left in the sky before the sun sets, as if the light will disappear in the blink of an eye...

The moment Lin Wan Bai nodded, her gaze immediately dimmed.

Sang Xiaoyu raised the back of the hand with the needle inserted, and touched the lower abdomen. It was actually flat, so where else could I touch it?

But she just maintained that movement, kept touching it back and forth, and then closed her eyes again. The moment she spoke, it seemed that something died together, "Well, if it's gone, it's gone."

Qin Sinian strode forward, stooped like that, and carefully held her hand, his suave peach blossom eyes were not as lazy as usual, a bit forbearing, a bit painful, "Little Fish, we are still young, and we will have children again..."

It's not that he doesn't know how to comfort, it's that he is too poor for words.

Qin Sinian is a doctor, and he is used to seeing too many terminations of life, but he has never been so overwhelmed like this moment.After hearing his words, Sang Xiaoyu opened her eyelids lightly, then smiled lightly, held his hand in the same way, and pressed it on her lower abdomen, "Beast, you know, I'm actually in a At first, I had the idea of ​​secretly giving birth to it without telling you, but you found out later! I

I still remember your angry look, you said, don't let me run away with your child! "What I didn't expect was that he disappeared from my body without a sound... The child is gone. None of us think about it. Don't be too sad. Maybe you and I have no parental relationship with him." !However, I am quite fortunate now. Fortunately, I did not remarry you at that time.

, now it's easy! "

"Stop talking!" Qin Sinian roared in a suppressed manner.

Contrary to what he expected, he thought that when she woke up and found out that the child was gone, she would be devastated.

However, she was calmer than him throughout the whole process, she didn't cry or cry, and she didn't have any intense emotions, as if she wasn't the one who came out of the operating room not long ago, and even being calm made him feel scary...

Qin Sinian's drooping hands were pulled together forcefully, and his heart was sinking infinitely.

He knew that losing a child was painful, but he was even more afraid of the dead silence in her eyes at this moment.

"If you don't say it, let's not say it. I just don't have much strength, so I'm already tired enough to say these two sentences." After Sang Xiaoyu finished speaking, she really took a few breaths, but the expression on her face remained very calm.

When she closed her eyes again, she turned over gently, leaving only his back.

"Si Nian..."

Suddenly, Sang Xiaoyu called out softly.

Not only Lin Wan Bai who was next to him clenched his hands tightly, but Qin Sinian did the same, his palms were already closed enough that he could feel the muffled sound of bones.

Except for calling him by name once when she was divorced, she had never called him like that. He could feel the shock from his heart, but at the same time, he also felt inexplicable panic.

Sure enough, the next thing she said in a weak and indifferent voice, "Let's settle it later."

Two bills...

Payment for both money and goods?

How could she call his name in such a soft voice and say such cruel words?

Qin Sinian's hunched body stopped for a moment, and he could feel his muscles stiffening one by one. The clothes that were drenched in the river after jumping into the river were already dry, but the pajamas on his back were soaked again, and it was cool. on the back.

……

In the middle of the night, the sounds of nurses walking in the hallway were barely audible.

At the suggestion of the director of the obstetrics and gynecology department, Sang Xiaoyu was left in the hospital for a few more days. On the day of the accident, after her girlfriends Lin Wanbai and Mr. Huo left, Hao Yan and Li Xiangsi also came to visit her one after another to persuade her They are all the same, and I want her to look away.

Eyes opened slowly in the darkness, she was awakened by a nightmare just now.

Sweaty palms and back.

I dreamed of myself falling into the river, struggling desperately, but to no avail, sinking more and more, dreaming that she was curled up on the co-pilot, asking him to save the child over and over again, and then eyes were full of tears. white……

Sang Xiaoyu still couldn't help it, and the hand under the quilt covered her lower abdomen again.

Obviously there is nothing left, but she still can't help but want to confirm again.

In the ward besides her hospital bed, there was a single folding bed by the window, on which Qin Sinian, who accompanied her, was lying on it, and Sang Xiaoyu kept lying on her side all the time, and only when she was sure that there was no sound, did she carefully sit up.

She didn't want to alarm him.

Or, she didn't want to trouble him...

Unexpectedly, just as Sang Xiaoyu made a movement, that tall and straight figure had already rolled off the folding bed.

If he hadn't been sleeping all the time, he wouldn't have reacted so quickly.

In the blink of an eye, Qin Sinian had already arrived at the hospital bed, and helped her sit up, "Little goldfish, do you want to drink water?"

"Hmm..." Sang Xiaoyu didn't deny it.

Hearing this, Qin Sinian quickly turned on the emergency light next to the hospital bed, then walked to the cabinet, poured out half a cup of water from the thermos bottle, added some cold water, and finally tested the temperature of the water with the palm of his hand before handing it over. give her.

When he got closer, he saw dark blue circles around his eyes, and a light stubble on his chin.

In the past few days, he stayed here most nights, and as soon as the operation was over, he would rush to the ward immediately.

His white coat was still hanging on the chair next to him, but when he usually appeared in that white coat when he was working in the hospital, he was wearing that white coat. look like.

Sang Xiaoyu was silent, and reached out to take it, "...Thank you!"

Qin Sinian's big hand froze.

He drank half a glass of water, and when he put it down, he took it. Seeing the slender red bloodshot eyes and the gloomy color in those peach blossom eyes, Sang Xiaoyu knew that he was not feeling well.

After all...it is a small life.

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