The Pillow of the Bad President

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The roses blooming outside the window have stopped, the dark night has returned to calm, and the windows of every household have been closed again. After watching the excitement, they continue to do their own things, but the residual smell of gunpowder can still be faintly smelled in the air.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and Sang Xiaoyu stood there motionless, looking out of focus into the distance through the glass.

After she refused, Qin Sinian's expression cracked.

Looking down, the sea of ​​candles had already been extinguished, and the cleaners were packing up and throwing them all into the trash can.

There was movement from the porch, followed by the sound of dull footsteps from far to near, as if she had been waiting, Sang Xiaoyu turned sideways, and looked into the distance in the darkness, her suave and suave peach eyes disappeared. Against the backdrop of the fireworks, it looked extraordinarily gloomy at this time.

Even the expression on his face was stiff, and the masseter muscles on both sides burst out.

Sang Xiaoyu knew that a rejection of a marriage proposal would hurt his self-esteem for any man.

"Why not?"

The deep voice seemed to be uttered through clenched teeth.

Sang Xiaoyu turned her head and looked out the window. Not long ago, the picture of rose fireworks blooming in the night sky seemed to be in full bloom in front of her eyes. The blossoms were so gorgeous and bright. She had never seen fireworks that could bloom roses.

She squirmed the corners of her mouth, her voice was as quiet as flowing water, "Beast, I can't be happy every time I see fireworks."

Qin Sinian clenched his big hands tightly in his trouser pockets, the diamond ring chrome on the lines of his palms.

Sang Xiaoyu met his gaze and continued softly, "You came all the way to South Africa, I know what you're thinking, but it's impossible!"

"Why is it impossible?" Qin Sinian took a big step forward and asked as if just now.The light was dim, but he could still make out the outline of his handsome features, and his dark peach eyes stared at her closely, "Little Goldfish, I know, losing your child makes you feel disheartened, but we will have another child, The father's love and mother's love that this child can't get can be entrusted to future children.

Son, one is not enough, we can have two, three or even more! "

Qin Sinian continued to walk forward, getting closer to her.

The protruding Adam's apple twitched, his breath was heavy, and he tried to persuade, "Gisen and Jiaren have divorced. I told you that she returned to New York a long time ago when she regained her freedom. She will not appear again to affect our relationship. You... ..."

"What about after that?" Sang Xiaoyu suddenly interrupted him and asked.

"In the future?" Qin Sinian was taken aback.

Sang Xiaoyu's eyelashes fluttered, and she stared at him unblinkingly, "Even if she goes back to New York, or goes to any country, but if she is unlucky enough to meet another Jisen, will you ignore her after knowing it? "

"..." Qin Sinian was stunned.

He really hadn't thought about this question.

Even if he thought about it or didn't think about it, he couldn't answer it right now, because he might have lost his former love for Song Jiaren a long time ago, but he was responsible because of guilt. It was a debt of conscience. What happened, he did not dare to deny with certainty that he would not...

Seeing his silence, Sang Xiaoyu twitched the corner of his mouth as expected.

My heart, which had long been like a pool of stagnant water, was empty, and the desolate wind swept through my chest, which was icy cold and biting.

She lowered her eyes and looked at the big hand tightly wrapped around her. She could see the veins protruding faintly under the skin. Sang Xiaoyu heard her own voice floating from the tip of her tongue, "Beast, I love you."

Qin Sinian was really shocked, and his pupils also trembled twice.

There was suspicion on his face, as if he was experiencing auditory hallucinations, and Taohua's eyes were full of disbelief and surprise to the point of being overwhelmed.

These three words...

She never said it!

Qin Sinian felt the blood rushing up from the soles of his feet in an instant, he was so excited that he couldn't speak a word, the heart in his chest was about to jump out, and there was some unknown anxiety in his softness.

The chest under the shirt heaved violently, and before he recovered his voice from the ecstasy, Sang Xiaoyu raised his head to meet his gaze again, "When I loved you, although I thought about escaping from the ice city, in fact I can't leave at all because my heart is always with you."

"But now I don't love you anymore. Even if I didn't choose to come to South Africa and stay in Ice City, it doesn't matter. My heart... is not with you now, do you understand?"

This turning point was so sudden that Qin Sinian didn't seem to be mentally prepared yet.

He felt like a person who had just climbed up from the cliff with great difficulty. He had just emerged, and before he had time to jump and cheer, he was kicked back into the abyss with ease by her.

The marriage proposal was almost a desperate decision for him. He thought it would make her change her mind. Even if she couldn't, at least her decision to separate from him would be loosened...

Qin Sinian's whole body seemed to be locked, and he couldn't move for a long time.

Sang Xiaoyu's heart died a long time ago.

Died together with the child who passed away before birth.

When she was in college, Sang Xiaoyu met Chi Dong in college. At that time, she first tasted ignorant emotions. They had been in love for five years, and at one point they had reached the point of discussing marriage. Unexpectedly, they met each other in the end. betrayal.

It's just that maybe she was too young at that time, and she was able to get up soon after being injured. Later, she met Qin Sinian.

The entanglements before and after the marriage add up to nearly five years. Although there have been many happy times, it is still too short to think about it. how deep.

From the age of 28, Sang Xiaoyu spent ten years, but it was all infatuated and wrong. She was really exhausted, and she no longer had any hope for relationships, or it could be said that she was already discouraged, and she only wanted to be free. ...

Because you are human, you will be afraid of getting hurt. There is really a limit to what a person can bear. "I'm very tired. Whether it's Chi Dong five years ago or you five years later, it makes me feel very tired and even broken! I really don't want to be with you anymore. Every second is precious to me. It’s very painful to say, I just want to have a new start of my own, forget everything about the past and live a good life here

live! "Sang Xiaoyu lowered her head after finishing speaking.

The two hanging hands were raised separately, and the pulp of the left finger covered the ring of the ring finger of the right hand. The silver ring had a cool luster in the darkness.

In fact, it should have been returned to him long ago...

After Sang Xiaoyu took off the ring, he stretched out his hand to grab his, then spread his palm little by little, and placed it on top.

While withdrawing her hand, she looked at him, the corners of her eyes trembling slightly, and her low voice seemed to have gone through the ups and downs of thousands of mountains and rivers: "Si Nian, even if I beg you, let me go..."

Qin Sinian's Taohua eyes changed from perplexity to despair.

The heart sank completely, sank into the mire, completely unable to see any light.

……

In the morning, the sun slanted in through the windows.

Sang Xiaoyu walked back slowly from the next door with her pillow in her arms. As soon as she passed through the entrance, she could smell the faint smell of tobacco in the air.

Looking away from the closed bedroom door, she glanced at the half-open window, and then looked down at the trash can next to the sofa. There were countless cigarette butts piled up in it. He must have smoked for a long time after she left last night. cigarette.

Sang Xiaoyu put the pillow on the sofa, went to the kitchen and poured a glass of water.

The warm water spread from her throat to her stomach, and she raised her hands to press the aching temples on both sides.

Turning around, she wanted to dig out something to eat from the refrigerator. After opening it, two cartons of milk fell down, crackling, followed by a few bananas. The sight inside surprised her.

Every floor is filled to the brim with food, and there is almost no way to open and close the door normally.

While she was still in shock, there was a sound from the entrance.

Sang Xiaoyu turned her head subconsciously, and was surprised to see that tall and straight figure approaching. When she came back, she saw that the bedroom door was closed tightly. She thought he hadn't gotten up, but she didn't expect him to go out so early in the morning?

It looked as if he had gone to the supermarket, not only carrying two full shopping bags in his hands, but also a paper bag in his arms.

Sang Xiaoyu thought that those things in the refrigerator must have been bought by him.Qin Sinian had already walked over with long legs, put the shopping bag on the semi-circular bar counter, and said, "Little goldfish, I filled the refrigerator for you, and bought some extras for long-term storage. Food, if you are not used to the food here, but try to make some simple food by yourself.

There are also two Chinese cookbooks! "

His voice was so hoarse that it was hard to ignore.

It seems to be related to smoking too much and not sleeping well, because his eye sockets are deep sunken, the lower eyelids are obviously blue, and the peach blossom eyes are filled with slender red bloodshot eyes, the whole person looks extraordinarily haggard.

Sang Xiaoyu pursed her lips slightly and remained silent.Qin Sinian opened the shopping bag, lowered his eyebrows as if checking if there was anything missing, over and over again, the low and rustling voice continued, "You are here alone, the sun here It is not as poisonous as domestic ones, pay more attention to sun protection, otherwise it will sunburn the skin, and also

When it’s cold, put on more clothes. If you feel uncomfortable, you must go to the hospital. Don’t hold on. I’ll buy some basic medicines for you! ""Although South Africa is relatively safe compared with other African regions, the law and order will still be a little messy, especially at night, try not to go out as much as possible, and if you go out, you should find a colleague to accompany you, in case of danger The emergency call here is 10111!Remember to eat breakfast every day,

Lock the door when you go to bed at night and take care of yourself! "

Listening to his rambling words, Sang Xiaoyu couldn't help frowning, and opened her mouth involuntarily, "Beast, you..." Qin Sinian's suave and suave peach blossom eyes lifted up, full of elongated gray color, thin lips very She moved slightly, but there was no smile in her eyes, and her voice was hoarse as if it came from deep in her throat, "I understand what you said yesterday, and I will respect your decision. If you want to separate, then separate."

, Don't worry, I won't pester you again in the future. "

"Well, thank you..." Sang Xiaoyu was stunned.

Qin Sinian's thin lips twitched obscurely, then turned and walked towards the living room.

Pulling up the suitcase standing next to the drawer, he looked at her with deep eyes, as if after a century, he said slowly and awkwardly, "Little goldfish, I'm leaving!"

Sang Xiaoyu curled up with her hands in her sleeves, twitching the corners of her mouth, "...goodbye."

"Goodbye." Qin Sinian pulled his lips.

They both knew each other, and these two words were farewell.

Not just a farewell to simple objections, but also a farewell to their relationship and marriage.The tall and straight figure quickly disappeared into the entrance with the sound of dull footsteps, leaving only the muffled sound of closing the door, and then no more sound.

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