The Great Winter Soldier

There is no doubt that Xia Tian is a Hydra elite.

A typical example is that Xia Tian just killed three people an hour ago, and they were all living lives. However, an hour later, Nicole was dining in the restaurant as if nothing had happened.

Not to mention the queasy feeling, there wasn't even any complex emotions in his heart, this was just a cold killing machine.

Xia Tian is clearly aware of his own situation. This is a characteristic that he has cultivated for a long time and is deeply rooted in his bones. But Xia Tian no longer wants to be a cold machine. He wants to find the innocence and beauty in his heart, but at present, it seems a little difficult.

"Not appetizing." Xia Tian put a piece of steak in his mouth. The elegant restaurant was filled with the sound of piano accompaniment. The man in a suit and ties in the distance was weaving a beautiful piece of music with his fingers, but obviously he couldn't weave Nicole. The beauty within.

"I just feel that the whole world has changed. I feel a little uncomfortable." Nicole thought for a while and finally spoke out her true thoughts. Then, as if she thought of something, she rummaged through her handbag and took out Got two cell phones.

"The numbers have been saved. Well, the money you gave me has also been saved." Nicole put a mobile phone in front of Xia Tian. This feeling made Nicole feel a little weird inside, as if she was being taken care of by Xia Tian. Same.

"Well, your next task is to find a quieter residence in New York City. It doesn't need to be luxurious, it just needs to be quiet enough. It can be our home." Xia Tian's words at this time made Nicole feel even weirder, as if It confirmed her inner thoughts.

"I won't look for you in the next week. I have very important things to do." Xia Tian said seriously, looking into Nicole's eyes, "If you can get through it, I know you are a strong woman."

Nicole was silent for a long time and nodded silently.

Xia Tian sighed, feeling that both of them were deceiving themselves, and said: "You have my promise. After I really see you become stronger, I will start to transform you."

"It's understandable that you want to be a strong person. But Nicole, the real strong person is not your appearance or your muscles. It's your heart. I don't want to see a person with extreme mental strength in the future. Fragile lion, let me teach you a method." Xia Tian put down the tableware in his hands, leaned his elbows on the dining table, looked directly into Nicole's blue eyes, and said softly, "You have a painful experience. Experience. You have miserable memories that most people never have. You think this is God being unfair to you, but in my opinion, the opposite is true."

"Memories are a good thing, like a perfect carnival, with colorful lights and sweet and delicious ice cream. Memories are also a bad thing, like a dark and desolate prison cell with no lights and no windows. , there is no outlet, those crazy faces and stories accumulated in your mind are what you want to forget and throw away the most. But they have nowhere to go, they can only stick to you and surround you." Xia Tian murmured softly, and the music that should have been soothing in the restaurant became heavier and heavier in Nicole's ears.

"Reason allows you to choose to escape, let you choose that bright color, sunny place. Let you try to forget that prison full of anxiety and sorrow. But you don't know, those dark, damp, and heartbreaking The place where you can truly start your new life is the door." Xia Tian doesn't know whether his method is right or not. Compared with the normal world, encouraging a person should start from a positive aspect, but from the Hydra organization Xia Tian, ​​but used a completely opposite method. He firmly believed that the method he learned in Hydra was

Correct, because what Xia Tian wants to create is not an ordinary woman who is full of hope for life, what he wants is a dark and cold-blooded female knight.

Xia Tian looked at Nicole's slightly trembling palms and gently held them. However, their palms were very cold and could not provide any comfort. Nicole shrank subconsciously, and after realizing it was Xia Tian, ​​she stopped struggling.

"Facing the prison that breaks your heart and tortures you to pieces, stop trying to drive away the faces that frighten you, stop driving away the stories that make you heartbroken, accept them, embrace them, and deeply Remember them deeply, carry them on your shoulders, break this prison with them, and explore the world with them. You will find that your heart is full of power, and you will no longer hesitate. I will be confused again." Xia Tian felt that Nicole's palm began to grasp her tightly, and the slender fingertips turned white, and one can imagine the strength.

Obviously, the style of Xia Tian's "talk therapy" at this time was completely different from the first "talk therapy" that tried to get Nicole to give up the idea of ​​committing suicide.

After Nicole passed the initial period of trying to commit suicide, her heart slowly changed. This time Xia Tian's words pushed her from one extreme to another.

"Face the fear in your heart, face the most painful memories in your heart. Let them help you and tell you why you live and what kind of person you should be." Xia Tian said softly, that soft But the sound was like nails, hammering into Nicole's heart.

Nicole thought of her father opening his eyes for the first time after the car accident and showing her a kind and comforting smile. She could never imagine that scene that should have made her feel at ease and brought her positive emotions. , but it seems to have changed a style. Somewhat dazzling

Nicole's original idea of ​​"no longer being cowardly and eager to be strong" is slowly changing.

"Please give each of us more time. You have completed your task very well. When I knocked on the door of the room, what I saw was no longer the pitiful wretch, but a woman with beautiful clothes and noble temperament. ." Xia Tian let go of her palm, and after two attempts, she took her hand out of Nicole's tightly held palm, "I'm looking forward to the look in your eyes next time we meet again. Looking forward and eager to discover the emotions I want.”

Xia Tian stood up, and when passing by Nicole, he rubbed the woman's head, leaned over and kissed the soft blond hair gently.

Xia Tian quickly walked out of the restaurant, feeling increasingly interesting in her heart. For a mature and independent individual, it is very difficult to change his or her inner values. However, for a person whose life has been completely destroyed and whose soul has been completely destroyed, such reshaping is not impossible. possible.

No matter how many lies Xia Tian has told, at least one sentence can be guaranteed to be true. He looked forward to and longed for the emotion revealed in Nicole's eyes a week later.

"It seems that I will never be able to change back to that young man with a pure and beautiful heart." Xia Tian murmured to himself.

You can say random things and have all kinds of thoughts, but actions are the most real. When he just sat down, Xia Tian was still thinking about trying to slowly change the nature of his cold machine. At this moment, all Xia Tian's actions were contrary to his thoughts.

Even including Xia Tian's behavior of rescuing Nicole, maybe Xia Tian's original intention was good. At first, she really wanted to do a good deed and try to change herself. But now it has evolved into recruiting a helper for himself, a loyal subordinate.

Obviously, Xia Tian, ​​who has long been integrated with the roles of "Hydra Elite" and "Winter Soldier Reserves", still has a long way to go.