When I transform into Marvel, I also want to be the overlord

I have been updating late in the past two days, and I feel a bit unruly.

It's because I've recently become obsessed with playing a game. It's not an advertisement. It's a game that my friend complained was very childish and stupid. It's called Popar (Destroy the Stars).

I understand, don’t criticize me, this is a game that came out very early. I've played it before, but I don't know why, but I seem to be a little obsessed with it recently.

I sat in front of the computer, watching anxiously as the time reached ten o'clock. I was extremely anxious, but I continued to play the next level.

I feel like I already have symptoms of late-stage procrastination. What should I do? Is there any way to cure it? Waiting online, urgent...

Let me talk about something that has had a big impact on me recently: I resigned. At this time, I was confused.

To be honest, I actually still feel that although the salary I work there is not particularly high, it is very close to my home and I have met several friends with good personalities in the company. We usually have a good time eating together, chatting, bragging and gossiping. Of course, several of them already have children, but for some reason, I find it particularly interesting when I hear people talk about their own children.

Have I slowly entered this stage? (⊙o⊙)

At the beginning of June, I received last month's salary. At that time, my social security was deducted for two months. I was a little upset, so I impulsively mentioned to my boss that I wanted to resign. Our boss asked me not to resign yet and help me apply for a salary increase.

In fact, when I chatted with the boss on WeChat, my urge had already disappeared. I think it would be nice if I could get a salary increase. After all, this place is already familiar to me, and I am a very lazy person. To be honest, in fact, my inner purpose is not without this idea. So the boss helped me submit the application on working days. Until June 20th, the boss of our department asked me about my situation, and then said that he would apply with the boss and reply to me at the end of the month.

The friends I was playing well with at that time were saying that they should give me a salary increase. I felt the same way at the time.

However, the reality is always so cruel. One day on the 29th, my boss told me on WeChat that I should just fill in the resignation application. The boss did not agree.

I was a little confused at the time, but I didn't feel anything. I thought I would be disappointed. But at that time, I didn't even feel a little disappointed. Instead, my boss’s tone made me feel like I had let down his good intentions.

To be honest, during the years I have been working, this boss is the one who considers the employees in his department the most among all the leaders I have met. He is also the one who protects my shortcomings the most. Every time I have a conflict with an employee from another department, he will try his best to help me vent my anger at work, and my temper is a bit explosive.

But he really knows a lot of things. Although working in a company is almost a carrot and a pit, if you want to learn something, there is still a chance.

Nowadays everyone knows computers, so many people also know simple office software, such as etc...

But after working in this company, I discovered that there is really a lot to learn in a simple excel.

Many of the forms he produced were particularly rigorous and complex. So sometimes I will study by myself how this thing is made. The more I study it by myself, the more I feel that what I knew before is so superficial. Sometimes, the difference of a single space may cause earth-shaking changes in the data of the entire table.

What I did most in the past was probably using table formulas to calculate a few things.

I actually don’t feel reluctant to leave this company. I just feel that I have finally gotten to know some people and established friendships. I don’t know if I will meet again once I leave, which is a pity.

On the afternoon of the 29th, I watched our boss walk out to the smoking area outside with a pack of cigarettes. I feel very heavy.

Although I am not responsible for many things, there are many people involved, and I am already familiar with almost all of these people, so I rarely let him worry about their problems when I deal with them. This was one of the reasons why he wanted to keep me.

On June 30, I went to the company to hand over to the boss.

After the handover was completed in one day, I stopped going to the company on July 1st.

I’m not sure what company it is. After all, it still requires some professional ethics, hahaha.

But to be honest, I found a very serious problem.

I remember my first job was a job that matched my major. I studied fashion design, so the first job I took was as a design assistant. In Chongqing, I wonder if anyone has heard of the brand Yu Beier. , I was working in that company at that time. Then there was a college classmate of mine inside, so it was quite pleasant. It's just that I may have just come out to work and I am a newbie who doesn't know anything, so if I do something wrong, I feel like I have committed a heinous crime.

Especially sometimes, the fabric accessories are wrong, and the color number of pearl yarn and silk gauze is wrong. At that time, I would feel very flustered in my heart.

But as time goes by, everything will slowly become easier. I remember it was 2013. There was a popular saying at that time: traveling at the drop of a hat. For someone who hasn’t even had a graduation trip after graduating from college, it’s really exciting.

Especially when you still have a little money in your hand.

Then I actually bought the ticket.

But what can I do? The nature of my job means I can’t take a long leave. And during that time, we were already preparing to hold an ordering meeting. It will be very busy. By the way, when I first joined that company, they happened to be preparing for the autumn and winter order meeting of the next year, so I worked overtime until twelve o'clock in the evening on the first day of work. I worked overtime until two or three o'clock on the night of the order fair. At that time, I probably felt that having a job was not easy, so I gritted my teeth and persevered. What's even more pitiful is that my aunt came two days later.

It takes three trains a day to get to the company in two hours, which is quite far. I still feel it’s quite hard,

It’s not that I didn’t think about giving up at the beginning. At that time, I really missed the days when I was in school, and I could still sleep in occasionally. After working, I realized that work is really hard. No one will understand whether you are uncomfortable, and no one will listen to the various reasons you give.

When I proposed my resignation, I struggled with it internally for a long time. I even asked some of my good friends for advice on how to propose my resignation and how to make excuses. My friends thought that I was so confused at the time that I asked such strange questions. . But how could they understand the tangle in my heart at that time.

Seeing that the time is getting closer, there is no time left to apply for a visa unless I resign. I can only grit my teeth and tell our designers. Fortunately, she is a kinder person. Moreover, I did all the preparation work during that time. If you almost find someone to take over, it won't be a problem.

Then I left for about half a month.

I had a lot of fun, but when I came back I was sad because I had no money.

Hahaha, the reason why I feel very emotional these past two days is because I feel like I am a bit old-fashioned now. Resigning doesn't bother me anymore.

But today I found a job again, not very quickly, and the company is closer to home.

But the nature is completely different from the previous company.

It is a completely new field that I have never been exposed to before.

I talked about such nonsense today, but I actually don’t even know what I was talking about.

In fact, after I came back from the interview, apart from tidying up the room and doing the laundry, I spent the entire time playing on my phone, uh... that game.

Let’s talk about the novel. Since I started updating very late recently, I really realized that I had a problem. So I feel that we can’t continue like this, we must restrain and change.

……

I have also read book reviews recently, both from Qidian and Tencent.

Many people say that the heroine's character is a bit worrying.

In fact, it’s also my problem, because I initially portrayed her as an ordinary person.

In fact, I think as an ordinary person, it is impossible for everyone to accept it. Because ordinary people have many character flaws.

For example, I know [Glass Heart]. In fact, everyone has a glass heart, but they just haven't touched that point or they haven't encountered anything that makes them have a glass heart. Just like when I was in high school, I liked to share something that I felt happy with the people in my dormitory, and then share some of the amazing things I had encountered. The little girls at that time actually had relatively simple thoughts, maybe they wanted to show off, or maybe they simply wanted to find someone to talk to. I remember one thing I said was that I was almost hit by a car when I was looking at my phone while crossing the street, and then a man pulled me from behind. He is a student from No. 8 Middle School next door, which is a key high school (hahaha). He looks quite handsome.

But after I said this, I forgot about it, and I never met that male classmate again.

Life went on as usual, but one day, a friend of mine who was very good at playing said to me seriously. Do you know that no one in the dormitory likes you?

I was confused, what did I do?

At that time, there were twelve people in the dormitory, divided into several small groups. Which of our small groups she was referring to was only six or seven people.

She said that when you were not around, they would always talk about you in the dormitory, [like to show off in front of them, walk loudly in the morning, make exaggerated movements when talking, etc...]

In fact, in my opinion, these things mentioned are nothing at all. But once someone has a bad impression of you, anything you do will be magnified countless times, and then treated as a conversation to make fun of you. And everyone agrees. Regardless of whether they have seen it with their own eyes or whether they have been affected by it, they all feel that it is right. She is such a person.

When my friend told me about it, we were studying in the evening. After I listened, I didn’t say anything. I went directly to sit down in another corner of the classroom, then lay down and cried. To be honest, I was really stupid at that time. I couldn’t read people’s eyes or faces. There are so many people in this world, and I am not RMB. There will definitely be people who will dislike me.

I also deeply realized this at that moment. At that time, my friend may have felt that he was a bit cruel, so he came over to comfort me. There were also two other girls who came over and handed me tissues and said some words of comfort.

In fact, I know very well that they must have been in compliance at that time. But I accepted their kindness.

It’s just that since then, some people have been completely removed from my heart, and I have never talked about my affairs with anyone with whom I have a casual relationship, or whom I have just met, or whose friendship is not particularly deep. Even if I speak, I won’t explain everything clearly. Even if it is the best and best friend, I have never talked about it.

And, from then on, I felt very protective of myself.

It’s hard for someone to get into my heart and hear my truest voice. Maybe this is also caused by the glass heart. Because every time I think about it now, people who I regard as friends talk about my various little problems with contempt behind my back. After saying that, they still listen to others' echoes with pride, and then my mind spins very fast, thinking of anything. Don't let go of anything that can be said. Every time I think about it, I feel a little chilly in my heart.

Closer to home, the heroine has a glass heart, so she gets into trouble.

Then some readers mentioned that the original heroine hurt the heroine so many times, but the heroine rarely fought back.

In fact, to put it bluntly, there is another point. After all, she has a deep-rooted idea that killing someone is against the law.

So at this time, there will be a process. Even if she has killed someone once, she is not without scruples in her heart, especially since she is in a book, and the original heroine is the main line of the entire story. If something was really done to her, would it have any impact on the entire story?

So I try my best to let the heroine jump out of the world outside the book.

To be honest, the heroine does have a lot of problems. She is stingy, has a bad attitude, and laments that although she emphasizes over and over again that she does not rely on space, she always uses space as a retreat. In fact, if you think about it from another person's perspective, anyone who gets a space that can save their life will really feel like they have a way out.

After all, the space is already hers. Even if she wants to be independent, it doesn't mean it doesn't exist. So at the beginning, I saw some people saying that the heroine was hypocritical. We say we don’t rely on space, but we always rely on space. Because she is an ordinary person, her worldview, outlook on life, and values ​​have been determined from the beginning.

No matter what she occasionally thought about later, it was just a thought, but it was impossible to change her actions immediately.

She needs enough time and enough experience for her to assimilate into the world of cultivation, so that the aura that does not belong to this world disappears.

So she will slowly grow up later and slowly let her behavior keep up with her thoughts.

When I write, I prefer to write something that is an extension. These are not me trying to make up the word count, but I want everyone to understand it more clearly when they read it.

It's just that there is something and a feeling that words cannot fully express.

Actually, to be honest, my own skills are not enough.

A comment I saw under a certain novel said this before.

Readers like to read cool articles, and if you want to counterattack, you should look like you are counterattacking.

At that time, I was thinking that if the model of a heroine who travels back in time and is cool and scummy is the easiest for the public to accept, then I might slowly write a heroine with this kind of character to waste. Because there are too many face-slapping things written about, there will be a kind of visual fatigue.

The more you watch, the more you can guess the subsequent routine.

What a routine~~

It’s not like the heroine and the original heroine didn’t meet that day. I asked the heroine to stay away actually to stay away from some of the heroine’s radiation. After all, even if the setting of the original work collapsed because of her little butterfly, the luck of the original heroine is no longer comparable to that of a supporting actress like her.

She also has her own opportunities. She needs to merge with her first life and slowly increase her luck, instead of just relying on knowing some of the advantages of the original work to obtain in advance the things prepared for the heroine in the original work.

I saw that everyone in the future should know the identity of the first life. Therefore, her luck is definitely not worse than that of the heroine. After slowly merging with her, not only will her appearance be the same as in her first life, but her figure will also be the same. Those who want her to have bigger breasts may be disappointed. Big breasts are not possible, but they are still possible if they fit.

Of course, luck will turn back.

Although it kind of reveals the plot, everyone will forget about it after reading this section.

Hahaha

Okay, I'm just making excuses for myself.

But from the beginning, I really just wanted the heroine to slowly change from the thinking of an ordinary person. I pretended that if I traveled through time, it would be impossible for me to be so sexy from the beginning. Because I am afraid of death, afraid of seeing blood, and although I am not afraid of heights, I am afraid of being very high.

The Great Wall cannot be built in one day, nor can one's cultivation level be climbed in one go.

In fact, most of the golden fingers in the heroine's hands were inherited from the first life.

Of course, Feng Qingchen is not the male protagonist. I wanted to set it up like this at the time, but later I felt that I couldn't turn back, especially since this person killed her in the first life. That's why she felt irritable when she saw Feng Qingchen.

Let’s take your time and see who the male protagonist is. Of course, I may do something later that will make everyone feel like they want to hit me, but believe me, this is absolutely necessary for the plot.

But this is a story with a female protagonist after all, so having a male protagonist is just the icing on the cake at most. I’m not good at writing emotional scenes. I’ll write a new story one day and practice it to avoid embarrassment.

Thanks to those friends who continue to support me, give me advice, and write comments carefully.

Let me know that my efforts are not in vain, at least someone is actually watching.

I am so lucky to know you and I am grateful for every word of encouragement and support.

I don't care if we are watching genuine or pirated copies, if the editor sees this, he will definitely beat me. Because of the recent crackdown on piracy, I can no longer find the place I told you about before, which makes me heartbroken.

I haven't read many novels recently, but when I do, I spend money to read them.

However, there are still some relatively strong websites that can still be seen.

Again, I thank you for supporting the genuine version. I don’t care if you watch pirated versions. After all, watching pirated versions is very laborious because it will jump to many web pages and it’s annoying.

I understand the pain, hahaha.

To be honest, no matter how much I say thank you, it feels a bit hypocritical. But I'm really, really glad that I still have a place to complain. I have a group of friends who read my articles

It's almost two o'clock in the morning. I'm actually really sleepy, but I still feel like I still have a lot to say. Maybe it's because I'm not willing to talk about some of my thoughts with my friends, so I sometimes feel a little convulsive.

My writing style is not very good, and it may be difficult for everyone to read sometimes. I hope you can forgive me, and I will work hard to improve my writing level.

To be honest, following updates every day has become a part of my life, and reading everyone’s messages and comments has become an essential behavior for me every day.

Sometimes I will be excited for a whole day because of everyone's words of encouragement, and sometimes I will feel depressed because of everyone's bad messages. But overall, for better or for worse, I think it's great to have you.

It is also your support that allows me to persist in writing for three years. Although the results of these three years have only made my novels a little more pleasing to the eye.

Haha, I talked too much and I can’t open my eyes. Good night everyone.

I’ll make up for the duplicate chapters posted last night. If you haven’t seen it, you can continue reading it. If you have seen it, just close it here.

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462. The main reason is that Tencent did not cover it after modification, so I just posted it again.

Afterwards, Donghua Yufan simply mentioned some of his insights from this experience.

He did not say where he went, what he experienced, or who he met. Naturally, it is impossible to mention the Nirvana Continent.

Originally they were two unrelated planes, so it was good that there was no handover. Besides, because of her, maybe there will be huge changes in Nirvana Continent soon.

For half a month, Donghua Yufan did not return to his courtyard and was always in the main hall.

Lord Qiangu did not go to the Divine Residence Hall. As soon as the succession ceremony was over, he would hand over Qiangu Leng to Donghua Yufan. Therefore, this succession ceremony is not only about Ye Jia, but also about rectifying the name of Donghua Yufan, so that she, the mysterious disciple of Qiangu Leng, can completely come to light.

In fact, the Qiangu Venerable is also very curious, wondering what the expressions of those so-called once-in-a-century geniuses in the sect will be like when they meet his disciples. Speaking of geniuses, the Qiangu Venerable has never seen anyone who can practice as fast as she does.

In less than a hundred years, it has reached the integration stage.

Although I practiced thereafter, every step of improvement was extremely difficult.

Not only does it need to have enough strength, but it also needs an opportunity to break through. This opportunity usually exists as illusory. Maybe you are worried one second, but you may suddenly break through the next second.

Therefore, for Donghua Yufan at this time, experience no longer plays a substantial role.

The reason why Qiangu Venerable kept Donghua Yufan behind was because he wanted to briefly explain to Donghua Yufan some of his insights from the integration period over the years. It's not that he wants Donghua Yufan to follow the gourd's example, but it's just to give a reference. Any path traveled by those who came before may not be really suitable for those who follow, so-called cultivating the Tao.

What you cultivate is your own way, and other people's can at most give them some enlightenment.

There are no identical leaves in this world, and there are no identical lives.

For example, some people enter the Tao through killing, but even if many people enter the Tao through killing, everyone's desire to kill is different. Some people are bloodthirsty, and some people are ruthless.

There are as many paths as there are ascetics in this world.

The path of the Tao is so illusory that no one can understand it to the extreme, and no one knows where the so-called ultimate is.

Donghua Yufan rarely had the opportunity to hear such sermons, so she almost listened to them intoxicated for the past half month. Some of the words of the Qiangu Venerable actually coincided with some of her thoughts. However, it added a lot of the Qiangu Venerable's own insights, and these unique insights solved a lot of Donghua Yufan's doubts and difficulties. She felt that most of the time she had wasted over the years would not be useful in the half month that Master Qiangu told her.

Although there are still many things that I don’t quite understand, and I have a little bit of knowledge about them, I can keep them in my mind and wait for them to be slowly realized and comprehended in the future.

Not everyone can talk about these things, and only direct disciples can explain them in such detail.

Donghua Yufan suddenly felt that being a teacher, teaching people, teaching knowledge and solving doubts was really more than just talk.

Just based on the words of the Qiangu Venerable in the past half month, Donghua Yufan has no way to repay this kindness. Of course, their status as master and apprentice will not have any impact. As long as she doesn't betray her master or kill her master, her kindness can be repaid slowly in the future.

When the main halls were opened again, the bells under the Yuxu Sect's Divine Residence Hall also began to ring.

'Boom dong dong'

The dark and melodious bells entered everyone's ears. Even the outer disciples subconsciously stopped what they were doing and started looking towards the God's Residence Hall. Although nothing can be seen, that place seems to be the soul of the entire sect, touching the hearts of every disciple.

The bells were still ringing, and Donghua Yufan looked at the colorful clouds flying in the sky and the cranes that kept waving their graceful figures.

The sound of the bell seemed to come from a very distant time.

"This is the bell of the God's Residence Hall. Whenever the succession ceremony begins, it will ring. It will echo one hundred and eight times. It has been a thousand years since the last time it rang." The Qiangu Venerable looked a little disappointed and looked not far away. There seems to be a trace of nostalgia in the eyes of Caixia.

"Then do we, Qiangu Leng, ring the bell?" Donghua Yufan asked curiously,

"Of course, when you succeed Qiangu Leng, the bell will also be rung." Qiangu Venerable returned to his previous smile and walked outside.

At this time, both Tao Yaya and Han Xi were already wearing clothes that represented eternal coldness and were standing respectfully outside the hall. Even Li Batian stood beside Tai Yaya with a serious look on his face.

When he saw Donghua Yufan, he raised his eyebrows at her, but when Master Qiangu looked over, he immediately changed into a more serious look.

"Hey, is this the monster you contracted before?" Qiangu Venerable looked at Li Batian and asked.

"Yes, the disciple went to the sea to help him transform, and also traveled in the Eastern Region for a while." Donghua Yufan nodded and replied with a mixture of truth and falsehood.

The Qiangu Venerable didn't care about this. Since it was a contracted monster, he didn't ask too much and took the lead in jumping into the air.

Normally, Qiangu Leng is forbidden to fly, but today's situation is special. Donghua Yufan and others are also following Qiangu Leng. However, both she and Li Batian were flying through the air, and Yaya and Han Xi could only follow behind with their swords.

However, the two of them did not look depressed at all. On the contrary, both of them had a hint of pride on their faces.

As the bell rang, many representatives from other sects who had been invited to watch the ceremony also entered the front of Shenju Peak.

When Donghua Yufan followed Master Qiangu into the Divine Residence Hall, there were already many people inside.

The five top sects in Fantian Continent and some of the invited high-level monks naturally entered the Divine Residence Hall, while the other sects were arranged outside the Divine Residence Hall.

Donghua Yufan's return is relatively low-key, and he has been listening to the teachings of Qiangu Venerable, so he hasn't met other friends yet. Having entered the main hall, Donghua Yufan felt several eyes falling on him.

There are surprises, delights, and intriguing ones. There are also those with hatred.

Donghua Yufan collected all the bills, with a slight smile on his lips, but his eyebrows were still cold. Wearing the clothes of Qiangu Leng's direct disciple, with his tall figure and delicate and beautiful face, he immediately attracted a lot of attention because of his smile.

Donghua Yufan didn't have any self-consciousness. After all, people like Li Batian and Jian Tianyi didn't have much impression of her appearance. So gradually, although Donghua Yufan's appearance is getting better and better, just now I felt happy at first, but gradually I no longer felt the same joy as before.

In the world of cultivation, strength is the last word. No matter how beautiful you are, you still need to have enough strength to be able to attract others. If you are a beautiful but incapable female cultivator, you must have a strong backing. Or you can only grit your teeth and practice hard.

Qiangu Venerable went directly to his position. This time, Donghua Yufan did not follow him as an invisible man, but stayed in the center of the hall.

Tao Yaya stood behind the Qiangu Venerable, looking at the calm and smiling woman above the main hall. He was filled with excitement. He was indeed his master. Even when facing so many high-level monks, he was not timid at all, he was generous and neither humble nor arrogant.

There is no feeling of being far away and out of reach, nor will it be looked down upon casually. Although she did not have the status to meet these high-level monks, she looked at the eyes around her and felt proud and proud.

"Donghua Yufan, the direct disciple of His Majesty Qiangu, has met the head master uncle, and has met all the master uncles and uncles."

The leader's expression flashed slightly, with surprise in his heart. He didn't expect that Qiangu Leng was the one who had hidden it the most. Donghua Yufan's cultivation level was obviously higher than Ye Jia's. Qiangu Leng, who had always been low-key, was actually now High-profile display in front of the world. Almost everyone understood in their hearts that the Qiangu Venerable was about to enter that place.

Some people are sighing, some are unwilling, some are envious, and even more people are at a loss.

There were elders from other sects present at this time, and even the venerable ones who didn't have a good impression of Donghua Yufan didn't say anything.

On the other hand, Venerable Lingyun, with a smile on his face, immediately spoke after the leader instructed Donghua Yufan not to be polite:

"It's true that there are talents from this generation. It seems that we people are really old."

In fact, the image of Lord Lingyun is not old, but reveals a mature charm. However, when he said this, many people agreed. They were once famous and made their peers jealous. But the higher I stood, the arrogant thoughts slowly disappeared and were replaced.

"Haha, the junior brother will still teach the disciples." The leader smiled slightly. No matter what, Donghua Yufan is a disciple of Yuxu Sect. She is powerful and represents the Yuxu Sect. Furthermore, Qiangu Zun asked her to show herself to others, and it was basically determined that the next Qiangu Zun would be Donghua Yufan.

Even so, even if they go to that place to practice, Yuxu Sect is still not an existence that any sect can despise.

"Where, Fan'er is talented and intelligent, and can do anything at a glance. Senior brother knows that I have always been lazy. Fan'er's ability to cultivate like this is her own creation." The Qiangu Venerable's uncharacteristic praise made everyone confirm again. My own conjectures.

I couldn't help but smile a little. The man who once dominated the Fantian Continent would eventually leave a legend behind and decided to concentrate on pursuing the ultimate goal that countless monks flocked to.

The corners of the leader's mouth twitched slightly. Could the praise be more obvious?

Now that he has already met Li, there is no need for Donghua Yufan to continue to let people watch. Moreover, because of the words of several venerables, everyone's eyes fell on Donghua Yufan much less.

When walking towards the Qiangu Venerable, he happened to pass by Ye Jia.

He bowed his hands and said softly:

"I didn't expect that when we meet again, Senior Brother Ye will become the Head of Ye. Congratulations to Senior Brother first. I hope Senior Brother will pay more attention to you in the future."

After saying that, he blinked his eyes deliberately.

In front of others, she behaves in a measured and calm manner. Out of everyone's sight, she looked calm, neither arrogant nor impetuous. Although her tone was slightly teasing, it immediately made Ye Jia's heart drop.

After not seeing each other for so many years, he thought it would be strange to meet again, but to his surprise, the words "senior brother" seemed like yesterday.

Ye Jia cupped his hands with a proper smile on his face, which seemed to be no different from facing others, but if anyone looked carefully, they could see the joy in his eyes.