Transform into a fairy girl

"The one in bed No. [-] was not so fat before. When she first came to the hospital, she was very slender, about the same figure as you. Her parents said that she used to be a very fashionable girl who liked to dress up. She made friends in college. A boyfriend, that boy seems to be quite good, but his family is very poor. The girl’s parents are against their being together. During the summer vacation, the boy followed the girl back home. As a result, the girl’s parents directly took the boy away. He was kicked out of the house.

The girl was very angry and wanted to run away from home with the boy. Of course, the girl's parents did not agree and kept the girl at home.

After the summer vacation, the girl did not meet the boy again in school. Later, after asking around, she found out that the boy was dead.

Before he died, he left a letter to the girl. That letter was quite touching." When the woman in the white coat said this, she paused slightly and her eye circles were slightly red.

"Have you read that letter?" Ji Ran asked strangely.

"Well, we had to determine the cause of the girl's disease. We had to check everything related to the girl. I have read the letter. It was quite touching. The boy really liked her and recorded every detail of their relationship. After school, girls like to eat sweet-scented osmanthus cakes and sesame-filled cookies. Although boys don’t have much money, when they are in school, they always save money to buy them for girls. They buy a few sesame cookies a week. , or an osmanthus cake.

Although there are few, the girl is very content and happy.

The boy said in the letter that he liked to watch the girl eating cookies, she was as cute as a little hamster, and watching her eat osmanthus cake and sesame cookies was the happiest thing in his life.

Perhaps this sentence touched the girl's heart. She started to eat sweet cookies and sweet-scented osmanthus cakes for every meal, and nothing else. Later she developed diabetes and kidney problems. Later, her parents died. The only solution was to send the girl here.

Although she can't eat osmanthus cakes and sesame cookies here, she will treat everything as osmanthus cakes and sesame cookies in her hands. "The woman in the white coat said, sighing leisurely.

Ji Ran listened to the woman in the white coat introducing the experiences of everyone in the ward in one breath, and couldn't help but sigh in her heart. It turns out that behind every mental patient, there is a bitter story, but many people only see how ridiculous they are when they go crazy, but they don't Ignoring the pain they experienced.

Ji Ran thought of this, but suddenly thought of herself. Since everyone experienced huge setbacks before having a mental breakdown and entering a mental hospital, what about herself?

Why did you come in?

"What about me?" Ji Ran asked impatiently.

Just as the woman in the white coat was about to speak, a wind whistle suddenly came from outside. It was a sound that would only be blown in an emergency.

The woman in the white coat quickly left the room without thinking too much, locked the door behind her, and went to deal with things.

Ji Ran looked at the big cold iron door strangely, but she couldn't remember what she had experienced.

If everyone here is a poor person who has been spurned by life, then I am afraid that I am no exception.

But, what exactly have I experienced before?

Why can't I remember anything?

Ji Ran walked to the bed and wanted to find some clues from her bed. However, the beds here were very simple and there were no clues to look for. Even if there were clues, they would have been given to her by the staff here. Cleaned up.

Ji Ran took off her shoes, leaned against the wall, curled up in the corner, and stared blankly at the darkening sky outside the window.

It has been raining these past few days, and it seems that Ji Ran's mood at the moment is full of melancholy.

She really wanted to know what happened to her in the past, and she just wanted to have the opportunity to listen to the woman in the white coat talk about her past.

She is a staff member here, she must know her past.

Late at night, Ji Ran was sleeping soundly when she suddenly felt a cold feeling on her forehead. She opened her eyes in surprise and saw the third sister sitting beside her bed, which shocked her.

Could it be that the third sister is sick again?

It's so late and I still haven't slept yet

"Lao Wu, don't be afraid when you wake up. I am the third sister." The third sister's eyes suddenly became gentle, as if she had returned to normal.

"Third sister, it's so late, why aren't you sleeping yet?" Ji Ran asked, looking at the third sister.

"I can't sleep. As soon as I close my eyes, I always think of the past." The third sister sighed and said faintly.

"Don't think about the past, cooperate with the doctor's treatment, and try to return to our normal life as soon as possible. Don't let our family worry." Ji Ran advised her third sister.

"Yes, many times, I have advised myself this way, but in my heart, I can never get over that hurdle. I can never forgive myself. I am sorry for Dongdong, and I am not worthy of being a mother." Three As the sister spoke, her eyes were full of pain, and tears rolled down her face uncontrollably.

"Third sister, it's not your fault. Why do you blame yourself like this? If Dongdong had a spirit in heaven, he wouldn't blame you." Ji Ran sat up, wiped away the tears of Third Sister, and comforted her. road.

"Let's not talk about those things, Lao Wu. I came here today to tell you something. While the third sister is still in a normal state of mind, you must remember it." The third sister wiped her tears and looked at Ji Ran. said.

"Third sister, you tell me, I'm listening." Ji Ran said, looking at the third sister.

"No matter when, don't ask about your past. Just forget about the past. You are the one with the best treatment effect among us. Cooperate well with the doctor and you will be out soon. Forget everything about the past. Let's start over properly." The third sister said, holding Ji Ran's shoulders tightly.

Ji Ran looked at the third sister strangely, not knowing why she said this.

Of course, Ji Ran could feel that the third sister had good intentions, and perhaps her past was also filled with some sad experiences. If she recalled those painful experiences, she might be overwhelmed by her fragile nerves, which would eventually lead to a mental breakdown. He became a severe mental patient again.

For patients with mental illness, amnesia seems to be a good treatment method, and it happens that many drugs used to treat mental illness use amnesia to control the condition.

As long as you don't think about the painful past, the mental pain will be alleviated, just like troubled people like to drink to drown their sorrows. Only the anesthesia of alcohol can forget the pain in the heart.

"You are different from my sister. My sister is already married and has experienced the ups and downs of the world. But you are still young, you are not married yet, and you have never experienced many things. Listen to your sister's advice and don't go. If you want to worry about something, cooperate well with the treatment, leave here as soon as possible, and live a normal life." The third sister patted Ji Ran's shoulder again and comforted her seriously.