Secret love turns into love, women never want to escape

Chapter 1067 It's All My Fault, I Shouldn't Kill You

Bai Xi's words sounded like his last words.

If she could help Fu Yue, as long as she said a word, he would help too.

It was more like she knew that she would, after death, let him help Fu Yue.

"If you want to help, you help yourself. If you don't help, I won't help." Ji Chenling said angrily, his face livid.

Bai Xi was stunned for a moment, "Well, what I mean is that I don't have the ability to help with some things. Can you help Fu Yue?"

Ji Chenling gritted his teeth, the sharpness in his eyes became even sharper.

It's fine if Bai Xi doesn't explain, once he explains, it proves that what he just thought is correct.

He didn't want her to die, nor did he want her to be so desperate and determined.

He didn't answer, but picked up the pace.

Seeing the speed of the car getting faster and faster, Bai Xi subconsciously grabbed the handle on the door, and looked at Ji Chenling worriedly and apologetically.

She felt that the speed of the car was too fast and too dangerous.

She didn't want Ji Chenling to fall into such a dangerous situation, so she said softly, "Are you in a bad mood? You can tell me. Although I may not be able to solve the problem, I will be the best listener."

"Bai Xi, listen." Ji Chenling's face became even more serious. "I don't want you to have the idea of ​​committing suicide, and I don't allow you to think about it anymore. If one day, you really die, I won't let you be alone. I will go down to accompany you. You don't have to worry about it every day. I will arrange everything. "

Bai Xi knew it would happen.

He promised her to live before, just to ease her heart.

She was anxious and annoyed, "Even if you arrange it well, can those people replace the existence of father?"

"You also said that there is no one to replace you. No matter how good other women are, can they replace you? Even if other women exist like angels, can they replace you as a mother in Tian Tian's heart?" Ji Chenling also raised the decibel.

Bai Xi's eyes turned red instantly, and she wanted to say something to persuade him, but she felt very powerless.

She couldn't persuade Ji Chenling, Ji Chenling was beyond her ability to persuade.

He's very opinionated, and.Decisively, no one can change what I have decided, let alone her death.

Within a month of her death, if he loved her, he would really suffer.

She remembered that there was a writer in China named Sanmao.

Sanmao has a husband named Jose.

After Jose died, she returned to her parents.

Her friends and relatives all advised her, accompanied her, and comforted her.

She also promised that she would not make her parents sad, would stay with her parents, and would not do stupid things.

However, the feeling of being lonely, desperate, sad, sad, breathless, lifeless, hopeless, and never happy, only those who have lost their favorite will understand.

She has lost Ji Chenling, she understands.

So, she was really worried about Ji Chenling.

Turning his face away, looking out the window, tears rolled down, like pearls with broken strings, each of them was very big.

Ji Chenling saw Bai Xi crying, but he was furious and didn't speak.

5 minutes later

Bai Xi was still crying, Ji Chenling was also distressed, and frowned, "Why are you crying?"

Bai Xi took out the tissue and woke up his nose.

She also knew that no one could replace Tian Tian's mother.

She doesn't want to leave either, and she doesn't want to leave either. These things are not for her to decide.

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nbsp; According to her original personality, she definitely doesn't want to quarrel with Ji Chenling.

She felt that once she was noisy, she was hurt once.

However, Ji Chenling said he wanted to go with her, but she couldn't and didn't want to.

Therefore, that plan still needs to be implemented.

She thought about what she was going to say, and said: "I don't quite understand why you are suddenly angry with me. Fu Yue is my best friend. It's fine if you don't help me. I'm nothing more than that in your heart."

Ji Chenling gritted his teeth, and became even faster, the veins on his forehead popped, "What else do you want in my heart?!"

Bai Xi watched him get angry helplessly.

He could die for her, what else would she want from him!

She knew that she was going too far in this way. I'm sorry, but she could only make herself go too far, make her look even more hideous, and even more unreasonable.

Her heart also hurts.

"Since you feel that I am very important to you, do you want to consider my feelings? You are driving so fast now, I am very scared, and I don't want to die yet." Bai Xi said deliberately.

Ji Chenling held the steering wheel tightly, his brows were still furrowed tightly, but his speed slowly slowed down.

As the speed slowed down, so did his emotions.

Both were silent for 3 minutes.

Ji Chenling said in a deep voice, "I'm sorry."

"It's okay." Bai Xi said softly.

After finishing speaking, she regretted it.

Some habits, some characters, some softness, some thinking, some outlook on life, some values, in fact, are deeply rooted in the bone marrow, just like some people's laziness, some people's self-righteousness, some people's selfishness, some people's self-centeredness, Thoughts, behaviors, and tempers are hard to change.

She will respond naturally.

She shouldn't have said it didn't matter, she should see this opportunity to get mad and be unreasonable, making Ji Chenling uncomfortable, uncomfortable, irritable, and feel that she is unreasonable.

"In the future, don't drive so fast. It's dangerous. Not only yourself, but also other people in the car. Those who can ride with you are either relatives or friends." Bai Xi said again.

"Yeah." Ji Chenling responded, and seemed to have a good temper.

Bai Xi's heart was sour again.

I remember when I first met him... No, it wasn't just a new acquaintance, but when she was still in the hotel, Ji Chenling's temper was obviously very bad, and he was also vitriolic, deliberately targeting her.

Now, in the face of her deliberately looking for trouble, he can say yes so softly.

She turned her face away and looked out of the window, but her eyes were actually looking at the sky.

She wanted to back the tears back to her heart, not to flow out.

However, the more she thought about it, the tears flowed more fiercely as if she wanted to fight against her.

Seeing Bai Xi's tears, Ji Chenling sighed and stopped on the side of the road.

Bai Xi looked at Ji Chenling puzzled, "What's wrong?"

Ji Chenling also faced Bai Xi, very sincerely, sincerely, and said very seriously: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have hurt you."

Ji Chenling still needs to apologize, the more he apologizes, the more heartache Bai Xi feels.

"It doesn't matter." This sentence was almost said again.

Fortunately, it just flashed through her mind, she held back and didn't say it.

Instead, he deliberately developed in the direction of being unreasonable and unforgiving, saying: "It is really dangerous for you to lose your temper while driving. Many books say that truly powerful people are able to control their emotions and temper. Man, I think you, Ji Chenling, still have a lot of room for improvement, it seems like you haven't grown up yet."