Secret love turns into love, women never want to escape

Chapter 1729 Is it really for money?

"That, that, that..."

"You are not suitable for lying. Once you lie, you can tell immediately. In my opinion, it is better for Mr. Leng to answer me. Is it not easy to bring a search and rescue dog in, or is it not easy to enter Xing's house again?" Xing Xingchen asked, still smiling, Very calm.

"It's not easy. Your Xing family has too many secrets to hide. The more you hide, the more people will have the desire to explore. You'd better hide it all the time. I'm afraid that one day the secret will be leaked. To your Xing family. Say, it may be a disaster."

"Thank you for your reminder, but you have so many enemies, all of whom are ruthless characters, I think your disaster will come before me." Xing Xingchen countered.

Xu Yan was in a very responsible mood, looking at Xing Xingchen who was very charming.

A month now, the two of them are also in the Xing family's old house, and they are also strolling in the woods.

At that time in the afternoon, the sun was just right, and the sunlight penetrated through the dense leaves, forming mottled light spots and falling on his stalwart body.

At that time, a thought flashed through her mind.

If he could be loyal to her, they would live a lifetime in peace and comfort.

Now, when the Xing family's fig leaf is lifted, the inside is so dirty that people dare not look directly at it, and it is so smelly that even covering their noses can hardly conceal the feeling of suffocating death.

"Living in such a Xing family, you must be very tired." Xu Yan said directly.

Xing Xingchen looked at Xu Yan, met her complex eyes full of pity and affection, and was stunned for a moment.

For 30 years, no one cares whether he is tired or not, not even his biological parents.

"Are you kidding me?" After Xing Xingchen finished speaking, his tone softened, "Have you eaten yet?"

"I ate it, but I am losing weight, so I eat very little and have no appetite." Xu Yan said.

"What's the matter with losing weight? I managed to fatten you up, and you're fine now. It's not good to be too thin." Xing Xingchen blurted out.

Maybe it was because of his soft tone and the gentle look in his eyes now, or maybe it was because she felt caring in his tone.

Ever since he rushed to meet Dong'er in J City, they hadn't had a good communication with each other. Suddenly, it became like this, mutually exclusive, wary of each other, and even hostile to each other.

She thought of the kindness Xing Xingchen had treated her in the past, and there was a tinge of tenderness in her strength, "Let's sit alone on the swing in the past."

"Xu Yan." He called Xu Yan coldly, his eyes full of worry, "Don't be kidding."

"It's okay, I'm dying, just for a while, thank you." Xu Yan said, turned around, and walked resolutely towards the swing.

Xing Xingchen followed with a complicated mood.

Leng Boran stood where he was, and sent a message, "Xu Yan and Xing Xingyu are alone, you are always watching, you can't let people out of sight."

swing place

Xu Yan tapped her toes lightly, the swing started to shake, the breeze in the forest stirred her hair, and the surrounding air was very fresh.

Xing Xingchen was sitting on the swing next to him, not shaking, and doing it straight.

Neither of them spoke, and the sound of various insects around them could be heard quietly.

There was silence for 5 minutes.

"If the world stays at this moment, it's actually pretty good." Xu Yan said.

Xing Xingchen looked at her, his eyes were as deep as a thousand-year ancient pool.

Now visually inspecting the surroundings, there are only the two of them, and the green of nature.

Xing Xingchen frowned slightly, and his eyes darkened.

Xu Yan raised a smile, looked at the forest in front of him, and didn't look at him, "I have thought this way many times. It's very naive, but I know better that after this moment, feelings will disappear. From falling in love to not loving each other to loathing each other, and finally not seeing each other until old age and death, I always feel that such a process is too sad, but it is like a person from birth to death, will go through such a process from knowing that they love each other to not loving each other, Very helpless, but I can’t change it, so I choose never to believe in love, at least my mood will not go from excitement and sweetness to the final sadness, disappointment and despair.”

Xu Yan paused, but still did not look at Xing Xingchen.

Xing Xingchen still didn't speak.

"But, there are some imperceptible feelings that you can't control if you want to control them. Only you know the depression and discomfort in your heart. Even if you are happy every day, you deceive the world and try to deceive yourself. Oh, I talk a lot, right? It's noisy." Xu Yan looked at Xing Xingchen with a smile.

"No, it's good. Since the house has you, it's not as dead as before. You are like a light, illuminating this dark world."

"You guys don't need this light." Xu Yan sighed and wanted to cry, but she couldn't cry, tears were useless.

She had nothing to rely on, let alone cry, so she smiled.

"It's not that I don't need it, but I know that this light already wants to leave. Instead of waiting for you to leave, it's better for me to end it first. At least, I will feel better." Xing Xingchen said.

Xu Yan really smiled, smiled, smiled, her eyes were unbearably moist.

She was reluctant to part with Xing Xingchen, she didn't show it, she didn't say it out, but she knew clearly in her heart, just as she couldn't control her heartbeat, thoughts and hearts sometimes deviate from each other.

"I think so every time, hahahaha. You and I are quite similar in some places, but you are smarter and more capable than me. In fact, I feel very honored to marry you. I have nothing to do with myself. The place worth showing off, the poor, the poor, the second generation, no outstanding ability, no outstanding talent, every time I go out and see other people showing off, I think in my heart, I have a good husband, hahahahaha, although This husband came here by agreement, but during the two years of being married to you, you are also my only light spot, I can go out and show off, the place with a long face, I later learned that they laughed at me behind my back. Hahahahaha."

"Xu Yan." Xing Xingchen called her name, and many words were choked in his throat again, unable to speak, unable to speak.

"You used to be ambiguous with various women. I used to think that this is because you are protecting me and diverting the attention of the murderer. Because you are so kind to me, I know that I don't care what others say or think, I see the result Yes, although your feelings for Dong’er still elude me, but I’m still moved, I’m willing to give birth to the child, hahaha, for money, hahahaha.” It’s also for love, otherwise, I won’t have a second child. indivual.

She didn't say the latter sentence. She said so much now because she knew that now was the intersection between her and Xing Xingchen. After today, the distance between them gradually drifted away.

A lot of words, held in my heart, for too long, after waking up at night for a long time, my heart is sad.

She had always been straightforward, so she said it outright, this was her farewell to the past, and it was impossible not to say goodbye, because there would be no chance to say goodbye in the future.